Qin Yi soaked in the bathtub and washed away the blood of the war, but his mind didn't know where to go.
This is the Prince's Mansion in Mang Zhan. After the palace was trampled into ruins, this is the best courtyard in the entire Western Wilderness. It is naturally used as a traveling residence by Li Qingjun and Qin Yi.
Previously, Mang Zhan's family members were kneeling shivering in front of the house, waiting to be punished. Li Qingjun was standing next to him with a matter-of-fact look on his face, almost waiting for Qin Yi to pick him up and play with them.
Qin Yi knew that this was the normal course of war. If Nanli was defeated in the Mang War, the female relatives of the Nanli people and even Li Qingjun himself would not know what kind of outcome they would suffer. Li Qingjun letting him choose would be out of revenge.
But in the end, he did nothing and waved these women away. As for their future fate, he didn't bother to say anything. Under Li Qingjun's hands, it wouldn't be too miserable.
Just take care of your own three views, and don't care about other things. Besides, the beauty of these Western Wilderness women really doesn't arouse his interest. He is used to seeing such stunning beauties as Li Qingjun, Minghe and Chengcheng, and ordinary vulgar fans are indeed
Dull.
His thoughts were more on the Mangshan Ancestor.
Even when he faced a near-death fight in the demon city, he was not as shocked as this short moment today.
Even if the person has no intention of touching you at all, there is no danger in theory, but what if he wants to kill you? Then he will die!
That's why Qin Yi was so nervous that he summoned Ming He before Mang Zhan could even finish his words.
It's the feeling that life and death depend only on someone else's thoughts, and only on whether he "thinks about it" or not.
A kind of knowledge like an ant, life and death depends on the thoughts of others, this kind of trembling comes from the soul.
What if he changes his mind? Or suddenly wants to kill Nanli on a whim?
Who can resist and just wait to die?
Most of the "I want to be strong" that countless time-traveling predecessors want is due to this kind of trembling. In the face of such a huge difference, you feel that you are too small. Even if you don't intend to control who overpowers who, you can
You can't even control your own destiny, let alone your ideals and pursuits.
Are you planning to live in a mountain village and really feel at peace? Even a Donghuazi can torment you to death.
Looking back on the whole story of my coming out of the mountain, I was helpless in the face of the curse, I was holding back the anger of the monster's cold eyes in the monster city, I almost died and changed my life, until now, when I thought I was successful, I discovered that my life and death are only determined by other people's thoughts...
For the first time, Qin Yi felt that being weak was a sin.
This is a truly powerful world, and all comfort and purity are fake.
Only power is real.
"I feel that you have a kind of concentration of belief." Liusu, who was leaning on the edge of the bucket, suddenly said: "Are you making a determination? It's so sudden."
"It's not unexpected anymore, Bangbang." Qin Yi whispered: "I didn't have this ambition until now. I was already too slow."
"Oh? What is your ambition?"
"Li Qinglin didn't have enough circumstances, so he did everything he could for his own ambition." Qin Yi said slowly: "But I obviously have you, but I was born in the blessings and didn't know the blessings. I had no goals and drifted with the crowd. I'm not as far away as him.
That’s it.”
"Ha..." Liusu smiled and said, "Haven't you already cultivated to immortality?"
"That's different. Before, I cultivated immortality half out of interest and half for you." Qin Yi sighed: "I never thought that it was actually necessary to control my own destiny."
Partly out of interest and partly because of you... Liusu tasted it for a while and said with a smile: "Why are you suddenly enlightened now?"
"This period of time is too tight, and I have no room for leisure and reflection. Today, the dust has settled, and I finally have the heart to summarize the past."
"What did you conclude?"
"I have already realized something in the Demon City. I am not strong enough and feel aggrieved everywhere. Others look down upon me and discriminate, but I can't slap anyone in the face. I just have to swallow my anger. That's it. Picking a fruit requires risking one's life, asking someone to make elixirs requires one's life in exchange. I If you really want to be powerful enough, wouldn't these things be easy? Why are they so difficult? If you really want to be strong enough, I might even break the two kingdoms of Guoxiao and find Cheng Cheng in exchange for elixirs, okay?"
"puff……"
"Uh, I'm sorry, did you miss the mark? The last sentence is a bit of a daydream, but the truth is this, even with Minghe's strength, he won't be so passive."
"Almost almost. What else?"
"And the savage ancestor today is so awesome that I'm really afraid that he will be crushed to death without any explanation. Again, with Minghe's strength, at least he has to think about it, right?"
"Pfft hahaha...yes, yes."
Qin Yi ignored it and continued: "Besides, in the destruction of the Western Wilderness, the female family members were insulted by others. This is the result of not being strong enough. It makes me shudder to think that Nanli almost encountered such a situation. I must at least be strong enough to protect him. Qingjun! What if the Mangshan ancestor changes his mind and calls back?"
A mace rolled on the ground laughing.
Qin Yi looked at it blankly: "Is it that funny?"
"No, no." The mace rolled several times, finally stopped, and said with a smile: "Actually, I can't blame you for these things, because you never have time to practice properly. Do you want to hide and practice for a few years before going to the Rift Valley? ?The day lily is already cold, although the result is almost the same...poof..."
"Objectively speaking, there may not be enough time for me to become stronger." Qin Yi shook his head and said, "But whether I have such a wish in my heart is different."
"Hahaha..." The mace started rolling again.
Qin Yi stared at it angrily.
"Okay, okay." Liusu smiled and said, "Hey, have you ever thought that if you have this obsession with getting stronger, you are not suitable for practice?"
"This is not obsession, right?" Qin Yi thought for a while and said: "If determination can be regarded as obsession, then no one can practice Taoism, because their 'wanting to practice Taoism' is also obsession, and furthermore, 'establishing Taoism' is also If it’s attachment, it’s a waste of time to cultivate it.”
Liusu praised: "Do you know how many people can't distinguish this? With your spirituality, you are a born ascetic."
Qin Yi said angrily: "Won't you continue to laugh?"
"I laugh because it's funny to see a fool like you who can sit and never stand suddenly become so full of energy, not to laugh at determination." Liusu smiled and said: "You know why I keep encouraging you to do it. The mortal world has passed away? That’s because I have been waiting for today. How can I live in Xianji Village for this moment? "
"Who are you talking about, idiot?"
Liusu didn't put on the condom and just said: "I just hope that you are not in a moment of passion, but that you really have a determined path."
Qin Yi was silent for a moment and said seriously: "Even if I just restore your body, I have to become stronger. Your recovery is definitely not something that can be achieved by ordinary strength. I doubt that Cheng Cheng or the savage ancestor today may not be as strong as you." It can be done.”
Liusu quieted down.
After a while, he suddenly said: "Since you have this ambition, you can't stay in Nanli. Even if you are qualified to be the Supreme Emperor of Nanli and take over all the resources of Nanli and the Western Wilderness, Southern Xinjiang is ultimately lacking in resources.
Without room for experience, sitting there for a hundred years is just a state of mind, which is useless."
"I had no intention of staying in Nanli."
"What about... Li Qingjun?" Liusu Youyou asked.
Qin Yi was about to answer when there was a knock on the door, and Li Qingjun's voice said: "Qin Yi, I'm in."
"Hey, hey, hey, I'm taking a shower."
"It's not like I haven't seen you take a shower." Li Qingjun pushed the door open and entered.
Qin Yi shrank into the bucket.
Seeing his appearance, Li Qingjun smiled, her pretty face flushed a little, but her eyes did not dodge.
She had also taken a bath. She had taken off her battlefield armor and blood-stained robe, and stood tall in a long skirt. The evening breeze blew through her hair, and the fragrance spread in the room, charming her heart and lungs.
As the two looked at each other, scenes from the past flashed briefly, but the changes in the world were no longer the same.
Li Qingjun turned around and closed the door. When he turned around, his beautiful eyes were lowered, and he said in a low voice: "You... you can choose to serve those girls from the Western Wilderness today as you like, why not?"
On this lonely night, such a topic came up when he was taking a shower. Qin Yi seemed to realize something, his throat moved, and he replied: "I don't like it."
"Then..." Li Qingjun bit his lower lip and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Do you want...me?"