Lin Jue felt heartbroken and couldn't control his grief. Fang Huanqiu's figure was always very clear in his heart, and the time they spent together last year was still vivid in his mind. However, he never expected that time had changed and just a few months later, he had already passed away forever.
After a while, he clearly knew her fate, but still couldn't change it, which made Lin Jue feel particularly uncomfortable.
When Mrs. Fang saw Lin Jue crying, she panicked and her eyes were red. She comforted her softly: "Lin Jue, don't be sad. Your husband has just recovered. If he saw him, he would not eat for several days."
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Lin Jue wiped his tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean at all. Lin Jue always hated men who shed tears, thinking that it was a sign of weakness. But at this time, Lin Jue realized that the man had tears and did not shed them lightly, but they were not sad. These tears were a sign of lament for Fang Huanqiu.
She regretted and blamed herself for the tragic fate of being young but beautiful. Her heart felt like being cut with a knife, and it hurt her.
"Did she... go away peacefully?" Lin Jue asked, choking with sobs.
Mrs. Fang was stunned for a moment and said hurriedly: "It's good, it's good. I didn't... suffer, I didn't suffer."
Lin Jue was a little strange. After his daughter passed away, Mrs. Fang said it was 'very good', but it was also strange. However, Lin Jue was in a complicated mood at the moment, so he didn't take it to heart.
"She was buried in the capital? Did she leave any words when she left?"
"This... no." Mrs. Fang smacked her lips.
"Didn't you leave anything for me?" Lin Jue asked in surprise.
"Oh oh oh, it seems so. Qiu'er asked us to tell you to take care of you. We are destined to meet you again in the next life. Lin Jue, my wife has been feeling sad these past few months, and I can't remember clearly." Ms. Fang was busy.
road.
Lin Jue nodded. The pain of losing a daughter was naturally a big blow. In fact, Mrs. Fang felt more sad than herself. She shouldn't ask more about these things. She felt sad, so she vented it in private, so as not to arouse the anger of Mrs. Fang and her husband.
sad.
"Teacher, my condolences. I lost control of my mood just now. This is rude. I want to be quiet for a while, so I won't disturb my husband and my wife. I'll take my leave..."
"Are we leaving now? Let's stay for a meal at noon." Mrs. Fang said hurriedly.
Lin Jue shook his head and said: "I have no time to think about it. I will come back to apologize some other time. I am in a bad mood now, and I am afraid that seeing things and missing people will make me more rude and make you sad too. I will go and say goodbye to my husband."
Lin Jue bid farewell to Fang Dunru, but Fang Dunru did not force him to stay. He only comforted Lin Jue with a few words and told Lin Jue not to be too sad and to study hard. Lin Jue nodded and promised to endure the grief and leave Fang with Lin Jue.
Home.
Fang Dunru and Mrs. Fang stood side by side in the yard watching Lin Jue's leaving figure. Mrs. Fang crossed her hands and sighed: "Lin Jue is really good. This child is affectionate and righteous. Hey! What should we do?"
Fang Dunru frowned and said, "You have a bad idea. Isn't this deceiving him?"
Mrs. Fang said angrily: "Why is it my idea? It was Qiu'er who wanted to do this. She said she wanted to cut off Lin Jue's thoughts. Didn't we discuss it? Why do you want to blame me? It's just for Lin Jue's good.
That should be the case. He is already nineteen. If he misses Huanqiu, shouldn't he get married? I won't tell you anymore. I have to comfort Qiu'er. She still doesn't know how to cry. "
Mrs. Fang quickly walked into the house and entered the east wing. Under the green screen window, she saw Fang Huanqiu, with a pale face, lying in front of the bed with tears on her face. She looked through the screen window in the direction of Lin Jue with tears in her eyes. She could not cry anymore.
Own.
"Hey, my son, how wonderful is this? What is this? My life is miserable." Mrs. Fang hugged Fang Huanqiu and cried bitterly.
Fang Huanqiu hugged her mother and cried loudly. She choked with sobs for a while and said: "Mom, please don't cry. I am already very satisfied. If I couldn't let him go, I shouldn't come back. I am very satisfied to see him shed tears for me."
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In the evening, Lin Jue, who had been dazed in school for a long time, returned to the Fang family courtyard again. His re-arrival made Mrs. Fang and Fang Huanqiu very nervous, and they quickly locked the east wing tightly, fearing that he would see Fang Huanqiu when he entered the house.
.But seeing that he didn't seem to stay, and only bowed in the courtyard before going straight to the foot of the afternoon mountain cliff, the whole family felt a little strange.
Under the ocher red cliff of the back mountain, Lin Jue stood quietly in a daze at the place where he and Fang Huanqiu had had many tender trysts. After a while, Lin Jue began to work among the withered grass. He dug a small pit and dug it from his arms.
He took out a brocade box and placed it in the pit, then moved stones and earth and slowly built a small tomb. Lin Hu silently helped, and soon a symbolic tomb was built.
made.
Lin Jue took out the sacrifices one by one from his backpack and placed them in front of the grave. He asked Lin Hu to go down the mountain to buy them in the city. They were all Fang Huanqiu's favorite snacks.
After lighting three sticks of incense and burning the paper, Lin Jue stood in front of the grave and spoke softly.
"Wow! We said goodbye last year, but it became an eternal farewell. Heaven and man are separated forever, and this hatred is endless. Junior sister, I still remember the day you and I met last year. Your smile was like a flower, and you were as gentle as the moon, which made me astonished as a heaven. I am lucky.
It was the best time in my life to be able to become my disciple and stay with you for several months. You were seriously ill, and I vowed to cure you, but I failed in the end. This is the best time in my life.
Pain, lifelong regret, eternal regret. This is my incompetence."
"...I still remember the beautiful days when you and I got together, and your gentle words and smiles are still in front of me. On the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15th, you looked so cute wearing men's clothes and pretending to be a hermit. However, all of this can only be done in
It's in my memory. From now on, I can only miss you in my memory."
"...You left me because you refused to drag me down. I am very grateful to you. I can also feel your true love for me and understand your understanding. But do you know? You actually think too much.
, the day I say I want to marry you, I won’t care about these things at all. Life is short, so cherish everything you get when we get together. Do you remember what I told you? Life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, and death is like autumn.
Ye Zhijingmei. Why don't you understand that even a short get-together, as long as it is wonderful and wonderful, is worth it. Even if you and I can't grow old together, if I can marry you and stay together for even a year and a half or even a few days,
It was worth it. You still couldn't break through this level, so you chose to leave me. Of course, I can't blame you. That was your way of expressing your love for me. I understand that you thought about me.
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"...On the night of Chinese Valentine's Day last year, under the grape trellis, I promised you something. You listened to two sentences of that poem, and I promised to read the entire poem to you on Chinese Valentine's Day this year. But who could have thought
, Chinese Valentine's Day has not yet arrived, and you are no longer alive. This is such a sad thing. But I still have to do what I promised you. I will read this poem to you, and I hope you can hear it. Please listen well.
The clouds are making tricks, the flying stars are spreading hatred, and the silver man is far away in darkness. As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they win over countless people in the world. Tenderness is like water, good times are like dreams, and you can't bear to look at the Magpie Bridge on your way back. If the two love lasts for a long time,
How can we spend time day and night..."
"Junior sister, I have fulfilled my promise, but what about you? You promised to spend Chinese Valentine's Day with me, but you didn't do it. Alas! Let's not talk about it anymore. Let's not talk about it anymore. Things in life can only be recalled, but things after death are not
I don’t know. You may not be able to hear what I’m talking to you here, and even if you hear it, you can’t answer me. I can’t see you coming to eat these things I’m offering to you. Paper money is flying everywhere, is that you?
?This strong wind is blowing, is it you? I left, I will come and see you often, you will always be in my heart, I will never forget you in this life. Oh my sorrow, my sorrow!"
Lin Jue's brows were furrowed and his face was sad. After saying this, he slightly arched his hands and saluted towards the grave. He stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes and said to Lin Hu in a hoarse voice, "Let's go."
Lin Hu responded with a dull sound, followed Lin Jue, and the two of them stumbled away.
In the bamboo forest at the west end of the cliff, Fang Huanqiu, who was wearing a bamboo hat and old clothes, was already crying. Mrs. Fang on the side was also crying so hard. They witnessed Lin Jue's worship throughout and were deeply moved.
On the other hand, Fang Dunru, who was standing aside, stroked his beard and frowned and said: "This guy has written a good article again, but it's just too straightforward. The emphasis in such memorial articles is to lead without saying anything, to be subtle and tactful, and to leave blank spaces for thought.
If you tell them all, it would be unsightly. But the poem "Magpie Bridge Immortal"... is absolutely stunning? Just based on this poem, this man's literary talent can be regarded as the best in this dynasty. I am not as good as me."
Mrs. Fang wiped away her tears and said angrily: "You old thing, you are still worrying about the quality of the article. Look how we Huanqiu is crying? You don't comfort her."
Fang Dunru glanced at Fang Huanqiu who was crying and sighed: "Huanqiu, dad has told you since you were a child that you must be self-sacrificing and take the overall situation into consideration, and you must not do it for selfish reasons.
Daddy is very happy that you can do this. Although it is painful and sad that you can make such a decision, it will be beneficial to others and yourself. But if you really can't let him go, you still have to think about it.
Take it yourself. If you ask dad what he thinks, dad can only tell you, and I don’t know what to do. Dad has seen a lot of storms and waves in his life, but he has never experienced such difficult things."
Mrs. Fang wiped her tears and said, "Qiu'er, I see that Lin Jue is very passionate about you. How about we stop lying to him? This will save my son pain every day. In less than half a year, he is almost as thin as a bone."
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Fang Huanqiu slowly shook his head and said: "No, I can't harm him. He has a bright future, how can I drag him down? If I marry him, I can neither fulfill my duties as a wife nor serve him, I can only let him
Worrying about me every day, is this what I want? I am actually very satisfied. He can be so affectionate to me, and I have no regrets in this life. The reason why I came back here is to see him more before I die.
Eyes, father, mother, you don't have to worry about Huanqiu. Huanqiu has already made up his mind and will not change it. His lyrics are so well written, "If the love lasts for a long time, how can we stay together day and night." Yes.
Ah, why should I seek to stay with him forever? Just meeting him once is enough."
Mrs. Fang sighed, Fang Dunru stroked her beard and nodded: "Dad is very pleased to have such a sensible daughter in the Fang family."
Fang Huanqiu wiped away her tears and said with a forced smile: "This idiot even built a grave for me. What is buried in it? I really want to take a look."
Fang Dunru said with a smile: "Why don't we go and take a look? I am not dead in Huanqiu, so what is the point of building a living grave? This kid is also confused, and he has no doubt at all. Let's go and take a look at what is buried?"
