Chapter 119 I'm Not Worthy To Be Your Friend, I Won't Betray You
Luo Changan didn't say anything. He sat on the floor and stayed with Xi Bin quietly. When Xi Bin's mood stabilized a little, he said warmly: "Everyone makes mistakes. We believe people we shouldn't trust. Because we don't know that others will deceive us.
, and even use us as guns. I have made mistakes before, and I have also encountered unkind people. My mistakes have caused me to lose my loved ones. However, I feel that as long as you are willing to correct your mistakes, it is never too late. As long as you have life,
There is hope.”
Although the Bai family was wiped out because her parents ordered a matchmaker to betroth her to her childhood sweetheart Murong Jue.
But Luo Changan always felt that if she had not allowed her parents to arrange an engagement with Murong Jue, if she had not followed the crowd, she could have been more rebellious and boldly told her parents that she longed for a vigorous love in her heart, just like when she was fourteen years old.
Perhaps her unforgettable emotion of pulling the seriously injured boy would not have led to the tragic death of the entire Bai family.
Luo Changan has always attributed all the mistakes to herself. It was her choice to be a good girl. However, if she was a bit rebellious, if she was willing to say it out, she felt that marriage should not just be like this. Maybe the ending would be different.
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Xi Bi was stunned for a moment, and gestured with her hands to show how miserable she was, "Then do you think there is hope for me like this, who teaches people to tie me up with chains like an animal?"
Luo Changan smiled and said: "My dear, this is the Cold Palace, not hell. It depends on your state of mind. If you only see misery, then you can only gain sorrow. But if you see the sunshine without bias, even in the Cold Palace, you can
If you can get some sunshine, you will have hope."
"Sunshine, hope..."
"Yes, Madam, you should see the positive side. You are chained, but it proves that you still have hands and feet, and your limbs are sound. You can still do something with these hands to change your situation."
Hope slowly ignited in Xi Bin's heart, and she wiped away her tears with her sleeves, "Luo Chang'an, I once harmed you, why, why do you want to enlighten me?"
Luo Changan spread his hands, "Because we have the same enemy. The person who used you as a gun is Song Panyan. If you and my servant have a heart-to-heart relationship, we can continue to talk. If you don't have a heart-to-heart relationship, I will leave."
Xibi hesitated for a long time, and finally breathed out: "I have been interrogated by the Ministry of Human Affairs and the Ministry of Household Affairs for five rounds, but they still didn't teach me to say her name. Chang'an, because you saved my life today and saved me from hunger.
Shui, I leave this steamed bun to you. I hope I won’t fall into the abyss of eternal destruction and my family won’t be harmed.”
"Your Majesty, you have no other choice but to believe in me."
Xi Bin was heartbroken, "Yes, it was Song Panyan who instigated me to frame you behind the scenes. She said that you seduced Murong Jue and stole her husband. She made me think that you were really such a little vixen, so I thought that between me and
She has been in a relationship for twenty years since she wore crotchless pants, so I agreed to help her. Unexpectedly, the emperor pushed me to the forefront, and the Queen Mother set her sights on me."
Xi Bi sometimes wondered whether the emperor had intentionally pushed her into the spotlight and used the Queen Mother's hands to punish her. She had never understood the emperor's thoughts. She even had a ridiculous idea, thinking that the emperor had spent all his efforts to punish her.
He protected Luo Changan, a slave, but then he thought about it and realized that it was impossible. If he liked Luo Changan, he would have been included in the harem long ago, and he would not have been just a slave after two years.
Luo Changan nodded, "Song Panyan is the main culprit that caused me to lose my loved ones. Madam, Luo Changan can't go into details with you, but Song Panyan and I have a sworn hatred. Are you willing to cooperate with Luo Changan and make peace with each other?"
Will Song Panyan pay the price he deserves?"
"Song Panyan and I have been sisters for twenty years. I really didn't expect that she was such a selfish person. I stood up for her, but she actually abandoned me and threatened me with the lives and future of my parents and brothers. Luo
Chang'an, I naturally want to destroy her."
Xi Bi's eyes narrowed in hatred and she sighed again and again.
"But, right now, you are a slave, I am the cold concubine, and she is the daughter of the prime minister, and her husband is the right minister. Although he has been suspended for three months, he will be reinstated sooner or later. The emperor will not take it seriously because of some palace affairs.
I have to give up their official clothes. I even have to rely on a woman for food and drink. Do you think we can work together?"
Luo Changan nodded: "My Lady, after the New Year, next year's amnesty will usher in. If you behave well in these few months, you will have the opportunity to leave the palace next year. Luo Changan is willing to help you and let the Queen Mother see your reformation. The Queen Mother
Your Majesty is devoted to kindness, and as long as you truly repent, she will be willing to forgive you."
Xi Bin couldn't help but feel excited, "You help me so much, what do you need from me in return?"
"Actually, it's very simple. I just want to know everything about Song Panyan from you, all the little secrets. I want to know everything about Song Panyan, big and small, everything that can be used as a braid.
I want everything I can find." Luo Changan looked deeply at Xi Bin, "You have known her for twenty years, so you must know everything, right?"
Xi Bin immediately snorted, "Of course I know, including the secret test she had with her cousin before she married Murong Jue. Later, before she consummated their marriage with Murong Jue, she discussed with me how to explain that there would be no such thing as falling in love.
At the time, I remember that she thought the reason was that she had hurt her body by dancing when she was young and lost the symbol of her virginity. Now that I think about it, it is really disgusting."
Xi Bi no longer hides anything from Luo Changan, because Luo Changan also told Xi Bi his big secret. The two of them have each other's secrets in hand, so now they have reached a solid alliance and have a unified goal.
He was looking for revenge on Song Panyan.
When Luo Changan heard the news, he asked: "Where is his cousin now?"
"I was an official in the court, and I was a good friend with Murong Jue. Murong Jue was in the Ministry of Household Affairs, and her cousin's name was Lou Qingzhi. She was an official in the Ministry of Rites, and she was the assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites. She was the deputy chief of the Ministry of Rites. She was in charge of ceremonies, sacrifices, reception of foreign guests, etc.
Affairs." Xibi then went on to tell many details about the matter, "Lou Qingzhi was quite good-looking. When he was young, he was pestered by Song Panyan, so he tried it half-heartedly. Later, he regretted it, because after all, he went privately without getting married.
Taking the test secretly was so disgraceful. Song Panyan promised him not to tell his parents about the scandal of secretly taking the test, so Lou Qingzhi was able to let go of the matter. Later, Song Panyan met Murong Jue. Have you ever seen Mr. Murong, his face?
Song Panyan was so outstanding that she fell in love immediately upon seeing her. I don't know what method she used to gain Murong Jue's favor."
Luo Changan was planning in her mind how to make good use of this clue. She listened to all Xi Concubine's words. It was already late, and she said to Concubine Kuan: "Don't worry, I will take care of the gatekeeper in a while. Go there."
I will never teach her that she needs food and drink from you."
Xi Bi burst into tears, held Luo Changan's hand and said, "It is said that true knowledge can only be found in adversity. Chang'an, I'm sorry for you in the past. I know I'm not worthy of being your friend, but in the future we have a common enemy, I will not