(I went out and caught up on a two-in-one chapter.)
"Master Lin?" Bai Bing and Qin Xiaoxiao exclaimed in surprise. Bai Bing's first reaction was that Lin Jue might have heard the conversation just now, and his face suddenly burned with fire and he was at a loss.
Qin Xiaoxiao was surprised at first, but quickly recovered and said with a smile: "Master Lin, why are you here? You are scary and scary. You scared us. When did you come?"
Lin Jue smiled and said: "When we arrived, Miss Zheng and Miss Qian said that you and Miss Bai were talking in the back garden, so I came. I couldn't see anyone around, so I thought maybe it was by the pond. No, as soon as I poked my head, It almost scared me. I scared you, but you also scared me."
Qin Xiaoxiao chuckled and said, "That's our fault. Mr. Lin, is there anything wrong with you?"
Lin Jue said: "I'm here to see Miss Bai."
"Oh?" Qin Xiaoxiao didn't feel embarrassed at all, but was very happy: "Sister, Mr. Lin is here to see you."
Bai Bing said in a cold voice: "What do you want Mr. Lin to do with me?"
Lin Jue walked down slowly, stood on the bluestone steps and said with a smile: "Miss Bai left without saying goodbye, I can't feel at ease in my heart. In the past ten days, I have been searching for news about the girl. I estimate that the girl will come to congratulate your sister on her debut today." On stage, I guessed it. I’m here to apologize to you.”
"Apologise... there is nothing to apologize for. What do you have to apologize for?" Bai Bingbing said in a cold voice.
"That evening……"
"Don't talk about it, don't mention what happened that day, I...I have forgotten it." Bai Bing interrupted quickly, his face burning badly. He drank too much wine that day, and when he woke up, from Qianqian's mouth After learning everything, when she heard Qianqian say that many people saw her naked embrace with Lin Jue, Bai Bing quickly packed her things and left. She couldn't stay in the Lin family anymore. When she thought of herself She was so embarrassed when she was naked and entangled with Lin Jue. How could she see anyone again? She could only leave.
In the past ten days, she had been hiding in a remote inn, but her heart was quite unsettled. She thought of Lin Jue countless times in her mind, and after she calmed down and thought about it carefully, she realized that she seemed to be the lover. I fell in love with Lin Jue. This incident was very sudden. I actually didn’t have much contact with Lin Jue, but love is often so unreasonable. It just came so suddenly. I recalled every moment of my relationship with Lin Jue. , Bai Bing felt shy, but also very sweet.
The age of eighteen is the time of youth and spring, and this psychological stage is inevitable. Every boy and girl of this age will have a vague impulse. As long as the opportunity is right, everything will fall into place. For a girl like Bai Bing, her behavior is even more extreme. Because she has been growing up in Mobei and has never had contact with young men since she was a child. When a handsome young man like Lin Jue, who has the courage and courage to act, appears, In his own life, even a small spark will cause a huge fire. Bai Bing doesn't know when the bud of love in his heart broke through. Perhaps it was during the life-and-death contest that day that Lin Jue was killed. I was impressed by his courage. Or maybe he was moved by a certain moment during the long conversation under the moonlight night. Or on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, when I was held in Lin Jue's arms. In short, no matter when I had this The bud of love, Lin Jue has left an indelible shadow in Bai Bing's heart.
Realizing this made Bai Bing both happy and terrified. The master once forced her to swear a poisonous oath that she would not have any entanglement with any man in her life. Otherwise, the master would kill the man. Bai Bing had already had doubts about whether to stay.
She was shaken, but she knew that once she stayed, she would inevitably fall into emotional entanglements. That would actually harm Lin Jue's life. If she stayed in the Central Plains against her master's fate, she might be the only one who would be punished. But she fell in love with a person.
Man, that man is going to be unlucky. So Bai Bing made up his mind. After coming to say goodbye to his sister today, he left overnight and never came back.
"What happened that night? What day did it happen? Mr. Lin, what did you do to my sister? You couldn't be... Oh, Mr. Lin, did you bully my sister? You have to be responsible..." Qin Xiaoxiao said
The side shouted deliberately.
Bai Bing blushed and shouted: "Sister, what are you talking about?"
Lin Jue said softly: "Miss Xiaoxiao, can you allow me to have a few words with your sister alone? If you have any questions later, just ask me and I will give you the answer."
Qin Xiaoxiao subconsciously wanted to refuse, but suddenly felt that this was a good thing. Didn't the girl like Lin Jue? Wouldn't it be nice to let the two of them stay alone for a while to talk? Don't delay things, maybe there will be a turn for the better.
"Okay, okay, you talk, you talk. I'll go up first. Sister, say a few words to Mr. Lin. I'm leaving." Qin Xiaoxiao jumped onto the shore as she spoke, and the sound of footsteps gradually faded away.
Lin Jue walked towards Bai Bing, cupped his hands and said: "Miss Bai, Lin Jue apologizes to you. You shouldn't have been allowed to drink so much liquor that night. As a result... something bad happened, which damaged the girl's reputation."
.Lin Jue hereby sincerely apologizes."
Bai Bing's face was red, but fortunately it was so dark in the shadow under the lotus leaves that no one could see her, otherwise she would have turned around and left immediately.
Bai Bing calmed down and tried his best to say in a calm tone: "That's none of your business. I'm trying to be brave. In fact, my ability to drink is not as good as I thought. If I get drunk, I will make a fool of myself and lose my people.
It also caused disharmony in your family. It’s me who should apologize.”
Lin Jue smiled and said: "What are you apologizing for? This is not your fault. However, although it is difficult to say, there is something I must clarify. This... I don't know how to say it?"
Bai Bing said: "Then don't say it."
Lin Jue waved his hand and said: "I have to say it, otherwise you will think that I am a slut and have done something bad. In fact, nothing happened that night. You were drunk, I was drunk, we just
...I just slept drunk until dawn. Maybe it was the cold night, so we... hugged each other. I didn't take off your clothes... I didn't take them off, I..."
"Stop talking, stop talking, I believe it all, I believe it all." Bai Bing was so embarrassed that he wanted to find a way to get in. This person actually wanted to say this clearly. How could he say it clearly? He knew it too.
If nothing has happened, do you still need others to talk about your own body?
Lin Jue stopped talking, remained silent for a while, and then said softly: "But...is the girl still determined to leave?"
Bai Bing nodded and said: "Yes, I will leave tonight. I have delayed for too long. There will be a snowstorm in the north at the end of October. I must rush back to Mobei before the snowstorm."
Lin Jue said: "Is this the final decision? It cannot be changed?"
Bai Bing paused and nodded: "Yes, the final decision is that I have already said goodbye to my sister. When you come, I will also say goodbye to you. I will be grateful to you if you take more care of my sister in the future."
Lin Jue frowned and said softly: "What if... I ask you to stay? Not for any reason, not for any reason, just that I, Lin Jue, ask you to stay, stay here? Do you still want to leave?"
"
Bai Bing was startled and looked up at Lin Jue. In the darkness, Lin Jue's expression could not be seen clearly, but his starry eyes were shining brightly, seeming to pierce the deep shadow. Bai Bing thought blankly: "I
Do you really want to leave? If he wants me to stay, but if I stay, I will harm him. I can't harm him. But do I really want to refuse him? "
"Miss Bai, let me tell you a story." Lin Jue said softly: "There is a person who is very good. He is considerate and always considers other people's ideas. He would rather suffer a loss than let others down.
Therefore, people around him like to ask him for help. In fact, he does not want to do many things, but in order to take care of other people's emotions and make others happy, he will force himself to do it. In this way, year after year, several
Ten years later, when he was dying of illness, he was lying in bed and thinking about his life. Suddenly, he realized that he had not done a single thing in his life according to his heart."
After a pause, Lin Jue said softly: "Do you know what he regretted most? When he was young, he was in love with a girl, but one of his friends fell in love with the girl and asked him to
He went to be a matchmaker, but he couldn't refuse and agreed because of his friend's liking. As a result, the girl married his friend in anger. And he was alone until he was old. Before he died, he recalled the whole story.
In his whole life, there is nothing he is willing to do. He suppresses himself and fulfills others. As a result, others are happy, but he is not happy at all. He has never done anything in his life to make himself happy.
He regretted so much that he cursed his original decision. He thought that if there was an afterlife, he would not be so confused anymore and would live his own life. However, there is no medicine for regret in the world. The theory of the afterlife is just that.
False, death is like a lamp going out, and he died silently. When others mentioned him, some said he was a good man, and some said he was a fool. Soon after, he was completely forgotten.
Already."
After Lin Jue finished telling this story, he looked at Bai Bing quietly. Bai Bing said softly: "How can there be such a stupid person in the world? How can there be such a person?"
Lin Jue said: "This is a story, and of course it may not be true. But if such a person really exists, then his life would be so miserable. Miss Bai must not want to be such a person, right?"
Bai Bing frowned and said, "You mean, I am this kind of person?"
Lin Juedao: "If Miss Bai doesn't change, I'm afraid she will become this kind of person. After Miss Bai leaves here and returns to Mobei, in a few decades, when you are old, when you look back on your life, what will you think of this person?"
Regret is the same as every human being. You will find that you have not done anything that you hope and like to do in your heart."
Bai Bing shouted: "How could I be like this kind of person?"
Lin Jue said: "Why is it different? You like the Central Plains and reunite with your sister, but you don't dare to stay. Because you are afraid that your master will be unhappy and live up to your master's expectations. You can stay here, but you still
I'm afraid that your master will be unhappy. You would rather stay in that deserted and lifeless land of Mobei for the sake of your master's happiness. You have wasted your years and your youth just to make your master happy. You are so
Can you make a decision for yourself in your life? Can you follow your heart? If you can't do this, you will be as pitiful as the people in the story. When you die of old age in the future, you will regret the wonderful things you missed in this life. You are only in
A silent sound passed through the desert. He lived like an ant and died like an ant."
"Stop talking!" Bai Bing screamed in fright. The scene described by Lin Jue was too terrifying. He died silently and left no traces in his life. This was really a terrifying scene.
"It's scary, isn't it? The world is so wonderful, but it has nothing to do with you, are you willing to do so? To reverse all this, all it takes is a decision of yours. As long as you stay, the world of flowers, friends and family, singing and drinking will all be wonderful for you.
life. Maybe... maybe in the future, you will find a husband who is your wish, and you will grow old together lovingly, with your children around your knees, and enjoy the happiness of a family. This is the only way to live a fulfilling life. Even before you die of old age, you can tell me
I have not lived this life in vain. Your life has been wonderful, you have seen it, you have loved it, and you have been in this world." Lin Jue said in a deep voice.
Bai Bing's heart surged with heat, and she was moved by Lin Jue's words. Yes, in this wonderful world, why would she want to spend her whole life in the lonely, cold, and dead Mobei that she didn't like at all?
If you want to live a good life, why should you be trapped in the cage set by the master and not be able to escape? Why should you want to live like the master all your life? Why can't you pursue the life you want?
However, this hot current suddenly encountered a cold feeling. When he thought about his master's methods, when he thought that she would be furious because he stayed in the Central Plains, and even hurt the innocent lives of Lin Jue and other people, Bai Bing's heart became cold again.
"Mr. Lin, I understand what you said. But what you don't understand is that if I stay, my master will really come to look for me and may anger others. By then, I'm afraid it will be out of control. My master
No one can persuade me. I'm afraid something unexpected will happen. I'm really afraid."
Lin Jue naturally understood that this was actually Bai Bing's final knot. But this was already a huge progress. From the beginning, Bai Bing refused to stay because he wanted to repay his master for his upbringing. Now it is just because he is worried that his master will
To seek and hurt others is actually a huge change in perspective. Psychologically, it is from active resistance to passive coercion.
"Your master is also a poor person, and her life has been really miserable. She doesn't dare to live in the Central Plains, she only dares to live in Mobei. The goal of living every moment is revenge. What a miserable life is this? Demon
Although the tragedy of Yinmen was very tragic, she had already killed nearly a hundred people, which had already exceeded the number of people in Moyinmen. This should be enough. Why do you need to kill everyone? Why should you inherit this hatred?
I really look forward to her coming to you. In that case, we can work together to make her wake up. Let her no longer indulge in revenge and pain, and let her be freed from the shackles of hatred. If you love your master
, if you want to repay her for raising her, shouldn't you help her get out of it? That's how you really repay her. You stay and when she comes to you, we work together to help her get out of pain. We just use you as bait.
, force her to come." Lin Jue said softly.
"My master...I'm afraid that you can't convince her, and no one in this world can convince her. When she comes, I'm afraid...I'm afraid that she will kill people, and kill people. I don't want you to be killed by her. In that case, I
You will live in regret for the rest of your life." Bai Bing shook his head and shouted.
Lin Jue smiled and said: "Is your master more powerful than Hai Dongqing? Don't worry, she can't hurt me. Just believe me. Miss Bai, do you dare to meet this challenge with me? Let's make this together
Let your master be liberated, and you will be liberated too. In the future, your master, you, your sister, and I... we friends will all live here happily, carefree, watching movies, drinking, and traveling in the mountains.
Shui, what a wonderful life this is. Are you willing to promise me?"
Lin Jue slowly stretched out his hand, palm up, and placed it in front of Bai Bing's eyes: "If you promise me, you will high-five me and we will work together to accomplish this."
Bai Bing stared blankly at the hand in front of him. The outline of the palm was very blurry in the darkness, but it was clearly there, and there seemed to be a slight heat. Bai Bing suddenly felt that this seemed to be a hand that saved him from drowning.
Although she hesitated and hesitated, she still subconsciously stretched out her small hand and placed her cold hand on Lin Jue's palm.
Lin Jue held the soft little hand tightly and chuckled: "That's right, don't leave, I need you here. Your master, your sister, all of us need you to make a strong decision. From now on
From now on, you will no longer be the white ice in Mobei before, you are the new white ice."
Bai Bing felt the heat on Lin Jue's hand, and his heart skipped a beat. He nodded softly and said, "Master Lin, if you want to help me, I really don't know what to do."
Lin Jue stared at her and said softly: "Don't worry, I will take care of everything."
Bai Bing breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense body suddenly relaxed, and he stared blankly at Lin Jue's face that was so close. Unknowingly, he clenched his delicate hands behind his back, and tightly grasped Lin Jue's hand.
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As the saying goes: Mid-Autumn Festival is halfway through the year. It describes the rush of time. When January reaches a certain point in a year, it gives people the illusion that there is little left to speed up. After September, this feeling becomes even stronger.
All this is confirmed by the rapid changes in weather.
The autumn wind is blowing and the autumn nights are cool. The green leaves turn yellow and the yellow leaves fall. After several autumn rains, the weather becomes more and more chilly. It is already very cold in the morning and evening. The clothes on the people on the streets are gradually thickening.
There is a jacket inside the blouse, and there are underwear inside the jacket. All this fully illustrates that autumn is coming to an end and winter is coming.
One morning, the people who got up early saw the white frost on the roof tiles, and the breath they exhaled was like boiling water steaming out, and finally they were willing to believe that winter had actually arrived.
The fifth year of Qingfeng's reign in the Great Zhou Dynasty, this unusual year is finally coming to an end.
Since the successful opening of the branch in the inner city of Beijing, Lin Jue's life has been very smooth. Nothing that originally bothered Lin Jue has happened, but there have been a few good things.
The first good thing was the most happy event for the Lin family. The little princess kept complaining that she was tired and was very sleepy at night. In mid-September, she asked the doctor to take her pulse, and the doctor finally found her pulse. It turned out that the little princess was already dead.
She has been pregnant for more than a month. No wonder she has been feeling tired and not right. This incident really made Lin Jue overjoyed. Her hard work finally paid off. She has spent a lot of time on the three women around her in the past six months.
However, none of them were pregnant, which made Lin Jue wonder if there was something wrong. Now it seems that all the worries are unnecessary. It is just a matter of chance.
The little princess was in a good mood. She was pregnant with Lin Jue's child, and she was the first among the women around Lin Jue to be pregnant. Naturally, she was very happy. Moreover, this also made up for the consequences of the child she had been forced to abort.
The pain and regret. This time I could finally give birth to the Lin family's first child openly. So, even though the bulge in the belly was not visible at all, the little princess had already started to be cautious.
The little princess has set a rule. From now on, she is not allowed to make loud noises in her residence, speak and act softly, and is not allowed to be startled. For herself, the little princess has set the three no principles, no staying up late, no drinking, and no harmony.
Lin Jue is in the same room. The first two are fine, but the last one is to drive Lin Jue out of bed.
The second good thing is that the formulation and promulgation of the second set of new laws of the "Recruitment Law" that Lin Jue is most worried about has been delayed. Liu Xiding, who is well-informed, told Lin Jue that there was some controversy in the DPRK about the "Recruitment Law".
The two adults must have been under some pressure, so they have not made up their minds for the time being. Moreover, there were some minor problems with the trial implementation of the "Changping New Law" down below. The two adults personally left the capital and went down to inspect the implementation of the new law. It seemed that
, the introduction of the "Recruitment Law" at the end of the year was put on hold.
Lin Jue was happy with this result. According to his own understanding, there were many deficiencies in the provisions of the Recruitment Law. If it were to be promulgated according to the information he knew, it would definitely cause an uproar. At this time, please stop and be careful.
It is definitely not a bad thing to think about it. Moreover, the pace is too fast, and there is no time to correct the adverse consequences of the Changping New Law. The appearance now and Yan Zhengsheng just give time to inspect the implementation of the "Changping New Law", and can also make the "Raising Fundraising Law"
The Service Law is temporarily shelved, which is not necessarily a bad thing. If the two adults can see the unreasonable implementation conditions of the "Changping New Law" below, they may amend the provisions in time, which will promote the entire reform.
Good thing. Pausing and recuperating does not mean stagnating, but is for better progress.
However, Lin Jue actually knew in his heart that with the characters of Yan Zhengsheng and Fang Dunru, they would not pay attention to the opposition from the outside world. The temporary shelving of the "Recruitment Law" is by no means giving up, or it is just a way of them.
Temporary adjustment. This second new law will eventually be enacted and implemented, because this is the result of a consistent train of thought, and the two new laws are advanced layer by layer, paving the way for the subsequent new laws. If this cannot be done, the reform will not be possible.
It may be carried out in depth.
In any case, Lin Jue was very happy to be able to spend the remaining months of this year safely. Too many things happened this year, and Lin Jue really didn't want anything to happen again. He just wanted to breathe.
