The more I write this book, the more bored I feel. Ever since I started going to school, people have said that I have a very good mentality. In fact, I have always been kind and calm when facing various events.
I found out I was wrong.
Chapter 397 of the main text, the plot progresses by leaps and bounds. In fact, I skipped a plot. There are four girls in the photo in my son’s room, namely [Zhao Xuanwen], [Zhou Shiyan], [Zhang Yunjing] and the character [Zheng Mengyu] who did not appear.
He is a high school study committee member, and his image is similar to Qin Ruoliu in the extra story.
The reason for the similarity is that Qin Ruoliu is the second eldest of three sisters in her family, and there is a sister above her, and Zheng Mengyu is her sister's child.
Qin Ruoliu met [indigenous] Liu Changqing in high school, and after a series of incidents, he was gradually attracted to that taciturn but reliable boy.
After getting along with the other party, Liu Changqing also wanted to give up pursuing Li Wanran in high school and instead be with the other party.
Immediately afterwards, Li Wanran and An Yuanyao failed to compete for Li Chongming. After being discouraged, Li Wanran casually approached Liu Changqing, who was pursuing him.
When facing the person he loved deeply, Liu Changqing finally chose Li Wanran. This is the story that will happen in the main text.
The timeline goes back to when my son entered high school. After being in the first grade of high school, he was in a room with the other three people and took on the position of monitor.
And during the development of the incident, he met [Zheng Mengyu], which led to the introduction of [Qin Ruoliu] who had not appeared in the main text.
Qin Ruoliu, female, died at the age of 39 when Liu Zhiyue was in his senior year of high school and never married.
On the one hand, it is due to the original [indigenous] Liu Changqing, and on the other hand, it is due to physical inheritance. [Zheng Mengyu]'s physical condition is also very worrying.
This is also the reason why Liu Zhiyue went to study medicine, and I have also laid the groundwork for it in the sequel.
As for why I skipped this paragraph in the first place, I am primarily responsible for it, and secondly, I also have the reputation of that period. Because I have carefully conceived this book, I would get angry if the main characters in the novel were criticized by others.
The more you accumulate, the more you accumulate.
At that time, when the chapter was less than 400 chapters, I thought about appendix, but after thinking about it for a while, I still felt that I should complete the story.
Then there was the chapter [Continuation].
The same was true when I was writing this chapter. Some readers still maintained their dislike for Li Wanran, while some readers gradually forgot what she had done while reading, and because of Ye Rong, they blamed her entirely.
on the body.
Then there were many people in the comment area asking to whitewash her and give her a happy ending.
To be honest, I was very angry and even wanted to laugh.
In the beginning of the chapter, he insulted her and wished she would die immediately, and at the end, he asked for a clean slate. These two separate comments were not written by one person. Instead, some old readers asked for a clean slate, while new readers asked for a clean slate in the previous chapters.
Li Wanran will not die well.
After reading such polarizing comments, I became more and more irritated, so I came up with the idea of letting her go. As a result, some people were not satisfied with her death and said that the protagonist Liu Changqing forced her to death with his own hands.
No one forced her, she never changed from the beginning to the end. As a person who is almost forty years old, if you want her to change, how do you want her to change? If your parents try to go to a nightclub to dance, will they accept it?
After all, she is a paranoid, stubborn and selfish person.
Then there was nothing I could do. I saw that the readers really felt pity for her, so I thought of opening an extra chapter to make her happy.
As I write, I just want to bring out [Qin Ruoliu] that has not been written in the main text.
The reason why Lan Yixian didn't appear in the extra episode was because she was in other places at that time and not in the protagonist's city at all.
Also, when it was said that [Qin Ruoliu] was Zhao Xuanwen’s mother, I was wondering in Chapter 19 of the main text, was the name Zhao Yalin just a decoration? I was not the only one who asked, and I also laughed out loud.
Originally, the extra chapter was coming to an end, and I promised you a few days ago that I would finish writing the complete story.
But these days the comments section is filled with so much analysis, so thorough, bloody, and ugly. I have said several times that you can leave if you don’t want to read it, and don’t be in a bad mood.
All in all, this is my problem. Over the past six months, I have experienced many incidents while writing this book, which were quite uncomfortable. However, when I wrote the article, I tried my best to control myself and not let my emotions enter the article.
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Most of it was done, but Zhao Xuanwen was not able to do it. A large part of the reason why she did not win was due to my own reasons, which I cannot disclose.
This can also be regarded as resolved, and the wife universe has given up writing. It is impossible for me to write stories about Liu Changqing and others. The emotional entanglement between them has gradually made me feel annoying in the mixed reviews.
So what I write will not look good.
The extra chapter ends with Li Wanran winning. It’s too pessimistic and I don’t want to end it with a tragedy. I originally wanted to write some articles from [Zheng Mengyu]’s perspective, but after thinking about it, it’s no longer necessary.
When I wrote the second chapter of the extra chapter, I regretted starting this chapter, because I knew that telling this story clearly was not an easy task.
I really regret it, but I don’t regret it either.
Maybe the whole book has a bit of a tragedy, and I was subtly affected by it when I finished writing this book. When I write a book, I like to write it in a way that fits the scene and the character's heart, so sometimes I laugh when I write it.
…
Not much to say.
Maybe I’ll take a break for a while to get my mind right and decide whether to write a book or not… I’ll see about this later. I’m a little confused now. I’ve been happy and unhappy over the past six months. I’m very happy to have met you.