Late one night in November, Lin Juan was called out of the system by his grandfather again. He quickly exited the system, sat up and asked, "What's wrong, Grandpa?"
"I want to relieve myself, help me sit up." Grandpa's old voice said vaguely.
"Okay." Lin Juan said and quickly got up. He was sleeping on the inside of the bed, opposite to his grandfather, and his grandfather was sleeping next to the bed to make it easier for him to get up.
After Lin Juan got out of bed, he helped his grandfather up and handed him the urinal.
After a while, after solving the problem, grandpa put down the urinal and said, "It's a good thing you're here, otherwise I wouldn't know what to do."
Lin Juan smiled and said, "Isn't grandma at home?"
"She's very crippled," Grandpa sighed.
Lin Juan couldn't help laughing. Gui means fierce or powerful in the local dialect here. Not long ago, when grandpa started making noise at night, she could hear grandma scolding her from upstairs.
"You old fool is making trouble."
"You're a short-lived guy, why are you so troublesome and don't let people sleep?"
"The boss will push you down and throw you to death today."
"..."
Waiting for a series of cruel words, I can hear grandma say every night, but after all, she is the one who keeps grandpa well every day. During the day, she boils hot water and applies it to grandpa's whole body. Grandpa gets nervous whenever he feels a little pain.
It's incredible.
Her body really couldn't stand her grandfather's torture during the day and night.
"Go to sleep." Lin Juan comforted softly.
His day and night are completely reversed now. He usually has to wait until his grandma wakes up around seven o'clock before he can go back to his room to sleep.
"Yeah." Grandpa nodded.
After getting his grandpa to sleep well, he also fell asleep. In the quiet room, he suddenly heard his grandpa say: "Xiao Juan, how are you doing as a director now?"
"It's okay, what's wrong, grandpa?"
"It's nothing, I just never thought that you would really become a director and bring honor to our family."
Lin Juan laughed dumbly.
"You have a temperament like mine. I didn't go to school much when I was a child, but through self-study, I finally became a teacher. In fact, if you really want to do something, you can do it at any time.
It won’t be too late.” Grandpa’s old voice said slowly, with a little pride.
He summed up his life in one sentence. He stayed in such a small place and taught and educated people for forty years. Then he suffered a stroke a few years after retiring, and he stayed in bed for more than ten years.
"Yes." Lin Juan nodded to show that he heard.
"Now that you have become a great director, you must be serious about filming in the future. Don't teach others bad ideas by conveying bad ideas, and don't let down those who like you."
"kindness."
"What's the name of the girlfriend you're talking about?"
"Han Xiaoxue."
"Well, treat her well. I think she is a good girl. Your grandma praised her many times in front of me. She is diligent and sensible. Your grandma likes her very much. I think she is also pretty. Don't let me down by being a bad person.
Men must have a sense of responsibility."
"good."
"Well, ouch..." Grandpa suddenly snorted. Lin Juan knew that he was starting to hurt again. He felt distressed for a moment and asked quickly: "Grandpa, do you want to take painkillers?"
"No, I'll be fine after I sleep for a while. Xiaojuan, will you delay things at home?"
"No, I originally planned to take a break and prepare a new script. Besides, with your health like this, I will come back even if something happens."
"There's no need for you to come back, I can't delay your business." Grandpa said. Lin Juan was about to say something, when Grandpa shouted again: "Xiao Juan."
"kindness?"
"You must take good care of your grandma in the future."
Lin Juan's heart sank. He suddenly didn't know what to say and felt very uncomfortable.
"People always have to leave. As I am now, I wish I could leave early so as not to suffer and drag you down." Grandpa's voice was a little apologetic and painful.
"Don't think so. You are not dragging us down. Grandpa, I will take you to the hospital tomorrow." Lin Juan couldn't sleep anymore.
"If you don't go to the hospital, why don't you go to the hospital? The hospital can't help me now, and I still need injections."
"Okay, go to sleep quickly."
He said he was sleeping, but in fact, after just ten minutes, the pain became unbearable. He wanted to get up and sit for a while, but couldn't sit still, so he fell asleep again. It wasn't until late at night that he felt a little more stable.
It has been like this for a while. I don’t know if Lin Juan and grandma took good care of him or what. Although grandpa’s health is getting worse day by day and he eats less and less, he has survived December like this.
The weather is dry, the snow is falling, and it’s January.
During this period, grandpa would chat with Lin Juan every night at midnight, about the past and the future.
"Your grandma was fierce when she was young. You should still remember when you were a child. I never won a fight. Who would have thought that she could take care of me like this for more than ten years when I am old and sick."
"Don't be sad. Everyone has his destiny. You are all on the right track. Think about it, there seems to be nothing I can't let go of. I should come at that time and leave at this time. It's all
It is destined that if I were not here, your grandma would be able to live a happier life with you."
"Don't care too much in life. You will find that in the end, the person who cares about you the most loves you the most."
"Actually, I was very afraid of death in the past few years, but gradually, in the past few years, I feel that I am not so afraid anymore."
"Xiao Juan, you have to work hard. This family will depend on you from now on. No matter what you encounter in the future, remember not to be confused and become the person you want to be."
"..."
Lin Juan began to write a script.
Not "The League" or anything else, but the script about grandparents that I had an idea for before.
He has many, many inspirations.
Those inspirations swarmed into his mind every night when he talked with his grandfather.
He recorded it carefully and became increasingly sad.
This year's Spring Festival is on January 25th. My aunt and the others came back very early. Lin Juan finally no longer had to mix day and night. The job of staying in bed was left to his father and uncle. Maybe grandpa was waiting for this Spring Festival, waiting to see them.
one side.
During the Spring Festival, he seemed to be in good spirits, uncharacteristically had a bowl of rice, and happily chatted with his family for a few days. Everyone thought his health had improved.
However, after the Spring Festival, it was February and they were preparing to leave.
Grandpa suddenly vomited a large mouthful of blood.
She began to lose her speech and became unconscious. Grandma was so frightened that she went to ask questions, but Grandpa bit her hand painfully.
That day, the atmosphere at home was very silent.
The aunt said that grandpa was really dying. Lin was about to send grandpa to the hospital, but his aunt and uncle said that they were afraid that grandpa would die on the way. In fact, Lin Zheng himself knew that grandpa's condition was really impossible.
There's a solution.
On February 5th, my uncle was keeping vigil that night. In the middle of the night, Lin Juan was suddenly woken up by his father. He said with red eyes, "Grandpa is gone. Go and have a look."