I don’t know why, but I feel empty and lonely in my heart!
Someone said, maybe it’s Chinese Valentine’s Day and I ate too much dog food, maybe!
That might be a trigger!
I have been writing a book for more than two or three years, always in my hometown. In order to write a book, I cut off all contact with all my friends!
All I have is you!
So, when I am lonely, I can only talk to you!
.........But, suddenly I realized that I didn’t know what to say!
It’s strange, isn’t it? [wry smile]
Forget it, let me tell you about my surroundings!
When I moved to the village, it was surrounded by mountains. There were houses twenty miles away. There were no KTVs, no bars, and no entertainment venues. Even among the Internet cafes, two of the three had closed down.
Of course, this is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that no one speaks!
My friends are all outside, either working or going to school.
But I stayed in my room for two and a half years, facing only the computer every day. To be honest, I don’t know how I managed it. Give me a thumbs up! Hahaha!
But today, it was as if all the loneliness from before broke out, shattering my heart all of a sudden. I felt empty for a moment, and I wanted to find someone to talk to, but...hey...forget it!
Let’s not talk about this anymore!
What can I say?!
There seems to be nothing left to say, just nagging!
Say no more!
Two final points:=
1. Lao Feng, thank you all! Thank you!
Second, I'm sorry, I've lost my temper again!
Third, can Lao Feng take a day off?! Keep updating, but there are fewer updates. I really want to go out for a walk!