To sort out my thoughts, I have been very busy recently and my writing has been too bland, and my subscriptions have dropped a lot. Then there is something I want to talk to you about.
Recently, I had a private discussion with my boss about "go away my fans and come to congratulate Gunmei for her awesomeness", and I had a strong idea of opening a new book. Of course, it would be a double book, because I really need money so much. I feel like it would be like getting married and having a baby.
People who have children will know.
The conditions of my rural family are the same as those of many families. I can’t say it’s good or bad. I thought I could live a contented life like this, but I didn’t expect to meet someone I particularly like. It was time to get married, but her mother
Strong opposition, how serious is it?
Her mother lied to her to go home, and then said she wanted to take her to death with her, and she didn't want her to be with me, a poor guy like me!
You really can’t understand some people’s brain circuits. When I heard this, I was filled with disbelief, and then she kept crying. During this period, I watched my girlfriend lose seven or eight pounds.
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I want to make money, but I have never thought about it that way.
Then I coded furiously.
I believe many people know that this book was updated very quickly in the early stage. Basically, more than six or seven thousand words were updated every day. Although it cannot be compared with those tentacle monsters, I worked really hard.
Later, the grades of the book were not good.
I was quite disappointed. I heard that FeiL could make money, so I went to FeiLu and wrote several beginnings, but I failed at them all.
I'm not afraid of tens of thousands of dollars a day, but I'm afraid of not making any money!
Therefore, in that month, there were very few updates to this book, basically one update to keep it alive.
What a headache.
The reality is so helpless.
Fortunately, my girlfriend decided to be with me.
We both work in a factory.
A while ago, she was walking on the roadside and saw a baby bird blown to the ground by the wind. She took it back to her dormitory and spent the whole day studying how to get the baby bird to eat.
I said to her: Raising chicks is very troublesome!
She told me: The little bird is so pitiful, like herself, homeless.
Because she was from a single-parent family, her mother went to Guangzhou to make a living when she was very young. During this time, she and her mother had a falling out, and they had not communicated for more than a month before she said this.
Later, she told me that she wanted to buy a house here.
I said: OK! Buy it!
I looked at the housing prices in Dongguan: 18,000 per square meter.
And I don’t have a penny in savings.
Because, in the past two years, I bought a house in my hometown county for 4,500 per square meter.
With the support of my parents, I just moved in last year.
Then I borrowed some money to buy a car worth 100,000 yuan, so I didn’t have any savings.
So, I shamelessly went to my parents and said, I want to sell our house!
They talked a lot and then said, just sell it!
At that time, I was so choked up that I could hardly speak.
noon
I had to sell the house just a few days after they moved in, and I could only pay the down payment for one house.
I often wonder if I am too selfish.
While eating, tears fell down as I ate.
I told myself, no matter how big the problem is, you are a man, as long as you don’t think about it, keep your head down and run.
Then the tears stopped.
My health is a little bit bad. When I stay up late, my hands and feet sweat a lot, and my body becomes weak easily, but I still write until 12 o'clock every day.
No matter how much I speed up, I can't pick it up.
Then when I went to work the next day, I felt sleepy all the time, even drinking strong tea didn't help. When it was time for lunch break, I just couldn't fall asleep.
I had a heart-to-heart talk with a colleague. When it came to this, he told me, give up and go back to your hometown to find someone else. Your conditions are not bad.
I told him: It’s not easy to find someone you like, and I don’t want myself and my descendants to be reincarnated in poverty in the future!
If I give up today, twenty years later, my children will also give up the people or things they like because of this!
It’s no big deal if you just die for one day!
I have returned to my hometown today, facing a large group of agents. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I sit on a chair and cannot write anything.
So I just wanted to talk to you about the new book!
If it is open, I wonder if anyone has any interesting ideas? For example, gold fingers, or continue to add points? Will it be a bit monotonous?
As for the new book style, I have thought about it a lot.
First: Rigorous style. It means working steadily and upgrading step by step.
The second one: Hot-Blooded Wind. This upgrade will explode, but it is easy to weaken, because if you upgrade quickly, the plot will develop quickly!
The third type: semi-invincible funny style.
The main character is a bit funny!
The fourth type: I had an idea before, writing about online games, but this is very risky. An editor said that it has no highlights, but I think it is very interesting and tangled.
Please teach me~~ Should I continue to fight monsters, or should I stream infinitely, or~~~ Do you have any good ideas?