"You don't know what it feels like to be called a bitch. You don't know what it feels like to be disrespected and shamelessly humiliated. You don't know what it feels like to kneel down when you meet someone. This
Everything stems from the fact that I am a slave! And in my heart, there lives a noble and arrogant me. She does not allow me to continue to be a slave or a maid, let alone to be your concubine without a name or status." Luo Changan
Suddenly he raised his eyes and said, "Emperor, I don't want to continue to let others press me to the ground and rub me like a dog!"
"You are not me, how do you know that I don't know how you feel!"
Seeing her being humiliated, I will only want to kill her enemy more than she does. But she can't understand what he did. She just thinks that everything I do is for political purposes. Everyone in the world thinks that I do it for politics, only I
You know, my motivation is not purely political, it's probably for a woman!
"Yes!" Luo Changan said sternly: "Maybe you can help me secretly. But I will always be alone, and I know clearly that what I want is that even if I am alone, I will teach others not to dare to insult me easily.
The ants are protected by lions. The fox may be afraid of the ants, but once the ants are alone, the fox will only trample the ants to death. I, Luo Changan, do not want to continue to seek shelter in your arms. I want to climb up and protect myself on my own.
I care about myself! Only status can bring me a sense of security! You can’t bring me a sense of security!"
"Who am I? Tell me, what have I been in the past two years?"
"To Dadong Ming, you are a wise king. With you here, I will have support when I am old, I will have someone to rely on when I am young, and I will not die of hunger on the road. To Luo Changan, you are the lion that Luo Changan dare not think about. You are the master.
You are nothing else. Luo Changan is destined to go somewhere, not today but also tomorrow. So, to answer your question, I am determined to get married. I hope the emperor will make it happen."
"Luo Changan!" Di Qianao's cold eyes and bloodless lips showed a lot of helplessness, "It turns out that I am nothing to you. Your reality and your cold-bloodedness surprise me.
Extremely."
"Emperor!"
Luo Changan closed his eyes tightly, and when he opened them again, he was filled with determination and felt uncomfortable, but he knew what he needed.
Nothing can hurt Song Panyan more deeply than marrying Murong Jue at this juncture, and nothing can be a more direct revenge than taking away her husband and replacing her identity!
The revenge of the Bai family is her lifelong wish. In order to take revenge, she can give up everything, including the warmth and beautiful vision that the emperor brought to her. Maybe she acted selfishly, but it doesn't matter. If people don't do it for themselves, heaven and earth will destroy them, and there will be no blood feud.
Sharing the same fate, she did not have the time to continue dealing with the emperor.
Even though she was heartbroken and wanted to cry, she never regretted her decision. She was determined to leave.
"Slave, let me change your clothes. The poetry meeting has already begun. Don't keep Miss Ya'er waiting for too long."
"You are already running away with a man, so why should I attend a poetry gathering? Poetry gatherings are not important."
As Di Qianao spoke, he sat on the edge of the bed, then held his forehead with both hands and fell into a suffocating silence.
Suddenly, Luo Changan saw a drop of liquid dripping on the carpet, making the soft carpet wet. She suddenly stopped her hands, and there was a bang in her head. Then she lost control and forgot about her identity, and held it up with trembling hands.
Emperor Qian's proud cheeks.
Then she saw tears rolling down from his cold eyes, and her heart was greatly shocked. She never thought that these cold and unfeeling eyes would become red and shed tears, and it was the first time she experienced,
It turns out that a man's tears are so touching to the heartstrings.
He is the first man who has no blood relationship but sheds tears because of himself.
"Emperor, you...are you crying?" Her heart suddenly felt as if it had been hit, and it was beating wildly and disorderly, as if it was about to rush out of her throat, and she could not calm down for a long time.
"Yes, I cried." Di Qianao stared at her deeply, without any evasion, exposing his tears in her eyes. At the age of twenty-nine, a weak woman was so angry that she shed tears. This was
He had never foreseen this in his life, "Are you satisfied?"
"Why...why are you crying?"
Luo Changan's heart was disturbed by his tears.
Isn't he an emperor? He is aloof, he is inviolable, and he is invincible. She associates him with all the misty and important events related to the country, the country, and the country, but she never thought that he would be fragile and cry. It turns out that he is also alive.
of people.
"Because I feel uncomfortable in my heart!" Di Qianao curled his lips mockingly, "Chang'an, people's hearts are made of flesh. I can't be as heartless as you. I can't be as entangled with me at night as you are.
In the blink of an eye, you will be marrying someone else in two days. I don’t know how you can open your mouth to ask for my permission, but the word “accomplishment” has already chilled my heart.”
Luo Changan's heart suddenly twisted. She lowered her head, enveloped by various emotions, and she felt a strong sense of self-blame. She was not sure, but she felt that she had hurt Di Qianao.
She suppressed the self-blame that upset her. She had no room for regret. She had to walk the path she chose even on her knees.
"Chang'an doesn't understand."
"There are too many things you don't understand."
"Maybe you should tell Chang'an."
"Tell you what?" Di Qianao lowered his eyes, "Dadong Ming Kingdom's legal slaves are not included in the royal family. Do you know what it means for me to overthrow the national law for my own selfish desires. It means being impeached, being jointly sued, and even being forced into the palace.
. Telling you this, apart from making you feel that I only have the country and the country in my heart, will it make you change your mind about getting married? I won’t tell you because no one can give me the answer; I won’t tell you because it will only make you happy if I tell you.
It will make you escape faster."
Di Qianao's eyelashes were a little wet, and a bitter smile briefly disappeared at the corner of his mouth.
Luo Changan's eyes couldn't help but heat up. He felt that he was nothing special, and even just an ignorant wolf. He had always complained about Di Qian'ao for not giving her an identity, and had never tried to understand his situation and
Difficulties.
However, although.
No problem.
Even if I understand his difficulties, I will not change my mind about running away at this time.
"Emperor, please don't be sad. Okay." Luo Changan wiped his eyes with his sleeve, "I understand your difficulties. I don't ask for anything. I now know that I have left a mark in your heart these two years.
There are some traces, at least, you are worrying about national laws for the sake of slaves, which is enough for Luo Changan. In the future, I will often think about the past two years. I will often pray for you."
After saying that, I felt that I was very hypocritical. I have found my next home and I am too lazy to deal with you. This is what it sounded like to him.
"Recall the past with me on the pillow of the Prime Minister, and pray for me in the arms of the Prime Minister. That's enough. I don't want to continue listening. You are simply... chaotic."
Emperor Qian Ao stood up and walked towards the door.
Luo Changan was accused of being a scumbag with a confused outlook on emotions, and her face suddenly heated up, but she had no words to refute her behavior.
"Where are you going?" When Luo Changan saw him leaving, his heart couldn't help but tighten, and his mouth reacted before his brain.
I always feel like when he leaves, I say goodbye forever.
"Didn't you ask me to participate in the poetry meeting?" Di Qianao's calm voice showed no emotion, "I went to Gongsun Ya to participate in the poetry meeting. You started a new chapter, and I also need to take this step. To
You learn.”
As he spoke, he felt his waist tighten and Luo Changan hugged him tightly from behind.
His back stiffened suddenly, what was she... doing.
Luo Changan despised and despised his own instinctive behavior where the body was not controlled by the brain.
I'm thinking in my mind, Luo Changan, respect yourself and get together easily!
My body is thinking: hold him, pester him, even want him!
At this moment, her internal organs were tangled together. She was determined to abandon him for her own big plan, and at the same time, she hugged his waist tightly and entangled him.
He must hate her to death!
Maybe she would be pushed away by him in disgust, but she didn't want to look forward or backward anymore, because her time by his side was running out.
Di Qian'ao coldly took her hand away from his waist, "What do you want to do again? You haven't seen enough of me crying, have you?"
After saying that, he pulled his hand towards the door latch, preparing to open the door and leave.
Luo Changan leaned her body in front of him, and opened her arms to block the door. Driven completely by instinct, she acted like a bad woman with two legs at the moment, "I don't allow you to
Let’s go. At least, don’t leave crying.”
Di Qian lowered his eyes, stared at Luo Changan's stubborn face, and said with almost gritted teeth: "What exactly do you want from me?"