In the dark attic, the flickering light illuminated the floor-to-ceiling mirror in front of him. In the mirror was a surprised and deformed face.
"Are you kidding..." Gu Jun walked over with a slight stagger, his heart tightening, and the strange man in the mirror was getting closer and closer. The man was wearing linen clothes and had a vaguely distorted face.
There seems to be a bit of his shadow.
How can a person see his own face?
If there is no mirror image or water shadow, wouldn't it be impossible to see one's own face for the rest of one's life?
But the self in the mirror must be real?
Gu Jun reached out and touched his face, and so did the weirdo in the mirror. The touch on his hand seemed to be that the facial and jaw bones were growing and protruding, the contours were changing, and the touch of the skin also became different, as if it was changing into a kind of
Plaque produced in dark, damp places.
He seemed to hear a whisper in his heart, Galder is you, everything else is just your delirium...
From beginning to end, it's just a story you weave for yourself in this shabby room.
"No!" Gu Jun suddenly swung his knife and hit the mirror. With a crisp bang, the mirror broke into pieces on the ground.
He looked down and saw that the same ugly face was reflected in every fragment.
"No, no..." Gu Jun shook his head, "This house is affecting my spirit. Is this a nightmare? Is it invading my thinking? Extracting sweet dreams, is this extracting sweet dreams... Is this house affecting me?
This is the root cause of nightmare disease...extracting beautiful dreams and replacing them with nightmares..."
He looked around, seeing those weird pictures on the wall still surrounding him, unbelievable, all unbelievable.
He went to get back the Carlop scalpel on the table. This thing couldn't be fake, could it? But...it wasn't something that ordinary Yiwen people couldn't buy.
"No, that's not right." Gu Jun tried his best to gather his energy, but the feeling of spinning around was still getting stronger, and the air seemed to be restraining him.
Mental state is not only about will, but also about physiology. In the dream world, it involves too many factors that he is not clear about... He can only be sure that he is being eroded and his mind is going crazy. If this continues, he will not be able to protect himself.
Will you fall into this whirlpool and continue to sink...
While thinking, Gu Jun stumbled back to the second floor and saw no trace of Wu Shiyu, not even a fake one.
If she was going through the same whirlpool... He was worried about her because she didn't know as much about these situations as he did.
The heavy rain outside was still pouring down. Gu Jun looked out the window. The young guard in the distance was still sticking to his post.
Is the young caretaker also drawn into this whirlpool, sinking into this never-ending nightmare? Watching, guarding, guarding forever... forms a part of this strange house? But why, that diary can
Be changed...
Gu Jun's head hurt, and some inspiration flashed through him, but then it turned into a new chaos, delirium, you are delirium.
"No, there must be a way to break this nightmare..."
"I am Galder? I am a ghoul?"
"I can't see my face, but I can see other parts of myself."
"If you transform into a ghoul, your body will become different from that of a human."
"I need to wake up from this nightmare..."
Gu Jun narrowed his eyes, looked at his hands, and suddenly had an idea.
I am a doctor and can dissect myself.
Just now, in order to gain more strength to attack the door, the team medical bag was carried by Wu Shiyu, but now he has also disappeared. However, he still has a small bag on his waist. He took out a tourniquet from the bag and put it on the proximal joint of the little finger of his left hand.
The ends were tied tightly, blocking the blood circulation.
He felt that the little finger was swollen, and the skin gradually turned purple and cyanotic. It was OK, but there was no anesthetic.
Boom, there was thunder outside the house, the rainstorm became heavier, and the sound of the howling wind was like the howling of a hundred ghosts, as if they were shouting at something.
Gu Jun sat down on the floor, with the kerosene lamp placed next to him. He stretched out his left hand in the light, and held the Carlop scalpel in his right hand in a bow gesture.
The jumping flames cannot cover up the cold light of the blade.
"I'm a ghoul? Then give me some evidence." With a sharp look in his eyes, he used a scalpel to cut the distal fingertip of his left little finger, "Ah!!"
The skin was scratched, and the blade went straight into the gap between the finger pulp, and the blood stagnant there immediately poured out. The rich blood vessels and nerve endings in the finger pulp gap were cut off, causing a huge pain, which surged throughout his body, eating away at him.
His heart made him unable not to scream in pain!
The pain in the ten fingers is caused by the gap between the fingertips. Even if it is accidentally pinched, it can cause people to break out in cold sweat.
Gu Jun did not suppress the physical pain, and swung the knife again with his slightly trembling right hand, "Ah..."
He did not make a skin flap, but simply cut it off roughly. Because if he wanted to see the phalanges, it would be wiser to be prepared to cut off the finger tip under the current circumstances.
The little finger is one section shorter, just one section shorter...
He hadn't thought of cutting off the end of his finger and then dissecting it, but cutting it off would leave his body and his spirit. Then it would be difficult to ensure that it was still the original thing. This house can be changed.
, deceived, deceived, but as long as the fingers were still connected to him, he could feel it.
"Ah!!" Gu Jun cut off the scalpel again and cut off the fingertip. The severe pain made him break out in cold sweat, "I am Gu Jun..."
Even with a level three calm hand, my right hand is still trembling.
This was the first time that he had trembled like this with a scalpel or scalpel, and the patient he was responsible for was himself.
"Fuck..." He cursed and breathed heavily. He stabilized his hand and violently struck it a few times, cutting off other fibrous membranes, dorsal finger aponeurosis, etc.
A piece of bloody flesh was cut off and fell to the dirty floor.
At the same time, the content of the caretaker's diary in my mind and the newly added diary had some changes:
[Shortly afterwards, I heard Mr. Galder let out bursts of heart-rending wails, as if he was suffering the most inhuman pain. I had already heard that the process of transforming into a ghoul would be extremely painful, but I just took it seriously.
After listening to it, I realized how creepy this is.】
"Really..." Gu Jun was covered in sweat as if he had been exposed to a heavy rain, and the innermost phalanges were already exposed at the tip of his little finger.
But it’s blurred by blood and residual fat, so you can’t see clearly yet…
He first used gauze to wipe off the blood on the wound, and then used a scalpel to clean the phalanges.
Every stab was extremely painful, his heart was twisted in pain, his face must have been distorted, and his shouting became more and more crazy.
The storm outside was getting worse, and the whole house seemed to be shaking, and the weak light of the kerosene lamp flickered to the point of being extinguished.
The bones all over the body of a ghoul have erosion patterns on them, which are structural changes brought about by transformation.
This was also the difference he could grasp, the sharp needle that punctured this nightmare.
Gu Jun used the flickering light to bring his trembling left hand to the kerosene lamp, illuminating the empty tip of his little finger and the bones inside.
He opened his eyes wide and saw that there were no erosion marks on the surface of that bone. It was completely a normal human finger bone.
"I am not Galder at all, not a ghoul!"
Gu Jun murmured, his voice was not loud, but something in his mind quickly became clear, as if a mass of darkness had been defeated, and the shadows that had surged to his heart just now dissipated, this was just a nightmare.
He somewhat understood that this house locked the souls of many people, including their dreams and nightmares.
And this one is the caretaker's nightmare, maybe with a bit of Galder in it.
The caretaker's diary should be a product that existed in this nightmare, not the actual one in the alien world; but it also existed in his consciousness, and he was connected to it here.
The mysterious power of the system is still a variable. The abyss mission will give such a reward, which shows that this nightmare of the caretaker is very crucial.
The foundation of the Raleye Order, Old Dog Uncle, and others in creating the Dongzhou Nightmare Disease may be this nightmare about the Nightmare Disease in a foreign world.
Since changes in the dream will lead to changes in the mind of the caretaker, this will in turn lead to changes in the diary.
If the diary is changed, will it change the mind of the caretaker, thus changing the dream?
Gu Jun had a sullen face. This was a variable. He opened the diary in his mind, concentrated his energy and tried to write at the end of the new article:
[Just when I thought this day and night was going to end in such a bad way, Dr. Carlop arrived! They advanced their schedule and hurried to our small town that was hit by the plague. The most disappointing thing for all the people in the town was
To my surprise, a member of the doctor team.
The legendary Son of Iron is here too!]
Gu Jun looked at the diary page and saw a few more lines filled with joy. Suddenly, the surroundings of the house seemed to be shaking and changing suddenly.