Shinji Kanbara has no power to affect the mind crystal.
He really just figured out one thing.
Before, the reason why the mind crystal was almost completely black was exactly what Riko Mito said.
He was in a very bad mood because his soul had been torn apart many times, and his whole person was in an extremely depressed state.
It's just that he didn't show it...
Although Notepad resurrected his body and soul completely, the pain engraved in his thinking and memory cannot be eliminated.
Every time his soul is torn apart, it is endless suffering for him.
Every time he was resurrected, he would lie quietly on the ground and twitch, and he couldn't suppress it even if he wanted to.
It wasn't that he wanted to lie on the ground for a few minutes before getting up, but that during the few minutes of resurrection, he couldn't stand up at all.
So, he was afraid.
Why doesn't he go to school?
This is because when he established the ghost club in the special class, Hongyin told him that places with many people are more likely to have weird things than places with fewer people.
That's why he doesn't want to go to school.
fear…
Stop him from moving forward.
Even in the past two days, he was thinking about why he wanted to contain weirdos.
Wouldn't it be nice to go to the deep mountains and old forests, live a pastoral life, and then quietly write urban legends?
Isn't it best to survive and develop?
If he is caught in a weird death loop next time, will he be able to find a way to avoid death like he did with his evil neighbor?
He has been thinking about this issue these days.
So my mood has been depressed, which is why the spiritual crystal has not improved.
As for why he helped Kontagi, he did not hesitate to owe Aokiji a favor.
Naturally, it was because Kondagi helped him look up Mr. Matsunai's name during the bad neighbor incident.
This seems like a trivial thing.
But at that time, his situation had reached a limit. Even when he was thinking about ways to avoid death that night, he was still thinking about one thing.
Annihilate your own consciousness, let yourself die completely, and no longer feel the inhuman pain.
Of course, he didn't know if it would be useful.
But at that time, he felt that if he died a few more times, he would either go crazy or have a mental breakdown.
At that time, even if you have infinite lifespan, it will be of no use.
Especially when Aokiji told him on the phone that Mr. Matsunai's name was not there. The tight string in his mind almost broke.
Therefore, the business card of Kontagi on the coffee table at that time was simply a glimmer of hope.
And that glimmer of hope reached its peak when Kondagi told him Mr. Matsunai's name.
To put it in an exaggerated way, Kodagi redeemed him at that moment.
So just letting the other party resume his job, or take it a step further, is really nothing.
In addition, he also thought of himself.
I am much luckier than ordinary people and even supervisors.
With a notepad, as long as you have enough good and evil points, you will have unlimited lifespan.
Ordinary people are still struggling desperately in this society, and he is still being pretentious and pretentious, which is disgusting.
When he had dinner with Aokiji and the others, they talked about something that was the key to his understanding.
At that time, Aokiji sighed, the number of weird things in the world has been increasing recently.
According to Aoki Pheasant, in ancient times, the number of weird things was very small. In modern times, the number of weird things far exceeds that in ancient times.
Of course, the International Research Council has already made speculations about this.
Technology is developed and the population is booming.
The Internet has turned the world into a village. The distance between people has become closer, but the distance between their hearts has become farther and farther.
People's hearts have become impetuous, and human negative emotions are increasing every day.
then…
The number of weird things has also increased.
Now the Special Division has dispatched a large number of assistants to various police stations to educate people about ghosts, resentments and strange things.
This incident made Shinji Kanbara know that in the era of big data, governments around the world are struggling to hide the existence of weird things.
They must always be prepared for popularization and various situations that will occur after popularization.
This also let him know that in this weird and rampant world, neither ordinary people nor supervisors can escape.
Therefore, the best way to overcome fear is to face it.
The combination of multiple factors was the key to Shinji Kanhara's solution.
Mito Riko next to her didn't ask any questions. As a psychiatrist, she knew that sometimes one thing that is not understood can lead to confusion.
If you can't figure it out all the time, you will suffer from mental illness or depression.
Can…
As long as one thing is figured out, some patients' psychological problems will be easily solved.
No matter what Lord Ghost has figured out, what she needs to do now is some guidance and care after psychological recovery.
Soon, the expert team of the Psychotherapy Department received the news. They were anxious just now and cheered directly in the conference room.
Although Lord Ghost recovered on his own, they are still worthy of their happiness.
Afterwards, Mito Riko stayed with Shinji Kanbara for two days before preparing to move and leave.
Because the mind crystal has remained a quarter black in the past two days, and even as time passes, the blackness is gradually fading.
This situation made the expert team who paid attention to Mr. Ghost know that he was indeed cured.
Generally speaking, if an ordinary person with normal psychology touches the soul crystal, its black color will be at most one-sixth.
One sixth is the threshold for ordinary people.
For supervisors, it is usually one-third or half. Less than half is a normal fluctuation.
But as long as more than half of the color is black, it means there is a psychological problem.
"Master Ghost, before I leave, I have only one request..." Before leaving, Mito Riko stared at Shinji Kambara with her big eyes like Kaziran, with a look of expectation on her face, "Can you take a photo with me once?"
"Okay." Kanbaru Shinji did not refuse. Mito Riko had indeed taken good care of him these past few days.
"Then...Master Ghost, can you lift your hair and take a photo with me?"
It turns out that he is jealous of my appearance.
Thinking about it, Shinji Kanhara smiled slightly and said, "No problem."
When taking a group photo.
"Dr. Mito, can you be normal when taking photos? Can you stop squirming like a maggot?"
"I am adjusting my position." Mito Riko felt aggrieved when she was described as a maggot for the first time.
However, after being scolded, she became honest. When they said goodbye, Mito Riko returned to normal.
"Sir Ghost, I took the initiative to apply to be transferred to the Psychotherapy Department from the Research Council. You are my first responsible supervisor." Mito Riko bit her lip, "We must work hard to survive."
"Don't worry, even if you die of old age, I won't necessarily die."
"Then...before I die, I have one more request."
"explain."
"Can you let me kiss you?"
"Go gentle."
Mito Riko left with a disappointed expression.
Of course, Shinji Kanbara also exchanged contact information with the other party, after all, Mito Riko was his psychiatrist.
In the evening, Hongyin called.
"Ghost, I heard that you are schizophrenic?"
"Which bastard said that? The name tells me that I will shark him."
"Hahaha, it's good that you're fine." Hongyin kept smiling. He was bored in the special class, so he knew that Shinji Kambara had psychological problems before, so he was still very concerned about it.
Of course, the problems diagnosed by the expert team are naturally confidential. The reason why he knew the details was to look at them secretly.
Now that I know that Shinji Kambara has recovered, I naturally called him to have a chat.
"Would you like to go out for a dinner tomorrow and bring Aoki and Hachio together?" Ding! Hongyin sent out an invitation to form a team.
"OK."
After agreeing, Shinji Kanhara hesitated for a while, "Hongyin, I have a question."
"what is the problem?"
"...Does the Monitor have a way to become weird?"
Hearing this question, Hongyin was silent for a while, and then he spoke after a long time, "Actually, humans have been studying this project... In other words, based on the earliest research, it has been nearly a thousand years."
"Millennium?" Shinji Kanbara became hopeful, "Did it succeed?"