"It's my son who's unfilial, it's his son who's unfilial!" He cared about his own mood, but did not spend more time with his mother-in-law.
"Xiao Liu, Xiao Liu from the Ai family is back?"
Concubine De's eyes suddenly burst out with intense light. She was obviously speechless just now, but now she suddenly seemed to be recovering from an illness, her eyes were unusually bright.
He grabbed Mr. Liu's hand and looked at him carefully, even touching his face.
Yes, after seeing clearly that this was really Mr. Liu, she smiled so much that her teeth were exposed.
Mr. Liu nodded while weeping: "Mother Huang, my son is back. My son is unfilial!"
Concubine De shook her head, her eyes became clearer and clearer at this moment, her eyes suddenly turned to Fourth Master, and then she stretched out her hand.
The Fourth Master was stunned for a moment, never thinking that the Queen would eventually call him forward.
I remember clearly that just now my mother was extremely disgusted with him.
However, the Fourth Master immediately arrived and handed his hand to Concubine De.
Concubine De looked at her son and seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "That's great..."
In this life, until now, her children are still alive.
Even their lives are sometimes unsatisfactory.
But they are all still living well and experiencing their own lives.
Immediately afterwards, Concubine De put the hands of the sixth master and the fourth master together, patted them and said: "Eniang... the one I'm most sorry for... is you... Now, seeing you, Eniang is satisfied."
She felt sorry for Lao Liu because he failed to take good care of her and he was poisoned when he was young.
As for the fourth child, she was also unable to protect him, so he took another woman as his mother when he was young.
Until this moment, the breath in my stomach had already dissipated.
For so many years, she actually resented that the fourth child liked Tong Jiashi but didn't like her. Isn't it just her own obsession?
His eyes seemed to be greedy, lingering on the children around him. He looked at them from the Fourth Master to Pangpang and the others for a long time.
Finally, her eyes fell on the fourth master: "Your Majesty, the Ai family would like to have a few words with you alone." These words were spoken smoothly and calmly, as if this person was now a normal queen mother.
After hearing this, the Fourth Master was stunned for a moment, then waved his hand and sent everyone out.
Concubine De took the fourth master's hand and looked at him carefully, then suddenly laughed and said: "When you were born... you were a small ball.
So many people... their brows are knitted together.
The emperor told me that when your child grows up, he will definitely have a bad temper.
When you were little, you always didn't like your wet nurse to hold you. You only liked to stay in my arms. You screamed "nanny" every day. It was so cute...
Later...I became pregnant with my sixth child...The emperor's love for me at that time was average.
Tong Jia took you away because I couldn't take care of two children by myself...
E Niang still remembers...you were just able to speak at that time...lying on grandma's body, crying so hard...
I kept calling her "niang"...
My little hands were holding on to the door curtain, refusing to let go. When I looked at you that day, I thought, no matter what method I use in this life, I must bring you back..."
Having said this, Concubine De was a little excited and coughed violently again.
The Fourth Master was startled and immediately stretched out his hand to help her smooth her back.
At this moment, Fourth Master's heart was far from as calm as he showed.
His mind was a little confused. Ever since he was a child, he had never spoken to his mother like this in his memory.
When mother and son are together, most of them look at each other in silence.
Fourth Master always thought that Concubine De hated him, but it was not until he married Yu'er that things seemed to get better.
But although E Niang didn't love him, she loved her grandchildren very much.
The fourth master understood that as loving the house and the bird.
Things in the early years are gradually forgotten.
But in fact, I believe that anyone will have a knot in their heart regarding his biological mother's disregard for him or her indifference towards him.
For Fourth Master, it is no exception.
He still remembered that when he was a child, he went to find his mother with a candy man, but her mother pushed him away.
He still remembered that Old Sixty-Four Yujue and his friends were playing and playing in front of E Niang. As soon as he came in, E Niang immediately scolded him with a straight face.
Even, he still remembered that when he was also out hunting, E Niang cared for Lao Liu in every possible way and took care of everything for him. Facing him, E Niang mostly just looked on with cold eyes.
He never thought that one day he would hear his mother talk about his childhood like this.
It turns out that E Niang has always cared about this matter. It turns out that she also has a place in her heart.
Knowing this, Fourth Master felt that it was enough.
After Concubine De calmed down, she then said: "Later, you went to the palace of Concubine Tong Jia, and you had a mother-in-law who loved you even more...
I remember one day, I went to see you secretly, because my mother knew that you were envious of other princes’ mothers giving them snacks, so I also gave you your favorite snacks.
But as soon as I walked away, when I turned back, I saw you and threw away all the snacks..." As she said this, a trace of sadness flashed in Concubine De's eyes.
Fourth Master was stunned for a moment. Did E Niang see this?
At that moment, Concubine De's mouth became even more bitter: "I know, you think I left too late.
You have a better mother-in-law, but I’m afraid you won’t like me, the mother-in-law who abandoned you, anymore, right?”
"No! That's not the case!" Fourth Master quickly explained: "Is your mother angry with me because of this incident?" Fourth Master felt extremely uncomfortable.
After hearing this, Concubine De shook her head: "Eniang has never blamed you.
I only blame myself, I blame myself for not being able to protect you, not being able to keep you by my side, so I can only give you to other women.
I also blame myself for being petty and timid. Because I was afraid of seeing your disdainful eyes, I would not appear in front of you.
So much so that you became like that later...
E Niang asked herself, if I could have been kinder to you back then, maybe many things would not have happened.
For example, like now...
When someone who loves you appears next to you, your heart will no longer be cold.
I'm sorry, I didn't become the person who loved you the most..."
Looking at the clear-minded son in front of her, Concubine De couldn't help but think of the sinister son in her previous life, and suddenly she curled her lips and smiled.
This...is so good...
There was just one sentence that she had buried in her heart for many years. If she didn't ask it, it would be difficult for her to see clearly. She suddenly pulled out the fourth master's hand and said: "I really want to ask you, do you... have something?"