Although the chapter was very happy, I was actually in a bad mood today and was very angry.
I mentioned in my anniversary diary that my daughter is watching it because many people were curious and asked what my family thought of me writing about the harem, so I wanted to give a unified reply, not to let some people ask me more deeply whether my daughter can read or drive.
Everyone on the Internet knows that you can’t talk about your family. Asking other people’s children about driving is a disease? I still think it’s aggrieved to just tease. I’m also curious if your mother can’t understand, can you tease me? You do this kind of thing.
If you don’t understand, please be a human being first!
In fact, if you think about it, it’s not just a matter of individual idiots. I have a general feeling. Those who write about harems are really inferior to others. Even in the eyes of their own readers, this stuff is as shameful as committing a crime. Otherwise, there would be no such thing before.
So many people have asked out of curiosity. So don’t blame the authorities for cracking down, because the readers themselves have a secret.
When the author was forced to stop writing due to internal and external troubles, another sentence came up: the author rebelled against the Party. Anyway, if he wrote, he would be a thief, and if he did not write, he would betray the Party. It was all the author's fault, and he was destined to be wrong from the first word he penned.
I have always felt that I put more effort into coding than many of my peers, from framing characters and plots to the number of typos... But it is a pity that in the eyes of outsiders and my own readers, I am not on the stage, as if every word carries original sin.
born.
This feeling is very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.
The Anniversary Note said that there were many hardships, so I won’t mention that in that article.
In fact, it’s really hard to hold a lot of things in my heart.
environmental crackdown;
website vigilance;
moral banner;
people’s gaze;
contempt from peers;
An orgy of reporting;
Brainy backstab;
Last time, a brother said that I was showing off my happiness in my anniversary diary.
Yes, when you swallow all the torture in your stomach and bear it, what you show outside is of course full of happiness.
But if these three corpses are not cut out, I am afraid they will go crazy.
Many buddies said that Ji Cha is now the one carrying the flag in the harem. I looked up and saw no flag, only a huge target. What was written on the target was not a flag, but clearly the four characters "not on the table".
In fact, I'm quite puzzled. I didn't feel this way before, but this book has made it more and more obvious. It is obvious that the environment is getting tighter and tighter, and there is less and less to see. Not only do the brain-fillers not restrain themselves, but they are becoming more and more harsh on the only remaining fruits;
It is clear that the intention of this book is far beyond the previous ones, but in everyone's eyes it is even less prominent.
Is it because there is really no one outside, so all the pressure comes to me?
But the results were not good either.
Last time I said the average order would be 12,000, but some friends said it was lower than expected.
I said I was satisfied, but I actually knew it was lower than expected. At least it didn't match my huge target effect, right?
Many colleagues in the industry are saying, what the hell, Ji Cha only has 12,000? He is so famous...
There is an egg, which is a target.
When my family recommends books, their reputations are all like this:
"Old driver."
"Everyone will understand if I don't say it anymore."
"Looking hard."
“I suspect it’s written about Xiao Huang’s background.”
Reputation in the eyes of others outside looks like this:
"Oh, Ji Cha, I've heard that he writes about the emperor's uncle."
Website operation is organized in this way:
"Ji Cha? Are you sure you want to recommend him? Will there be any problems..."
As I said before, I really feel that I put a lot of effort into coding. The carving of the frame and characters, as well as the plot concept, can scorn a large number of single women without women, but a large group of words written as trash and eating garbage
People can stand on the high moral ground and push me into the mud.
Don't blame them, because in the eyes of our own readers, Xiao Huang is the one who was born.
It's not as good as those unknown people who ended up with better grades than me, fewer overt and covert attacks, and were happy counting money in a low-key manner.
I don't even know where my bad reputation came from, it's simply baffling.
When it comes to content, I am obviously clearer than the previous one, and have better values than the previous one. The scale at the beginning was larger because the Internet had not yet been cleaned up at that time, and the overall atmosphere was like that. Others had more scale and larger scales.
Speaking of chapter x, among the four books I have, only the last one has been written. And because at that time, a certain website was reviewing it first and then publishing it, and the original text could not be distributed, so I changed it to chapter x. There are only a few articles in total.
There are writers all over the world who write more than me, and let’s not say that they are not as famous as me because of their better grades. In fact, when I asked about their income, I was almost at the bottom.
I really saw a big-headed ghost. I still can’t figure out what happened.
Anyway, everyone likes to look at cars, so just watch them for fun. I really feel that this is something ulterior, and that I am committing a thief, so there is nothing I can do about it.
There has never been a moment like today when I hope that the Internet storm will be more severe. I can't finish writing. Don't be a thief or rebel against the party. There is no blame.