The first thousand two hundred and ninety-eight chapters merge into despair
While on the road, Xiaozhi instinctively approached Lu Xiaobu.
There was no way, although the people here seemed to be nice, he still knew Lu Xiaobu and was willing to stay with Lu Xiaobu.
"Can you tell me? Why do you view the world with various data?" Lu Xiaobu asked softly.
Judging from the current situation, he should have gained Xiaozhi's trust, so he can also ask this question.
Xiaozhi raised his head and looked at Lu Xiaobu, then lowered his head again.
Finally, he spoke.
This time, he rarely spoke with data!
"Instructor Lu, do you still remember the memories before you were two years old?" Xiaozhi asked a difficult question.
"I don't remember." Lu Xiaobu shook his head.
Not only does he not remember, he believes that most people don't remember.
"I remember." Xiaozhi bit his lip and lowered his head: "I clearly remember everything from birth to now."
"Super memory disorder?" Lu Xiaobu frowned.
"Yeah." Xiaozhi nodded slightly, his head almost buried in his knees.
"So that's it." Lu Xiaobu sighed, stretched out his hand and touched Xiaozhi's head.
It is estimated that some people have never heard of this disease.
In fact, everyone hopes that their memory will be better. After all, a better memory will be beneficial to study, work, and all aspects!
However, it is so good, but it is not a good thing, but a disease!
Hyperamnesia is such a disease.
People often say that time is the cure for sadness because time makes you forget.
However, for this super memory patient, time is impossible to control!
Because, they will not forget!
They can't forget the painful things!
Happy things, they can't forget them!
Even when you saw him today, they couldn't forget such trivial things as what clothes you were wearing, what fabric they were made of, which foot entered the door first, what you said, how your demeanor changed, etc.
!
Think about it, what kind of pain does it feel when such a huge amount of memory pours into your mind?!
It can really drive people crazy!
"I clearly remember that when I was a child, my biological parents sold me to my later parents." Xiaozhi buried his head and continued.
The voice was neither sad nor happy, just like when he talked about data.
"My adoptive parents were very good to me at first. They even thought I was a genius. I was also very happy, so I tried my best to show off my memory to please them."
"However, when I showed too much of my abilities, I even did all the wrong things."
"They no longer call me a genius, they even start to fear me and call me a monster!"
Having said this, Xiaozhi, who was originally extremely calm, still had a slight tremor in his voice.
Lu Xiaobu reached out and touched Xiaozhi's head to calm him down.
He understands!
If you have abilities beyond ordinary people, you are a genius, but if you exceed people's understanding, you are a monster!
Especially when this monster is not their real biological son, that kind of fear is almost an instinctive reaction!
Moreover, Xiaozhi also said that he did some wrong things.
What's wrong?
Although Xiaozhi didn't say it, Lu Xiaobu could imagine it.
There are many evil people in this world, or people with evil tastes!
To give a simple example, the night before, Xiaozhi's parents were affectionate, thinking that Xiaozhi was just a child and didn't care.
The next day, someone deliberately asked about this matter knowing that Xiaozhi had a strong memory.
So, think about it, what would Xiaozhi do at that age and with almost no moral sense?
No doubt about it!
Tell the truth!
And it’s extremely detailed!
Then you can only imagine what problems will arise later!
The shame of the adoptive parents, the joy of the villain, the quarrels between the two parties, and the fear and disgust of the adoptive parents towards Xiaozhi!
Maybe just once, I won't hate and fear Xiaozhi.
But what if there are too many?
For example, family quarrels, gossip, and talking behind each other’s backs are all things that everyone does, but they don’t want to tell others about it and let others know!
However, Xiaozhi, who is very curious, will definitely read it and take note of it. At the same time, he is not fully minded and will almost be tricked by people with bad taste!
Time and time again, until the adoptive parents truly feared and loathed Xiaozhi.
Maybe it will be accompanied by corporal punishment and the like.
These are huge blows and shadows that are absolutely incomprehensible to young Xiaozhi!
"Later, I understood a little bit, and I wanted to figure out my own problem, so I started to study a lot and actively learn all kinds of knowledge." Xiaozhi calmed down a little under Lu Xiaobu's touch and continued.
said.
"My memory allows me to learn all kinds of knowledge very quickly. Even if I don't understand it, I can write it down very easily."
"One book after another, one after another. I don't know how many books I have read and how much knowledge I have learned."
When Lu Xiaobu heard this, he sighed again.
The memory is so powerful that it's scary. Even if Xiaozhi's understanding ability is not very strong, when a lot of knowledge pours in, the meaning of it will be obvious after reading it a hundred times!
Just like robots, do they think like humans?
Current robots don’t!
but!
They will learn deeply!
That is to constantly add relevant knowledge, constantly make arrangements and analogies, and find the right option from a lot of mistakes!
That's it for Ash!
In fact, after all, he is a human and can actually learn faster than a robot!
"Until one day, my head started to hurt! It almost hurt! I tried many methods, but they couldn't relieve the pain, and it became more and more painful!" Xiaozhi couldn't help but feel his eyes when he recalled that time.
Showing fear!
"It's okay, it's okay." Lu Xiaobu kept stroking Xiaozhi.
The situation he mentioned at the beginning has occurred, super memory syndrome has occurred, the amount of memory is too large, and the brain cannot bear it!
Moreover, there is almost no solution to this symptom!
After all, as I said before, they will not forget, everything they see, hear, smell, and even feel will be forcibly remembered.
It will only hurt more and more!
Almost all of the few patients with super memory disorder in the world cannot bear this situation and choose to commit suicide!
"How did you solve it?" Lu Xiaobu asked.
"I learned how to use computers." Xiaozhi returned to normal again.
His reply was calm and normal, much like Lu Xiaobu's forced calmness skill!
"I built a huge database in my mind to store all the memories in categories, so that they are no longer piled together in a messy way." Xiaozhi said this with a slightly proud smile.
However, Lu Xiaobu saw how difficult and painful it was for him to sort out all this under such severe pain!
The most important thing is that he has no one to accompany him and no one to help him!
Therefore, in addition to hardship and pain, there is also loneliness!