Lu Yuan lay in the hotel, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.
At first he wanted to go to bed early by counting sheep or numbers, but then he suddenly found that not only did he not fall asleep, but he became more and more awake.
My brain works incredibly well.
He simply turned on the light and sat on the bed, looking at the ceiling.
How is this divided psychologically?
This is insomnia!
What is the cause of insomnia?
The cause of insomnia is...
What does the book say?
Right.
It turned out to be...
Lu Yuan started to analyze himself over and over again according to what was said in the book.
Then he suddenly realized that insomnia was a serious problem!
The deepest reason for my insomnia is because deep down in my heart, I am caused by fear, and then I start to worry about gains and losses?
Why should I worry about gains and losses...
Could it be that today's recording was unsuccessful, which made me doubt my talent? This is the source of uneasiness?
After thinking about it, it still makes sense, and I seem to be really starting to doubt myself.
So what are the results of self-diagnosis?
Huh? Turns out it’s insomnia caused by an anxiety disorder?
Pooh!
Wait, am I anxious?
What am I worried about?
Lu Yuan suddenly felt that the answer of self-analysis was too nonsense.
Now that I have made so much money and have such a beautiful girlfriend, any cooperation with others would cost hundreds of millions, so why am I so anxious?
I should be happy, right?
wrong!
I still haven’t analyzed it clearly, I need to analyze it carefully!
Um!
I understand, whether he was singing or acting in roles before, Lu Yuan found that he could always easily immerse himself in that very good state and then perform exceptionally well.
But during the day, I felt something was wrong and I could no longer immerse myself in what I had done before.
Obviously standing in the recording room, everything is exactly the same as before.
but……
Some of the deepest flavors are completely different.
So I have never been able to figure out why this is, and something deep in my mind must be thinking about why.
After Lu Yuan looked back for a while, he suddenly realized!
Hypnosis gone wrong!
right!
The most fundamental reason is not that I am anxious, but that my so-called self-hypnosis is useless to me!
Why is it useless?
hehe!
My cerebral cortex has safely adapted or become immune to my so-called self-hypnosis, so if I want to self-hypnotize again, I have to increase my hypnosis skills. Otherwise, the more hypnotized I am, the harder it will be for me to adapt.
In addition, it seems that I have to work hard to consolidate my knowledge and try not to rely on these messy things in the future?
After tossing and turning until the middle of the night, Lu Yuan finally understood.
I'm going to see Dr. Shen tomorrow and ask her for some psychological advice.
What a big deal!
call……
When Lu Yuan thought of this, he yawned and fell into a drowsy sleep.
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Do we really have to go there?
Was my past really a good fit?
Do I really have a problem?
After getting out of the car and seeing a villa in front of him, Shen Lianjie hesitated silently.
He fell into the self-torture of human nature.
He was debating whether to go in or not.
Mental illness is an unspeakable problem, and if I really confessed to Dr. Shen, how embarrassing would it be for me as a great director...
Standing on the same spot, Shen Lianjie found that he was becoming more and more hesitant. After all, the pride that had enveloped Shen Lianjie since childhood did not allow Shen Lianjie to confess his inner thoughts and deepest fears to strangers.
This made him feel like he was weak.
But……
When he thought about the insomnia he had suffered these days, Shen Lianjie knew that if he really didn't find a way, he would not improve in the next few days. Perhaps if he continued to let it go, this psychological shadow would become more and more serious. !
Especially after the ups and downs of "Dream Traveler", Shen Lianjie discovered that Lu Yuan had completely become his nightmare.
There are real ways.
That is when I can really beat Lu Yuan in movies.
But winning against Lu Yuan...
How to win?
Can you win from movies?
What a joke!
As soon as Shen Lianjie closed his eyes, he remembered Lu Yuan's appearance again. For some reason, Lu Yuan's figure was like a mountain pressing on top of his head, making him breathless.
When he thought of the word Lu Yuan, he remembered his own failure!
He found that he could not muster any courage to face Lu Yuan formally now.
never mind……
Come in and take a look!
Maybe……
Is she really as powerful as Mr. Xu said?
After hesitating again and again, Shen Lianjie finally breathed a long sigh of relief and walked towards the villa.
It actually feels like putting oneself on the spot to survive.
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"Director Shen, I already understand your general situation. I think you are suffering from a serious anxiety disorder. This anxiety disorder has kept you insomnia until now. Anxiety disorder is not a big problem, as long as you can let go of some things. , just take a good rest and you'll be fine." Shen Fangfang carefully observed Shen Lianjie's appearance and finally nodded and said a result.
"Doctor, do you need any medicine?"
"Medicine can indeed relieve your insomnia, but it can only relieve insomnia and cannot fundamentally cure insomnia. I hope you can open your mind and tell me the reason for your anxiety...for example, what is it because of, or what is the reason for your anxiety?" Because of who..."
"This..." Shen Lianjie looked at Shen Fangfang and suddenly became wary.
"Director Shen, you are afraid, but at the same time, you don't dare to face your fear, right?"
"A little bit..."
"I can roughly guess that the reason for your anxiety is because of your "Dream Traveler". Based on your experience in the past two years, I discovered a very interesting thing, that is, in the past two years, since the beginning of "Capital" , you have been failing and experiencing the lowest period of life... I think you want to prove yourself, but you find that no matter how you prove it, you can only prove your failure."
"Yeah...right." Shen Lianjie nodded and then looked elsewhere.
He did not dare to look at Shen Fangfang.
"Well, you are a very proud person, so your pride does not allow you to be in a state of failure for three days and two... But, you can't succeed... Logically speaking, "Dream Traveler" should be you The more successful movies are. Although "Dream Traveler" has gone through several twists and turns, in the end it was profitable at the box office, and its reputation is also quite good... It has improved a lot compared to your previous two movies... You You should try to be satisfied...Human unhappiness comes from greed. Although greed is the force of human progress, it is necessary to stop appropriately..."
"Stop appropriately and accept your fate?"
"It's not about accepting fate, but taking your time... I don't know much about your filmmaking, but I know that many things don't happen overnight..."
"How do you say that?"
"I mean..."
Time passes little by little.
Shen Fangfang looked at Shen Lianjie.
Little by little, she sorted out the anxiety in Shen Lianjie's heart.
Shen Lianjie was confused at first, then slowly became calm, and seemed to have some understanding.
About two hours later, Shen Lianjie breathed a long sigh of relief.
"Director Shen... you should have a good sleep... you are too tired..."
"I...can't sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, I feel...very anxious..."
"Come on, Director Shen, you lie here first...I'll find a way to hypnotize you..."
"Ah...then..."
"Don't worry, don't be so vigilant. I'm just letting you sleep and won't ask you any private questions. If you are vigilant, even if I really hypnotize you, I won't be able to ask you anything."
"oh."
"Come, look at my watch...you have come to a world, and then your whole body is empty, without any worries or anxiety..."
"Um……"
Shen Lianjie's eyelids trembled.
Then he slowly closed his eyes. After about a few minutes, Shen Lianjie closed his eyes...
Just when Shen Lianjie fell asleep, there was a knock on the door outside the house.
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"Mr. Lu, tell me what's wrong with you..."
"I've been a little anxious recently..."
"Are you anxious?"
"Yeah, I'm a little anxious. I had insomnia for most of the night yesterday..."
"Most of the night? Will you have insomnia?"
"Yes, I am here specifically to ask you for advice on hypnosis and other things. I find that the things I have learned by myself need to be upgraded..."
"I can't teach you. Your thinking is different from other people's. Even if I teach you, you will definitely use it in some fancy ways..."
"What all the bells and whistles, am I this kind of person?"
"Then tell me, what do you want to do when you learn hypnosis..."
"I want to be hypnotized..."
"???"
"I now find that there seems to be something wrong with my body, and I can't be hypnotized..."
"You just want to hypnotize yourself?"
"Well...yeah, I find that it's getting harder and harder for me to be hypnotized. Maybe it's because my body is immune to something, so I'm wondering if there's anything I can do to improve my hypnosis skills..."
"You said it's getting harder and harder for you to be hypnotized?"
"Yeah...it's hard."
Shen Fangfang stared at Lu Yuan.
I don't know why I suddenly feel very unhappy.
She felt that Lu Yuan was questioning her Shen Fangfang
"Sit down."
"Um……"
Lu Yuan sat opposite Shen Fangfang, and then he looked at Shen Fangfang silently.
"Watching..."
"Looking at this watch, I know..."
"Don't interrupt."
"oh."
"Come, now, you have entered a world, in this world..."
"This doesn't work...really..."
"Don't interrupt, just follow my voice."
"All right."
"Now, you enter a world, and then, what do you see in this world?"
"..."
"What did you see? Talk..."
"Dr. Shen, I was a little sleepy at first, but after being hypnotized by you, I found myself becoming more and more awake."
"..."
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"Please cooperate."
"I've been really cooperative."
"you……"
"Dr. Shen, I really have no choice... How about we try another method?"
"..."
"Lu Yuan, are you challenging my patience?"
"I really didn't..."
Half an hour passed.
Shen Fangfang's forehead was covered with sweat.
Lu Yuan's eyes were wide awake and he stared at Shen Fangfang instead.
She closed her eyes.
She tried several hypnosis methods to try to hypnotize Lu Yuan, but the more Lu Yuan was hypnotized, the more awake he became, but it was of no use at all.
Then, the more she looked at Lu Yuan, the more he looked like he was causing trouble.
Lu Yuan had a grimace on his face.
A very helpless look.
At this time...
Shen Lianjie in the room next to him twitched.
His first dream was that he was riding a horse on the prairie and letting himself go happily.
But for some reason, the horse's voice became increasingly wrong.
As the horse's sound became more and more wrong, he found that the sound of the wind blowing in the distance was also wrong...
Then……
He suddenly saw that the beautiful sunset on the horizon turned into a human face.
Then……
He saw Lu Yuan.
Then the whole world was filled with Lu Yuan's voice.
When Shen Lianjie woke up with a start, Shen Lianjie breathed a sigh of relief.
This nightmare is really...
Then, he got out of bed and prepared to wash his face...
However, when he walked out, his pupils shrank and his heart suddenly stopped beating.
"Wow! Director Shen... I haven't seen you for a while. Director Shen, how are you doing lately? Hmm? Why have you become so haggard? And you're sweating all over? Come on, wipe it off... Ah? Director Shen? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? Faint?"