Chapter 183 State affairs are important, but children are equally important
"Sir, do you want me to use my body in exchange for information for you?" When I wanted to please Song Panyan, I knew that I would be risking all the lives of the Bai family. To please me, Luo Guiren, I couldn't just put my head on my shoulders and say a few nice words.
"Chang'an, I love you!" Murong Jue said with a moved face: "You are helping me, can't you bear to see me being trampled under the emperor's feet like this? Don't you want me to be honored as a great treasure and make you the queen?
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"But I don't want to sell my body. I just want to be with one man in my life." Luo Changan said slowly.
"Chang'an, you need to take a longer view. I know you only want to be good with me, not the emperor. But sleeping with the emperor can get the information I need and help me ascend to a high position. Aren't you willing to help me?
"?" Murong Jue comforted softly, "Isn't our future and our love worth your sacrifice of your body?"
Luo Changan thought, is this love? She is no longer a fourteen-year-old or fifteen-year-old girl. She can tell very clearly whether this is use or love. She then nodded and said: "Love! So you love me! I...I
I'm so touched. I'm willing to give everything for our love, I'm willing to sleep with the emperor, and I'm willing to do anything as long as I can help you."
"Good Chang'an, you finally understand what I mean. The days are long and one day I will be by your side every day."
Luo Changan said sincerely: "If you need me to do anything, just tell me and I will do my best to get the information for you."
As he said that, Luo Changan smiled slightly, and this smile was breathtaking, "Sir, for you, I will give up my reputation and my life. Don't let me down. When the incident happens, don't let me be quartered."
"Chang'an, my wealth and body are all with you, and I can give you my life. Don't worry. This matter can only succeed, not fail! Unless you report and expose, unless I report and expose myself, there is no chance that we will find out! But!
, you, I will report you and expose you, me? Of course not!"
"No." That's weird.
Can you give me your life?
This joke is really funny. It will make Luo Changan laugh for a year. He would not be willing to sacrifice his own life for anyone else.
Luo Changan said, covering his eyes with the handkerchief, making a sad look, "How can you give me your life? I am not pregnant with your child. Song Panyan is pregnant with your child, and her belly is
Where is your life?"
Murong Jue said nervously: "The child in Song Panyan's belly is not my child. I don't know who she was pregnant with. But it makes me sick."
"Then I don't know. Whatever you say is what it is. After all, I am a weak woman, and I am so helpless. When you lied to me to go to bed, didn't you say that you had no common language with her? What happened to her stomach?
It’s so big!”
Murong Jue asked anxiously: "What do you have to do to be willing to believe me?"
Luo Changan said coldly: "She is already pregnant, what can I do? I can't turn back time and ask you not to marry her. I can only choose to bear the pain silently."
"Chang'an, since you care so much about the child, I will just ask her to kill the child." Murong Jue said without emotion.
Luo Changan whispered: "Isn't this teaching me to add sin to my sins? What kind of snake and scorpion have I become?"
Luo Changan planted an evil cause in Murong Jue's heart, and at the same time he heard the sound of his own kindness breaking. Luo Changan, you can't go back to the innocent and innocent you you were back then. This road will make you completely different. You are not
You can't bear to hurt an ant when you see it, but you are instigating Murong Jue to destroy an unborn fetus, even if the fetus's parents kill you, your hands are not clean.
"Of course this has nothing to do with you. I don't recognize it as my seed. That bitch went around saying that she was pregnant with my child, and I really hated her to the core!" Murong Jue said with gritted teeth.
Luo Changan couldn't help but sneer in her heart. At this situation, she couldn't help but think of whether Murong Jue and Song Panyan had discussed how to get rid of their Bai family members, and how to get rid of the four of them.
Luo Changan, who is a younger brother who is 20 years old, felt his heart change. His softness was a kindness to his enemies, "Sir, I don't want to get involved in the dispute between you and Song Panyan, but her belly is getting bigger day by day. Sometimes I feel
It's not worth it for me to sell my body for you. I will think, I slept with the emperor for you, but you had a child with someone else. Am I stupid?"
"Chang'an, give me some time and I'll give you a reassurance."
Luo Changan stopped talking and did not continue to talk to Murong Jue. He returned to the palace banquet and saw a three or four-year-old kid sitting on Di Qianao's lap and talking to the emperor.
The palace banquet was over, and basically only the people in the palace were left, and everyone spoke more freely.
"Uncle, can I go to your study to play?"
"Uncle, can you keep holding me? My uncle's arms are so wide. It's so comfortable to hold me. I can box in my uncle's arms."
"Okay, uncle is holding you all the time. Of course you can also go to uncle's study to play. You can even use uncle's brush to doodle." Di Qian'ao's voice came faintly with a smile, and he loved the child very much.
Luo Changan recognized that it was Di Qianao's nephew, the young Marquis Wei Zizhen. Di Qianao looked at the little guy with very gentle eyes, and it could be seen that he liked children very much.
The scar on her lower abdomen ached faintly, echoing from the bottom of her heart to her mind, I can't have a baby, I can't have a baby, I can't...
The Queen Mother held Luo Changan's hand and said, "Chang'an, you have to persuade the emperor to give birth to a dragon heir as soon as possible. Although Zhen is cute, he is the grandson of the Ai family. The Ai family really wants their own grandson. You yourself too
You have to work hard, if you give birth to your first dragon heir, the Ai family will definitely teach the emperor to make you his concubine."
Luo Changan was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "Yes, Changan will definitely advise the emperor. State affairs are very important, but heirs are equally important."
"Since you rescued the emperor, he has paid special attention to you and listened to your words. You should also persuade him to make a decision about marrying a wife. Ya'er is a good girl, don't teach him to become a man again.
Being busy with state affairs, I have neglected Ya'er. Last time he was inexplicably violent and frightened Ya'er to death." The Queen Mother patted Luo Changan's hand as she spoke, "The Ai family will leave this matter to you.
We must advise him to establish a queen as soon as possible."
The feeling in Luo Changan's heart was like stabbing it in and pulling it out with a knife, stabbing it in and pulling it out again, "Okay, Changan will definitely advise the emperor... to establish a queen as soon as possible."
The concubines also said: "Chang'an has many ideas, why not think about how to create opportunities for Miss Ya'er and the emperor, so that the emperor and Miss Ya'er can get closer."
"Well, Chang'an is good at playing music, chess, calligraphy and painting, and he is also very good at cooking. He must know what the emperor likes best."
"Chang'an..."
"Chang'an..."
Luo Changan felt suffocated after hearing these high hopes for her. He originally thought it would be better if he could get some air, but he was suffocated again immediately after he came back.