Your body will stiffen, rot, and turn into nothing, but are these the most terrible things? No, young man, these are not.
You are still young, you are all still young, and you have not yet understood what aging is and what death is...
The horror of death does not lie in physical pain. There are things more terrible than pain.
When you are young, everything is always sunny and fresh, and everything has no rotten taste, right...
However, have you ever felt that when you were a child, every day was very slow, even an hour seemed like a long time, and a semester seemed like forever, but time passed faster and faster, faster and faster, so fast that you were caught off guard.
A few blinks make a day, a few moments make a year.
It was as fast as a flood, rushing past, leaving nothing but some mess and ruin.
Chen Jiahua felt that his right hand was tightly grasped by a hand. He was obviously wearing a breathing mask, but the tight passage made it difficult for him to breathe. The female body dragged in his arms became heavier and heavier. He wanted to let go and push
Open, but the body seems to be stuck, frozen, and frozen.
I don't know if it's muscles or nerves, but they are being stripped of their connections to the brain, as if this is a nightmare.
The flood surged from around him, and an old voice seemed to sound from it, rushing into his brain together with it, trying to occupy every thought.
"I know what you are..." Chen Jiahua said with difficulty. Maybe it was just words from his heart, or thoughts flashing through his mind. He couldn't tell whether he could still speak. "I learned it during training.
...If you want to fight for my will...I may not be as powerful as Captain Gu, but it's not that easy either..."
Fighting for your will? Why do you think your "will" is so important?
Why do you think what you have is really free will...
A very sad thing about human beings is that they need time to grow. I mean, what you call the growth of will.
No matter what kind of will you want to have or what kind of person you want to be, it doesn’t count when you are ten years old, it doesn’t count when you are twenty years old, it doesn’t count when you are thirty years old... Gradually you will find more,
You will change your mind, you think, you grow...and then you find that your body is no longer young, and you no longer have the strength and spirit to practice what you think. The most important thing is that you have no time, and you cannot realize what you want.
Finally possessing a mature will.
Then you see some young people, stupid young people, shouting about their stupidity.
The times and world around you seem to have completely changed, but that's just another reincarnation.
Another group of stupid people mature, then grow old and die when they finally have the willpower to do something truly great.
It is this kind of reincarnation that has always dominated us. Young people, our civilization, have always been very young, too young, so young that they are naive.
Regardless of another thousand or ten thousand years, as long as this reincarnation does not change, it will still be so naive. The main body of this civilization is not smart enough to conquer the weaknesses of human beings - but how many of the so-called weaknesses are just naive? Arrogance
"Maybe that's what young means..." Chen Jiahua tried his best to pull out his hands, and was covered in cold sweat by the torrent. "Old age is also a weakness. Many old people are worse than young people. They are not just stupid... but much worse.
………”
That's right, because time and experience are only one of the conditions for maturity, not all.
Too many people go into the coffin stupid, but that stems from other problems, small problems within a big problem.
And you simply classify good and bad, good and evil, as I have always said, you are still young...you still have an almost delusional expectation...
Suddenly, the words stopped abruptly, and the rational monitoring stone on Chen Jiahua's left hand suddenly showed slight cracks, which seemed to be the impact of all the floods happening around the world. Every major flood since ancient times,
They all rushed towards him from this narrow passage.
First, a pure physical pain exploded from the whole body, and the beating sound of the heart seemed like the sound of cracking bones.
Chen Jiahua felt that he was rushed back to the first tomb, and the power he faced was impossible to resist. When such a thought occurred, a pure mental pain burst out. He didn't know whether it was his soul, Ka or Ba.
Being pulled, torn...
You didn't understand what I meant. It's not because you don't have enough intelligence, it's just that you are young, only twenty years old, and you can't feel what I said.
Only a naive young man like you would sacrifice himself to feel noble and great.
"Why should I listen to a group of beasts dominated by darkness telling me what greatness is?"
Chen Jiahua shouted loudly, and when he was rushed out of the passage, he held up the stone walls on both sides with his hands to prevent himself from being rushed back into the tomb. He knew that if he could not stop it, the force of the flood would go straight into the tomb, possibly
It will have a devastating impact on the colleagues inside, and the mission will only fail...
But the team said before setting off, and Xiaoxu and the others also reminded that this power may be purely spiritual, like the temperature of the water here.
It's not really an unstoppable momentum, as long as you endure it mentally... just like Captain Gu did in mission after mission...
The scene when I paid homage to the tomb where the hero was buried in Tianji Cemetery came to mind.
"I am young and may still be naive." Chen Jiahua said solemnly, without completely avoiding the dark words, "I really can't understand what you said. I can't even understand what you want to express. But I know that there are also
Some older people can still persist in admiring the greatness they felt when they were twenty... Have you ever thought about why you must be right? Everyone is afraid of death, even if you want everyone to live longer
, have more time to realize yourself, must it be in your way..."
His words were as deep as a solid stone. The more he spoke, the more strength burst out in his hands, and his trembling began to become calmer.
The female corpse floating in front seemed to be losing its inexplicable strength, and some of its messy long hair was hanging down.
The hand of the corpse that was grabbing him began to tremble.
It was also at this time that Chen Jiahua noticed that the rational monitoring stone on his left wrist was shattered, but he did not feel that it was overwhelmed by dark power...
On his right wrist, a black symbol mark faintly emerged.