For today's human civilization, most lives are born in hospitals. And the end of a life is countless in hospitals.
This place is like a contradiction, welcoming new life and sending away countless old lives.
There is joy and anger, there is sorrow and joy.
There are birth, old age, illness, death, sadness and anguish, meetings of resentments and hatreds, separation from love and affection, and not being able to have what you want.
The cry of the child gradually became quieter in my ears.
The fetal movement diagram of a pregnant woman in my hand also looks very cute.
He seemed to feel reborn.
He seemed to have forgotten that he had been in such an environment before. At that time, he was young and did not understand the meaning of rebirth. Now with these years of experience, looking back, it turned out that he was so immature at that time, and rebirth also seemed
So exciting.
"Xiao Rui, let's go, a pregnant woman is about to give birth." Director Liu came over wearing a white coat, "It is expected to be a natural birth, come with me to have a look."
Ling Rui nodded, he was very grateful. Logically speaking, at Director Liu's level, he rarely helped deliver babies in person.
Soon, Ling Rui saw a pregnant woman in the delivery room, with a sad face because it was really painful, and then she moaned lowly.
On the side, midwives and doctors were all on standby.
"The cervix has been dilated to 10 fingers."
"Come on, Zhang Ai, can you hear me?" Director Liu nodded to another female doctor, and then asked the pregnant woman's name.
"Yes." The pregnant woman's voice was a little distorted because the pain was severe.
"Breathe with me next!" Director Liu began to slowly guide the pregnant woman to take deep breaths, diverting the mother's attention, relieving the pain, and preparing for delivery.
Ling Rui is like a passer-by, no, he doesn't want to be a passer-by now.
"Come on, exhale~inhale~"
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When the baby's cry sounded, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and the nurse on the side quickly took the baby and performed a newborn examination and score.
"The child is healthy."
This is the conclusion afterwards.
Ling Rui suddenly looked at the red, pink child with a wrinkled face that actually didn't look good. He suddenly remembered that he would be excited to fight to save a life and regret that the life was lost.
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After walking out of the delivery room, Director Liu threw away his gloves, then looked at Ling Rui, "How do you feel? I just looked at you, and it seemed that I had gained something."
Ling Rui nodded, "Well, I suddenly felt very moved in my heart. Life is a very great thing."
"Haha, Lao Zhong told me that you suddenly came to him today and said that no matter how much human beings do, they are still just a mayfly in the universe. I thought, why did this kid get into trouble? What are you going to do?
Be born into the world, not into it!"
"If you live in this world, you must live in it."
"Even if what we do may be very small to the entire universe, how do you know how big the universe is?"
"Cherish the moment, it is now."
Director Liu patted Ling Rui on the shoulder, smiled, turned and left.
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Then, Zhong Shan took Ling Rui to the oncology department.
The existence of oncology departments generally provides guidance on the treatment of patients with cancer. Of course, many of these patients are already in the middle and late stages, and the medicines are ineffective. As the saying goes, they are sitting there waiting to die.
"You were supposed to see me just now, but this time you want to see me off." Zhong Shan left these words and then left with a smile. Of course, he had already said hello to the oncology department.
In the oncology ward, many patients have gray hair or no hair.
There are also many wearing hats.
Some are taken care of by their family members, and there are occasional laughter and quarrels between conversations.
Some people are receiving infusion alone, with desperate and helpless eyes.
"I'm already a long time old. What kind of treatment can I get? It's a waste of money!" An old man shook off a middle-aged woman's hand. "I want to be discharged from the hospital! I can't be treated anymore!"
"Dad! I don't want to see you go!" The middle-aged woman's eyes suddenly turned red.
Then, the old man's eyes turned red.
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"Bed 27 has cyanosis of facial lips and unconsciousness..."
Suddenly, a nurse shouted, and someone quickly rushed out of the doctor's office.
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More than half an hour later, the doctor came out of that ward again, his expression neither sad nor happy, "I will sort out the death records later..."
Ling Rui suddenly remembered that he was the same at that time.
I am a little indifferent to life.
Rather than saying it's indifference, it's better to say it's a habit.
Get used to welcoming people, get used to sending them off.
When a life was lost, he could do nothing but leave a death record in the medical record, and his words of comfort to the family members were pale.
Ling Rui smiled mockingly to himself, yes, he was over the top.
No matter how big the universe is, it has nothing to do with him.
Although it has a system, and although it is known that there are civilizations beyond the earth, so what? Can it reach the earth instantly? You know, even light cannot measure this universe.
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Zhong Shan looked at Ling Rui in front of him and knew that Ling Rui had already figured it out, "As long as you have figured it out, let's go and have dinner together."
"Teacher, thank you."
"Since you call me "teacher" and teach you the truth and resolve your doubts, I naturally need to do the same."
"Although you died halfway, it is undeniable that your talent is very good. This talent will be the cornerstone of your success in all walks of life."
"I hope you can take a good look at your heart, see what you want to do, what kind of person you want to be, and don't go astray."
"Actually, what you said is quite right. As a star, you feel that your responsibilities are heavier."
"China is short of doctors."
"But you are not missing, there are thousands of others missing."
"There are many celebrities in China, but I don't see many who are truly beneficial to society."
"People today have regarded the amount of money they earn as a measure of success."
"But I hope that you can maintain your original intention, don't be confused by external voices, don't get lost in money, fame, fortune and desire, and know your responsibilities and what you can do."
"Become a person who is meaningful to society and give full play to your current advantages. Even if you are no longer a doctor, you are still a student from our Imperial North. Don't worry too much. We here will always be your strongest support."
Ling Rui's nose felt sore, how lucky he was.
"Let's go and eat. If we go late, the delicious chicken legs will be gone." Zhong Shan laughed and walked in front of Ling Rui.
At this time, Ling Rui also knew why he had doubts.
Originally, as a doctor, he worked down-to-earth every day and rarely had time to think about such messy problems. He was more concerned about whether his patients were discharged from the hospital in good health.
Now, as a star, even though it has only been a few months, it is already a bit adrift, and life goes by without a sense of reality, even if the star actor can experience another life.