Lin Jue's face turned red and he said hurriedly: "Sir, please forgive the student Meng Lang. The student is sincere to Huanqiu and is about to report to the family master that he invited someone to come to propose marriage."
Fang Dunru waved his hand and said, "I don't blame you. Your wife and I are also aware of the matter between you and Huanqiu."
Lin Jue hurriedly said: "So sir, you don't object? It's said that my wife and Huanqiu went to the capital, but I don't know when they will come back? Does the famous doctor who visited really have the means? No matter how much money is spent, sir, it's here
If it is inconvenient, students can help with the financing."
Fang Dunru looked at Lin Jue silently, and after a while he said in a deep voice: "Here is a letter Huanqiu left for you. You should read it first before talking."
Fang Dunru reached out and took out a letter from a page on the bookshelf and handed it to Lin Jue. Lin Jue hurriedly reached out and took it. The envelope was written with four beautiful small characters of "Lin Jue personally expresses it", which was exactly
Fang Huanqiu's handwriting.
Lin Jue couldn't wait to open the envelope and pulled out a piece of plain paper. A faint fragrance filled his nose. This fragrance was exactly the smell of the familiar Fang Huanqiu. Fang Huanqiu liked the aroma of jasmine and liked to smoke jasmine tablets in everything he carried with him. The words on this letterhead
The fragrance is just like the fragrance on her body.
Lin Jue slowly unfolded the simple slips, and rows of upright and graceful hairpin flowers appeared in front of him.
"Lin Lang, Qing Qing, you can see your words as your face. Ever since I traveled far away, I have been thinking about you day and night in Huanqiu. I have cried so many times that I don't know how many times I have seen you. I stand on the top of the cliff every day, looking at you blankly, not knowing where you are."
.I miss you, only the white clouds of heaven and earth know my heart..."
Lin Jue's eyes were sour, and he felt like he was bursting into tears just reading the words. He seemed to see in his mind that after he left, Fang Huanqiu tossed and turned in melancholy every day. Every day he walked through the tall grass in the back mountain, standing in the
The scene viewed from the top of the cliff made me feel both moved and sad.
"... I have been seriously ill since I was a child, and I know that life is short and life and death are unpredictable. I thought that I would have nothing to think about or wish for in this life, but God has mercy on me and allowed my husband to appear by my side, so that I can feel
What a good thing it is to be alive. I am deeply grateful for your love and affection, and I will remember it in my heart."
"That day when you were leaving, you swore an oath to marry me as your wife. Sir, you know that I was so happy that I stayed awake for several days, looking forward to that day all the time. However, after thinking about it calmly, although I really want to be a member of the Lin family
My wife, I will serve you tea and water for the rest of my life. But I know that with my sickly body, I can neither bear children for the Lin family, nor can I serve you and grow old together, so this is a sweet dream after all.
That's all. Huanqiu firmly believes in your sincerity, but Huanqiu can't be too selfish."
"Dad often taught Huanqiu: You should not only seek self-interest, but should consider the overall situation and always think about others. Huanqiu cannot be so selfish, and cannot ruin Lang Jun's life just for this moment's selfishness. Lin Lang is a man with a bright future.
You cannot bear the reputation of a widower and a widower. What Huanqiu fears most is that he will not die because of his illness. He will not be able to serve his husband, but will also be a drag on his husband. This is the last thing Huanqiu wants. Therefore, although the husband has a deep love for him,
However, Huanqiu has to reject Lang Jun's request. I cannot marry you. It's not that I don't love you, but that I can't."
Lin Jue froze and his brows furrowed into a knot. He did not expect that Fang Huanqiu's psychological process would be like this.
"Lin Lang once said that life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, and death is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves. I deeply agree. You should see Huanqiu's most gorgeous moments, and Huanqiu would rather keep this most beautiful image with you.
In my heart, I never want you to see Huanqiu's haggardness when he died. Let Huanqiu die quietly like an autumn leaf, and let Mr. Lang leave my best appearance in his heart forever. So, Huanqiu
I'm leaving. If you don't look for me, Daddy won't tell you. If you really love me, respect my decision and don't miss Huanqiu. But I will still miss you.
Until the time when I, Huanqiu, die. Mr. Lin, if there is an afterlife, Huanqiu will have a good body free from disease and disaster. I will make cows and horses for you and serve you to repay your kindness in this life. See you in the next life, Huanqiu.
I shed tears in autumn to say goodbye to you."
Su Jian lowered her head, leaving a faint red lip mark, which was the last kiss Fang Huanqiu left to Lin Jue.
Lin Jue was completely stunned. At this moment, he realized that Fang Huanqiu was going to the capital for treatment, but was staying away from him. She thought that she could not drag herself down, so she chose to escape. This frail woman actually used
This method severely cut off this fruitless love.
"Have you finished reading?" Fang Dunru asked in a deep voice, looking at Lin Jue with tears rolling down his face.
Lin Jue sighed and nodded slightly.
"The most affectionate of children, Jiaoqing often sheds tears down his clothes. Lin Jue, do you understand Huanqiu's thoughts?"
"Sir, where is Huanqiu? I want to see her." Lin Jue gritted his teeth and said.
"Didn't Huanqiu tell you in her letter? Don't go looking for her again. You are already fine. If Huanqiu's illness cannot be cured, she can't marry you. You have a great future, and you will meet someone in the future.
I will find a better companion. Your wife and I are very grateful for your love for Huanqiu. Huanqiu's life is worth it, but you can't be emotional."
"Sir, what does this have to do with my future? It is precisely because Huanqiu's life is not long that I want to marry her."
"Lin Jue, you are showing pity. I have been there, so I know what is going on. It is true that you love her, but marrying her is out of pity. Besides, this idea is unrealistic. You marry her
It's not good for her, it's harming her. If Huanqiu can't fulfill her responsibilities as a woman, she will be very unhappy. Instead of doing this, why bother harming you and her? So this thing won't work." Fang.
Dunru shook his head and said.
"Sir, is this what you meant? You forced Huanqiu to leave?"
"What are you talking about? Do you want to blame me? I just told Huanqiu this truth. You have to know that your wife and I regard you as our own son, so we naturally don't want you to act impulsively. I said
Yes, this is the best choice, think about it yourself."
Lin Jue didn't know that what Fang Dunru said was true. But how could he accept this fact at this moment?
"Sir, I'm very sad. Tell me, how is Huanqiu's health? She will be very sad when she leaves. Isn't this going to cost her her life?"
"You underestimate Huanqiu too much. It was her own decision to leave. I and your wife did not force her. It was her own choice, so she is very calm. Besides, we did not lie to you. She did go to the capital for medical treatment.
Maybe her illness will be cured, and then you will naturally meet again. But if it is not cured, she will not come back. No one can say what will happen, so Lin Jue, I advise you to put down these things.
.How can a man achieve great things if he indulges in the love of his children? Don’t ask me again where Huanqiu is, I won’t tell you.”
Lin Jue shut up. Although he felt extremely uncomfortable, he knew Fang Dunru and couldn't get anything out of him. Fang Huanqiu had indeed gone to the capital. Maybe he should find a way to find out her whereabouts and ask Fang for help.
Dunru is useless.
"Sir, the student is rude. The student is in a very low mood now and wants to leave."
"Well, you have just come back from a life-threatening situation, so you should rest and recover for a while. You should not come to the academy these days. You should be more open-minded about Huanqiu. You will eventually know that I am doing it for your own good.
It’s not like beating a mandarin duck with a stick.”
"Student, I understand. My husband is alone in the academy. What should we do with our daily life? Will the student ask someone to come up and take care of my husband's daily life tomorrow?"
"It's rare that you have the intention, but it's not necessary. There is a canteen in the academy, and the academy servants will take care of things like changing and washing clothes. It would be inconvenient for a stranger to come." Fang Dunru nodded.
"Student knows, student said goodbye." Lin Jue stood up and said goodbye, slowly walked out of the Fang family courtyard, holding the letter tightly in his hand. As he walked on the mountain road, Lin Jue couldn't restrain the frustration in his heart.
Feeling sad, he told Lin Hu to wait on the road, and he dove into the pine forest, threw himself on the thick pine needles, and cried loudly.
