It turns out that from the moment I met you, my life would be changed because of you.
But, you forgot to tell me, what should I do after you leave?
Su Qianqian raised her hand and pressed the corners of her eyes, and a piece of warmth slipped across her fingertips.
It was only a turning distance, but she walked for nine years carrying a heavy load.
In the blink of an eye, nine years have passed.
In nine years, the world seems to have changed little.
She is still the woman with frowning eyebrows and bowed head. She likes to smile slightly, live in a familiar city, watch the clouds roll in the sky, and watch the flowers bloom and fade in front of the court.
I still think of things that happened many years ago when I dream back in the middle of the night, and a feeling of warmth will always fall from my heart inadvertently.
Nine years is actually just a small speck in the long river of time.
In the city she lives in, the four seasons still change on time. Among the green mountains and green waters of the pavilions, there will also be rain falling, which is dense or heavy. The green walls and green tiles in the rain, the streets and alleys
, quiet and speechless, the woman on the rainy day is still looking out the window, listening to the crisp sound of raindrops on the window lattice, or thinking about the deep or shallow expectations and loneliness in the rain.
Nine years later, nothing seems to have changed, and everything seems to be different.
The strange and familiar city made her unable to find her original desire.
What I can't find are memories worth returning to.
In the fall after my sister left, they moved next door to Jingyun Normal University.
The home where I had lived for six years, no, less than four years, was gone.
All memories of my sister disappeared.
Dad said that some people and some things have made you feel the happiness in the world and the value of life, and that is enough.
Dad said that when he sold that home, he just hoped that he could get rid of the pain of leaving his sister and start a new life. If you give us back, we will still have you.
After hearing this, she nodded, then felt sad, and then smiled.
Turning around, tears flowed down uncontrollably. She wished she could go back to the past. She was willing to spend three-quarters of her life in exchange for it.
She hoped that she was the one who left during the summer of fifth grade, not her sister.
However, she really existed, but my sister left forever.
Looking at Su Qianqian's profile, Liu Ruixuan was shocked. He saw another meteor sliding across Qianqian's face.
For a moment, I felt a mixture of emotions in my heart.
It turns out that the letter was not from his cousin; it turns out that the exquisite hourglass was not given to him by his cousin. It turns out that the first dream was given to him by Qian Qian. It turns out that the blushing girl who likes to smile has always been
I am accompanying myself, it turns out...
But, where has my cousin gone?
Why did Qian Qian use her cousin's name?
Liu Ruixuan had many questions in his mind, but he didn't know how to ask them.
Did he make a fatal mistake?
What does Qianqian mean by forever?
Time seemed to suddenly stop and rewind quickly. He thought of the little girl with two braids that almost reached the sky, and raised her hand to poke his forehead.
Such a clear memory, why did it suddenly disappear?
"Cousin, where has she gone?" Liu Ruixuan finally couldn't help but ask.
So why did the lively cousin leave so suddenly?
He doesn't believe it!
The wind blew by, carrying with it the fragrance of roses, and also blew down one or two green rose leaves, blowing in front of him and falling on Su Qianqian's shoulders.
Liu Ruixuan looked at the green leaf intently, and his outstretched hand froze in mid-air the moment Su Qianqian looked back.
"There." Su Qianqian raised her finger and pointed to the sky in the west.
A slender first quarter moon hung steadily in the western sky.
Where? Liu Ruixuan was startled for a moment and looked towards the west horizon. The bright and slender moon was looking at him coldly!
His heart suddenly felt cold, and he was so overwhelmed that he suddenly couldn't breathe.
"What's the reason?"
He heard his own voice sound hollow, like a thousand echoes being dragged behind him.
reason?
Su Qianqian's eyes trembled, and she lowered her head, a warmth and coolness slipped through her eyes.
She was like that once. Why? Why? She was only away for a semester. Why did her sister become seriously ill...
That summer nine years ago, she returned to Jingyun half a month late.
The reason was that she had to wait for her results to be ranked. However, when she returned to Jingyun holding the first place in the town, the top 100 results in Jingyun, one city and seven counties, her sister did not come to pick her up.
"Where's my sister?" she asked her father, who came to pick her up. "My sister promised to pick me up."
Dad smiled slightly: "Sister can't come, let's go home first."
"Why?" Su Qianqian blurted out, her eyebrows twisting involuntarily, "How is sister?"
"Go home, we'll talk about it later."
Ouyang Youyuan reached out and took Su Qianqian's backpack, holding her hand and walking out of the station.
Su Qianqian couldn't help but feel startled. In the past, her father would never hold her hand.
"Let's go." Ouyang Youyuan turned around and looked at Su Qianqian, slightly raising the corner of his mouth, "The car is waiting for us outside."
Che? Su Qianqian blinked her eyes, took her father's hand with her back, and let him lead her forward.
But my heart was inexplicably agitated.
When she walked out of the station, Su Qianqian saw a black car parked conspicuously on the opposite side of the road.
The half-rolled window revealed the smiling face of a middle-aged man with ordinary features. After seeing them, he got out of the car and opened the back door.
Where did the car come from? Su Qianqian looked at her father in confusion.
Dad always walks to work.
We haven’t seen each other for half a year, but we actually have a car? And a driver?
"Qianqian, sit down." The middle-aged man with ordinary eyebrows smiled at her.
Su Qianqian was startled and looked towards the middle-aged man.
What did the uncle call her?
It seems like she has never seen him before?
"Don't you remember me?" The middle-aged man with ordinary eyebrows chuckled, "That's right, I haven't seen you standing at the window looking out for more than a year."
Ah? Su Qianqian frowned slightly, she had only been away for half a year.
Could it be that this uncle regarded her as his sister?
Well, no explanation, she likes to feel like a sister.
Su Qianqian raised the corners of her mouth slightly, smiled at the middle-aged man, and looked up at her father.
Ouyang Youyuan let go of Su Qianqian's hand: "Go in."
"Yeah." Su Qianqian responded, suppressed her doubts, and sat in the car.
Dad also sat in and gently closed the car door.
The middle-aged man with ordinary eyebrows turned back and smiled at her: "Sit down, we're about to set off."
Su Qianqian smiled slightly: "Okay."
The car started and drove into the busy street.
The car drove for a while, and Su Qianqian suddenly realized that the scenery on both sides of the street was a bit unfamiliar. This was not the way home.