After walking into the laboratory, I saw clearly what the laboratory looked like now. Although it was very empty, with nothing and no one around, it was very neat and tidy. Because it was night, I didn't notice that the current structure of the laboratory
Status can even be put into use directly.
The laboratory at Nottingham University is so tidy, which obviously exceeded my expectations. The cleanliness of this place is completely incomparable with places like classrooms or playgrounds, although there is actually nothing left on most of the desktops.
, but there are still many places where some instruments are placed.
There is a lot of dust on the instruments. I can imagine his helpless expression on these instruments. He may not know how to clean them.
I walked to the place where I met him the night before, which was my own location. I found that the pile of books I saw that night had disappeared. There was an extra pile of books on a table not far away.
.He seemed to have moved all the books there on purpose.
I have no impression of the university he went to, but if he liked reading so much during the college entrance examination, he might be able to go to a good university. But there are no ifs in this world.
I couldn't find him here. Maybe he is hiding somewhere. I don't want to call him. I don't know how to call him. I don't have any particularly deep feelings for this brother who I have no impression of. After all, we are
There are so many differences between them that there is basically no intersection.
I turned around and couldn't find him. This feeling of failure in doing something made me unhappy, especially in the recent period, even if it was just a small thing, it would make me very unhappy. I gave up decisively.
.
From the initial persistence, to the first time I gave up, and now I am becoming more and more skilled, I am almost familiar with when to give up. This is not a bad idea.
I still have a lot of things to do, and I don't have time to waste time on such small things. I left the laboratory and looked for opportunities again, but I also found nothing today.
I returned to this apartment exhausted once again, and I discovered a fact that I couldn't ignore. When the aura of "genius" in me was gradually fading, the resistance I encountered would become greater and greater.
My ability has not changed at all, but the world will not tolerate me alone. I collapsed in front of the problem I was studying, and many people who were originally suppressed by me also began to want to bury me deeper.
Some. I am aware of the fact that some people are uniting to boycott me.
No matter where I was under pressure, I could see some familiar figures. I felt a little depressed. I sat on the sofa as hard as a chair and meditated, thinking about whether to go to another city and start over.
It felt like I was being asked to admit defeat at this point. I felt quite angry, but I was at the point where I couldn't do anything other than being angry.
At twenty-seven, how long can I stay like this?
I heard the sound of the key entering the door lock. Such a sound could be clearly heard. There probably would not be anyone living in this apartment except cheap people. I saw him walk in, holding his hand.
There was also a plastic bag in it. He seemed a little surprised that I was sitting on the sofa.
"You came back so early today?"
I got angry when I heard this and looked at him coldly without saying anything. He smiled awkwardly and did not continue the topic. He turned and walked to the kitchen and started to cook dinner until he put all the food on the table.
I just sat down face to face with him.
"Let's eat. If you look sad, even problems that were originally solvable will become unsolvable."
"Then just smiling can solve my current problem?" I choked him, but I started to eat it myself, because someone could bully me, and I felt a little better.
He just smiled and said nothing.
"What did you do this morning?"
"Do odd jobs to earn some living expenses, otherwise there will be no income."
"Really... Yes, it's better than doing nothing. I'll go find something to do."
"What's wrong? If you're short of money, I still have some here..."
"Your tens of thousands of dollars are of no use to me at all." I said angrily: "If I can get experimental work, maybe I can gradually improve, but now no one is willing to find it.
I, this is the biggest problem now."
He paused: "Do you want to receive a job?"
"At least it can get me out of this state... But what's the use of telling you this?" I shook my head and started eating quietly. He was a little absent-minded, so I finished eating in advance and put the rice bowl on the table.
Go back to the bedroom.
I heard the sound of him washing the dishes, and I also heard the sound of him leaving the apartment. He probably went to the laboratory again, I thought so, and started to look through my phone again to see if I could find anything.
Find some jobs online.
When I woke up the next morning, I happened to catch up with him making breakfast. I suddenly remembered that I still hadn't given him the quilt. He looked a little haggard. I told him this while having breakfast.
He said he would go over and get it later, so there was no need to worry.
After I finished eating, I went to a fast food restaurant to work as a cashier based on the address I found. I was very, very uncomfortable with this kind of work. I was always a little in a hurry, but I was still able to rely on my self-esteem to support myself. It wasn’t until the afternoon that I
A person who looked a little bit irritable came over to pay, and his mouth was unclean. In addition, I had encountered so many annoying things recently. I couldn't hold it back. I picked up the plate next to me and smashed it in his face.
fell to the ground.
I was taken away directly by the police. It was obvious that the man was not a good person at first glance. I didn’t suffer any big problems. He just recorded a record and waited for someone to take me back. That guy was using it over there.
He stared at me with fierce eyes, and I was thinking of ways to send him to prison for ten or eight years. But what I didn't expect was that the person who came to pick me up was not my parents, but... my brother
.
He asked me anxiously if I was okay. I said something casually, and the policeman next to me explained what happened to him. He walked to the side of the man in silence without saying a word. The policeman originally wanted to stop him, but he asked me if I was okay.
But the reaction was a little slower, and his voice spread throughout the hall.
"If I see you again, I swear I will cut off your limbs, chop them into pieces in front of you, and throw them to the dogs. I will do what I say."