In the late afternoon, Lin Jue was already in Songshan Academy. He first went to Xue Qian to report that he needed to take a month's leave. In order to prevent Xue Qian from going crazy, Lin Jue could only lie to him that a close relative of his mother's family was sick.
, so I have to visit.
Xue Qian frowned and said: "You shouldn't be distracted by these things. If you don't work hard now for the big exam next autumn, you will regret the exam. I, Mr.
Cheng Tian says he doesn’t care about the imperial examinations, but if his students fail, it won’t be a big joke.”
Lin Jue nodded solemnly, his attitude was extremely sincere, but even if he insisted on asking for leave, Xue Qian had no choice but to agree.
Lin Jue went to the back mountain to see Fang Dunru and his wife and Fang Huanqiu again. Fang Dunru didn't say anything. Fang Dunru was not worried about Lin Jue at all, because he was the only one who knew that his disciple's talent and learning were more than enough to cope with the imperial examination.
There is no need to worry about him wasting time or anything.
On the other hand, Mrs. Fang gave a lot of advice, telling Lin Jue what to pay attention to when going out. She said, "Everyday is good at home, but it is difficult to go out everywhere." And "it is better to go to bed early when it rains and dew in a deserted village, but to wake up late when it is windy and frosty in a wild store";
'When you go out, you should take special care of your body.' And so on. Lin Jue didn't feel verbose after hearing this. Instead, he felt the warmth of a loving mother. This was the emotion he cherished the most, from his previous life to this day.
In this life, what he said he wanted was the kind of love and care he couldn't get from the Lin family. For many people, this was a constant nagging, but for Lin Jue, it was a priceless and precious emotion.
Fang Huanqiu was a little depressed when he learned that Lin Jue was leaving Hangzhou for a while. During this period, after secretly clarifying his relationship with Lin Jue, Fang Huanqiu had already reached the point where Lin Jue was like three autumns apart.
After not seeing Lin Jue for two days, Fang Huanqiu's mood was very low, and she was too lazy to wash up. But when Lin Jue arrived, she seemed to be a different person, becoming full of vitality and radiant. Seeing her daughter
Fang Dunru and his wife, who have been through this situation, naturally know what this means. There is no doubt that their daughter has been deeply in love with Lin Jue. The couple's mood is very complicated, and they don't know how this matter will end. Lin Jue
Lin Jue felt that it was impossible to marry Huanqiu. Lin Jue was now nineteen years old and would definitely get married in the next two years. They didn’t know what would happen by then. So on the one hand, they wanted Fang Huanqiu to enjoy it in his limited life.
They were happy to experience the emotional experience that a young girl should have, but on the other hand, they were also deeply worried about it.
Mrs. Fang pulled Lin Jue aside and whispered to him to talk to Huanqiu carefully, fearing that Huanqiu would be depressed because of this. Lin Jue's original intention of coming here was to say goodbye to Fang Huanqiu today, so naturally he agreed wholeheartedly.
Under the stone cliff of the back mountain, after some affection and affection, Fang Huanqiu snuggled into Lin Jue's arms, hugging Lin Jue tightly with both arms and not letting go. His eyes were a little moist, and his breathing was hot.
"I'm only going away for a month. I'll be back soon. Are you still worried that I'll run away?"
Lin Jue held Fang Huanqiu's beautiful face, caressed it gently, and comforted her in a low voice.
"For some reason, I feel that you will never come back again. I'm very scared. I'm very afraid of losing you. Have I pestered you too hard and you're starting to get tired of it?" Fang Huanqiu's red lips twitched.
, said softly.
Lin Jue kissed her faint red lips and said with a smile: "Qiu'er, when did you become so unsure? Look at you, your appearance, temperament, talent, and learning are all good. There are so many people in the world who are willing to have you.
If you favor me, I, Lin Jue, will naturally fall in love with you. It is my blessing, Lin Jue, to have your favor, so how can I leave you."
Fang Huanqiu said softly: "In fact, I know the truth, but I just... can't control myself. I feel empty when I can't see you. My mother told me in private that I shouldn't pester you like this.
Control yourself. Because...after all...after all, we can't be husband and wife, and I won't live for a few more years. I know all this. But I don't know what to do."
Lin Jue felt very sad. To be honest, he accepted Fang Huanqiu with pity at the beginning. After all, Lin Jue knew Fang Huanqiu's fate, and he was really powerless to do anything about it. On the one hand, his wife's words made Lin Jue feel that he should
Give Fang Huanqiu a complete life, and on the other hand, Fang Huanqiu's deep love really moved Lin Jue. And when such a beautiful and pure woman expresses her affection to you, few men will refuse. However, after getting along with each other for this period of time, Lin Jue
But Fang Huanqiu is truly in love with Fang Huanqiu. Fang Huanqiu has a lot of shining points. Although she has a little temper and is a bit squeamish because of the favor of the Fang family, she is a considerate and kind-hearted girl at heart. She has accepted Fang Dun since she was a child.
Ru's good education means that although she is a jade from a small family, she is as decent and dignified as any other lady. If such a woman can marry her, it will be a blessing in this life.
However, the reality is very cruel. Fang Huanqiu is dying soon, but Lin Jue doesn't know how to save her. He really can't bear her to die like this, especially when the relationship between the two becomes deeper and deeper, this kind of regret tortures her intensely.
Whenever he came back from his dreams at midnight, Lin Jue would have trouble sleeping when he thought of this incident. But before coming today, he had already made a decision.
"Qiu'er, don't be sad, and don't think too much. When I return from this trip, I will report to the head of the family and ask a matchmaker to come to propose marriage. I want to marry you. Don't worry about your illness. I don't care.
No matter what, I must try my best to cure your disease, even if it means reaching the moon from the sky or catching dragons from the sea to use as medicine, I will do it." Lin Jue said in a deep voice.
"What?" Fang Huanqiu sat up straight in shock, his face began to flush, and his breathing began to quicken.
"Don't get excited, don't get excited. Take a deep breath, take a deep breath." Lin Jue was worried that she might be sick and comforted her hurriedly.
Fang Huanqiu took a few deep breaths and said in a trembling voice, "I'm fine. Did I hear wrongly? What did you just say?"
Lin Jue scratched her nose and said with a smile: "You heard it right, I want to marry you. When I return from a long journey, I will invite someone to come to propose marriage and marry you."
Fang Huanqiu looked at Lin Jue blankly, tears welling up in his eyes. Lin Jue said softly: "What? Don't you want to?"
Fang Huanqiu shook his head violently and said: "No, I am too happy. As Dejun said, Huanqiu's death is enough. However, I know this is not possible. I cannot recover from my illness, nor can I get married and have children. You
You are doing this to show mercy to me. I can't harm you. If I die, you will become a widower and your reputation will not be good."
Lin Jue laughed and said: "You think too much. Do you remember what I told you that day under the grape trellis? Life should be as gorgeous as summer flowers. Enjoy life in one day. It is useless to think too much.
.I will look for doctors and medicines for you everywhere to cure your disease. To put it another way, even if it cannot be cured, so what? Even if you die, you have the right to enjoy the process of life. You should have a complete
life. As for... whether I can have children, maybe... maybe there will be a way. Is it too early to think about this now? "
Fang Huanqiu blushed with embarrassment. She wanted to have sex when she gave birth to a child. She really didn't know whether her body could survive the food. Her mother had told herself in private that she must not do that thing, otherwise it would kill her. This was of course a warning to her to be with Lin Jue.
Don't go too far, but it is indeed due to physical illness. But thinking about it, before I kissed Lin Jue, I felt like I was going to die, but now I feel nothing strange when I kiss and touch him. Maybe that thing can be done
of.
"In short, don't think too much about it. I have already decided on this matter. Unless you don't want to marry me, then I can't force you to get married. Anyway, you just wait at home obediently. After I come back, I will invite a matchmaker to come to propose marriage. During these days
Don't be depressed every day when I'm not around. If you feel bored, I'll ask Lu Wu to come and talk to you often."
Fang Huanqiu nodded heavily, threw herself into Lin Jue's arms, and hugged him tightly. Lin Jue hugged her trembling body tightly, smelling the fragrance of her bun, and all the worries in his heart were swept away.
