The moment she climbed onto the rooftop, nothing in this world was worth remembering for her.
The same thing happened before going to bed that night.
Out of nowhere, she looked at the sleeping pill she had placed on the bedside table. After being stunned for a long time, she slowly took it in her hand, opened the lid and poured the medicine into the palm of her hand.
She knew that was not her usual dose.
Perhaps from that moment on, she no longer wanted to live like this.
Li Wanran once disliked his son very much.
Because in terms of appearance, this child's appearance is more similar to that of his father Liu Changqing, so that he, who had no love for Liu Changqing back then, didn't even like this child very much.
But I never thought that after everything was over, it would be this child who really remembered me...
If it weren't for the appearance of her son, she might have died four years ago.
During the time spent with her children, Li Wanran had the idea for the first time that living like this might not be a bad thing.
Although her son at that time did not visit her often because of academic problems.
But it also brought a little light to the already dark days.
As time went by, Li Wanran lived her life in such a numb way, and she more or less paid the due price for the mistakes she had made.
Of course, she also paid attention to An Yuanyao.
Although this long-time friend has no longer contacted him, for some reason during the short time he spent with his son, Li Wanran would always inquire about information about the other person's family, intentionally or unintentionally.
She learned from her son that An Yuanyao and Liu Changqing had a child.
Twins and a boy.
I also learned from my son that my daughter still doesn’t have much talent in learning, but her talent in dancing is far beyond ordinary people.
so good……
For the first time, I felt envious.
Li Wanran still remembers the expression on his son's face when he talks about his family.
That was happiness she had never seen before.
Later, Li Wanran found a job.
Worked as a teacher in a small dance studio, teaching children to dance.
The remuneration is not very good, but they can barely maintain a living.
There was a huge gap from the days before, but she got through it one by one.
When did the idea of whispering come about?
If you think about it carefully, it was probably that day.
I accidentally saw An Yuanyao going to the kindergarten to pick up three children from school. The lively and cute children, who looked a bit like An Yuanyao's children, were laughing around her.
Li Wanran couldn't accept it.
Just looking at the happy scene of their home made her chest feel so depressed that she couldn't breathe.
Everything like this should be hers.
But she was buried by her own hands.
It was also from this moment on that Li Wanran felt that there was no memory left in the world.
Even if his son still comes to see him, even if he can learn about Liu Changqing's current situation from the other party's mouth...
But what does this have to do with her?
After taking sleeping pills, she had a very real dream.
That dream seemed to be the world she hoped for.
So much so that when she woke up and looked at Liu Changqing appearing in the ward, she couldn't tell the difference between reality and illusion.
That's why I call him "husband"
But the Liu Changqing in front of him is not the one who loves him after all...
When she heard the indifference to herself in the other person's tone and the indifference to herself in his expression.
At that moment, she woke up from a dream and realized clearly that all the happiness that had just happened was just a dream.
In fact, from that moment on, Li Wanran didn't take Liu Changqing's words seriously.
She also knows what the other person means.
Let yourself leave this place where everything happened and start a new life.
But...she is her, she is Li Wanran.
Rather than surviving alone in such a world, it's better to get over it once and for all.
Therefore, she chose to struggle to leave the ward and quietly sneaked to the roof.
The moment you stand up.
The scene in the distance came into her eyes.
The moment it falls.
She suddenly felt that she was an extremely selfish person.
Until her death, she never thought about seeing her daughter again.
I didn’t even think about saying goodbye to Zhiyue.
Nor did he express his true inner feelings to Liu Changqing.
Not even with An Yuanyao...
It's too late.
If only... earlier...
With the body in contact with the ground.
Li Wanran, who fell from a high altitude, lost consciousness at this moment.
The world became pitch black.
Li Wanran didn't know how much time had passed.
When the body slowly becomes conscious, when there is a sound in the ear...
When your eyes are open.
She woke up.
She stood up suddenly from lying on the table.
Such a strange behavior caused the teacher who was teaching on the podium to shut up immediately. Not only the teacher, but also the surrounding students also turned their attention to her.
His eyes were widened a lot.
Li Wanran felt that something was not real. She was stunned for a long time before slowly lowering her head and looking at the desk in front of her, the unfolded book, and her slender fingers.
this……
"Li Wanran, are you not feeling well?"
The teacher's voice came at this moment. Even in the old days, the teacher still had a kinder attitude towards the top students in the class.
At the same time, it was this sentence that brought Li Wanran back to consciousness.
She moved her eyes away from her palms and looked at the teacher in front of her.
Then, as if in disbelief, he looked at the classmates around him, as well as An Yuanyao, who was casting curious glances at him not far away.
That young An Yuanyao with a confused look on her face.
The paper surface of the book became wrinkled when the fingertips exerted force.
Li Wanran suddenly turned around and left his seat.
In front of many teachers and students, he strode outside the classroom.
It happened too suddenly.
So much so that the teacher didn't react at all to stop him. He just stared blankly at the top student in the class, Li Wanran, skipping class in front of him.
Having just started teaching, he had doubts about himself at this moment.
Start doubting myself.
Could it be that my lectures are so bad that students can’t even listen to them?
You might as well resign...
Li Wanran, who left the classroom, did not know what the teacher in the classroom was thinking.
She just wanted to prove something at this time.
Today's Liu Changqing...is he the person he likes?
The Liu Changqing who was with An Yuanyao...
With this idea in mind, Li Wanran came outside Liu Changqing's class, walked directly into the other class's classroom, and raised his eyes to look at the students who were in class.
When he saw that the seat belonging to Liu Changqing was empty, he turned around and left without any hesitation.
The teacher of this class was not given any chance to ask questions.
Like a gust of wind, it goes as quickly as it comes.
After searching for a long time, I visited all the places where the other party might have been.
Finally, Li Wanran found Liu Changqing's body under a big tree on the edge of the school.
He has a dark face and a very short shaved head.
At this moment, for some reason, he looked helpless, leaning against the big tree blankly, mumbling something.
Seeing this scene from a distance, Li Wanran took a few breaths after looking for it for a long time.
Calm down slowly.
After hesitating for a while, he lowered his steps and slowly approached the other party.
Until I heard Liu Changqing's words.
Saying something incomprehensible...
"This is outrageous. How could something like this happen..."
What happened?
Li Wanran, who didn't understand, thought carefully for a while and figured out what the other party was talking about.
She couldn't figure it out, so she simply didn't think about it. With this thought in mind, she took a few steps forward.
Came to Liu Changqing's side.
The sound of walking probably woke Liu Changqing up. The moment Li Wanran stood beside him, he turned his head to the side.
He looked at the girl who appeared in front of him with strange eyes.
He asked with an unhappy face.
"What are you looking at me for?"
"..."
Li Wanran was stunned.
Suddenly a feeling of joy arose in my heart.
Such a tone convinced her that the person in front of her was the one she liked...
Liu Changqing.
After the great joy, Li Wanran's indifferent expression relaxed at this moment, and the corners of his mouth were raised upward.
After brewing for a while, reach out your hand towards the other party.