The sunshine was very warm, but it could not dispel the coldness in Su Tan's heart.
This is a kind of despair.
He felt dizzy and light-headed, his whole body was in a cloud, and his body felt cold.
If someone were next to him now, they would definitely see his expression, which was extremely ugly.
pale.
No…
Or pale!
As pale as paper!
Even the lips don’t have any color!
My body was covered in sweat, as if I had just been fished out of the river.
Blind?
Su Tan had never thought before that one day he would be blind and what he would do after he became blind!
Not to mention working and enjoying life, even eating, drinking, going to the toilet, etc. are all problems.
There is no hope for the future.
It’s over…
Su Tan concluded that his life was over.
He didn't want to accept it.
"Plop~!"
I don't know how long it took, but Su Tan collapsed to the ground.
Just sitting there in a daze.
He couldn't believe it.
Nothing is normal.
Obviously last night I was still in the big city, still in the happy little house that I had worked so hard for, why did the environment suddenly change?
Dreaming?
At first, Su Tan thought it was a dream, but everything seemed so real. As an adult, he had not thought about being lucky for a long time.
Everything...is true.
There are various signs that he was inexplicably knocked unconscious in his sleep, then blinded inexplicably, and then inexplicably dumped in an underdeveloped and remote country...
This is the most reasonable explanation at present.
But what puzzled him the most was that he was not a bad person at ordinary times, and he had never had any serious problems with people. As for his character... He also often sent food to animal rescue stations to help cats and dogs, but he didn't dare
He calls himself a saint, but he is definitely not the kind of heinous person. But now...how can he encounter such a disaster?
Who is it that has such hatred against him?
Su Tan really couldn't figure it out.
His mind was in chaos now.
At a loss.
This was the most helpless time in his life.
I don't know how long I sat on the dusty dirt floor before Su Tan gradually accepted this fact.
Sometimes it’s not whether you want to accept it or not, but you have to accept it, and there’s nothing you can do if you don’t accept it.
Fate really plays tricks on people.
"Why…"
Su Tan sighed heavily.
He shook his head helplessly, took a deep breath, and slowly got up from the ground.
I patted the dust on my body and found it was completely black. I didn’t know if it was completely dusted.
Things have reached this point, what else can he do?
You can only take one step at a time!
When he collapsed on the ground just now, he thought a lot, and even wanted to end his life for a moment, but in the end, he gave up the idea.
Ants are still alive, let alone humans?
Who doesn't want to live?
It's not that he looked away. It's not that easy for anyone to look away from such a thing.
He tried to sort out his mood and try to calm down.
After a long time...his restless heart finally calmed down a bit.
Reason told him that instead of thinking about those messy things, it would be better to think about how to live.
But no matter how rationally he controlled himself, he still couldn't ignore everything he would face in the future. When he thought about his future path, he felt powerless again...
Apart from anything else, how to cook? How to cook? Making a fire is a problem...
These trivial matters in life may seem like child's play to ordinary people, but to a blind person, they are the most difficult things.
Is this going to kill me?
"Cough cough cough..." Just when Su Tan was at a loss what to do, an old cough accompanied his footsteps from far to near.
Not slowly, not slowly.
After becoming blind, Su Tan felt that his other senses were much sharper.
but…
It seems of no use!
Eyes are so important to people. If they are just deaf and mute, they can still rely on their previous life experiences to take care of themselves, but if they cannot see, it will be difficult.
"Su Tan, where are you?" It was the owner of the old coughing voice.
Su Tan?
Why does he know me?
"Who are you?" Su Tan asked warily.
The tone was not polite.
This person knows his name, so maybe he is one of the people who harmed him.
Have to guard against it.
Although in his current state, there was nothing anyone could do to harm him, but out of instinct, his tone and even body parts were in a vigilant and defensive posture.
"I am Village Chief Chen." the old man introduced.
"Village Chief Chen?" Su Tan asked.
He doesn't recognize it.
Is he the mayor of this village?
But since he is the village chief, he still has some power by saying less.
"That's Village Chief Chen, the one who brings you food every day." The old man explained again.
"Ahem..."
Su Tan couldn't see his face clearly, but could vaguely tell from the unfamiliar voice that he was with a strange old man.
Perhaps still feeling that Su Tan was still confused, the old village chief murmured to himself, not sure whether he was talking about Su Tan or to himself: "You've been in a daze lately and don't recognize people. It seems you're sick again."
…”
"I told you earlier, don't mess with those ghosts and monsters. Even if you don't tell people's fortunes, I, Old Chen, won't let you starve to death. Look...now your head...oh no...my brain is ruined."
The old village chief said helplessly.
Su Tan was even more confused.
He was very sure that he did not know this old man, but why did this old man look so familiar to him?
What the old man said was so strange, as if he was not talking about him!
"No matter what, come on, let's eat first." The old village chief took Su Tan's hand and led him into the house.
Su Tan did not struggle and followed the old man back to his room.
He fumbled and sat down.
Because he has no sight, Su Tan collects more information from the outside world through hearing, taste, and touch...
After sitting down, Su Tan heard the sound of dishes and chopsticks being placed, followed by a mouth-watering aroma of food.
This smell instantly aroused his greed, and he swallowed unconsciously.
It had been a long time since I had eaten. I was immersed in the uncomfortable mood and didn't feel very hungry. Now when I smell the food, Su Tan's stomach is unsatisfactoryly hungry.
Very hungry.
"Haha..." Seeing Su Tan's appearance, the old man chuckled lightly and handed the rice to Su Tan.
"Eat."
Su Tan was silent for a moment. If this person wanted to harm himself, there was no need to poison the rice. He picked up the bowl and smelled it with his nose. There was no unusual smell, and he probably wouldn't put any messy things in the rice.
Fortunately, he can still use dishes and chopsticks intuitively with his eyes closed.
He put the rice bowl to his mouth and took a bite.
tasty!
Su Tan's expression lit up.
Start doing it, faster and faster.
"Today I have your favorite stew, come on, eat it!" the old man said in a kind voice.
Su Tan was silent and just ate.
So far, he has received the goodwill of the old man's release, but he is not sure whether the old man really does no harm to him.
After eating, the old man didn't bother too much. He gave a few instructions and left.
Everything... is very ordinary, yet very strange.
Why does the old man know himself and why does he bring him food every day? Where is this...
I didn’t rush to ask about the situation here,
Su Tan wanted to wait and see for a few days.
In the next few days, Su Tan felt a lot more at ease. The old man delivered meals every day. He did not wait for the "enemy" to harm him, but got some useful information.
For example, everyone in the village knew him. What was incredible to him was that according to the people in the village, Su Tan had lived here for a long time and everyone was very familiar with him.
Su Tan suddenly had a feeling that it was not the environment that was unfamiliar, but him!