Di Qianao took out a booklet of various expressions of her that he had drawn from the drawer. During her pregnancy, he had seen things and thought about people when he was alone in the barracks. He flipped through it and started tearing it up from the first page, "Look.
That’s enough. I won’t watch it anymore.”
Every time he tore a page, Luo Changan's heart ached. Until he tore up all her drawings in the book and threw them into the fire of the incense burner. The sudden flames separated the two people.
Looking at each other under the firelight, he only had hatred for her, while her eyes were full of soft light and guilt.
She seemed to have been disappointing him all her life and was so discouraged.
Luo Changjing was quiet and didn't speak. He was angry and needed to vent, and she seemed to be torn into pieces.
Di Qianao took down the portrait of Luo Changan when he was young from the wall and threw it into the fire. There was no hesitation in his movements, as if he was about to stop.
Luo Changan's expression became more and more expressionless. He had never rejected her. Whenever he made a decision, eight horses could not hold him back. The most severe one was when he was annoyed by her at the Lord's Mansion and pretended to divorce her.
That time, and this time, he spontaneously hated her. She must have done inappropriate things at an inappropriate time.
Di Qianao stretched out his hand towards Luo Changan, "Where is the hair knot?"
Luo Changan's eyes immediately turned red, "You want to tie your hair...what are you doing?"
"Burned."
Luo Changan said softly: "I don't know where I put it."
"Hang it on your neck." Di Qianao exposed her, "Hand it over and burn it. I will be at peace with the state affairs and will no longer serve you."
Luo Changan said softly: "Don't let it burn."
"Can you stop it?" Di Qianao put his cold fingers through her collar, took out the sachet containing the hair knot, gently pulled it, took it off her neck, and then threw it away without hesitation.
Into the furnace.
Luo Changan almost suffocated.
Di Qianao took out the gray handkerchief that Luo Changan gave him for the first time from his sleeve, threw it into the stove, and burned it in front of Luo Changan.
Luo Changan said in a louder voice: "I did not betray you. Our happiness should not be based on Xiao Yu's pain."
"Well, I don't want to play with you anymore. How about love? Just base anyone's happiness on my pain. Luo Chang'an, the people are in dire straits! I'm actually dealing with matters in the inner court with you.
!”
"Di Qianao."
"As I said, I love to be clean, so don't cross the line. You... are dirty. Do you feel comfortable being bullied by him?"
"I went to Buge because..."
"Result-oriented. The result is visible, and I am still willing to help you. Maybe I have neglected you. He is a few years younger than me, and he seems... to be more caring."
"That's enough!" Luo Changan just felt like he couldn't hear it anymore.
Di Qianao put his hand on her shoulder and said in a deep voice: "Lie down."
Luo Changan was slightly startled, "What else do you want?"
"Eliminate the word." Di Qianao came close to her ear, and his cold breath fell on her ear, "There are people who care about my name."
"Is it going to come to this?" Luo Changan shook his head, but he asked him to press it gently, lift up his clothes and apply some medicine on the cinnabar words. His name disappeared in a moment, and Luo Changan immediately started sobbing uncontrollably.
.
"I don't want you anymore." Di Qian'ao pinched her chin and watched her red and swollen jaw being hit by the blow from his palm. She couldn't bear it with just a slight blow from his palm. It was really intolerable...
While he was applying ice cubes to her cold compress, he sternly scolded Haiyin for being too slow in taking the ice cubes, and said to Luo Changan: "As of tonight, move back to Changchun Palace."
Haiyin: While feeling distressed, I applied cold compresses while speaking cruel words...the world of ice and fire.
Luo Changan nodded and whispered: "The state affairs are heavy, please pay attention to your health. I know you are under a lot of pressure, and I understand you."
"Thank you." Di Qianao said, feeling cold all over his body, "As a queen, you are incompetent. The Xichong River is littered with corpses and the people suffer, but you taught me to catch her having an affair and raise a child. I will never forgive you!
"
The words "incompetent" completely crushed Luo Changan and denied her. What she had wanted for a long time was his affirmation.
If even he denied her, she would have no motivation to persist.
Luo Changan opened his mouth to speak: "I..."
Just saying one word, a figure flashed at the door. Yang Qingling came into the room, holding a portion of scalding soup and said warmly: "Empress, Qingling spent three hours making the lotus seed and black chicken soup for you. You
My health is not good and I need to take some supplements. Please give it a try."
Hearing this, Luo Changan was not in the mood to drink soup at the moment, but when she saw Yang Qingling holding the soup and handing it over, she gently blocked it with her hand, "I don't have the appetite right now, go down. Next time if you come in without being informed, I'll cut it off."
It hurt your hamstring."
Unexpectedly, Yang Qingling tilted her hand and all the hot soup poured onto her own hand. The little girl burst into tears as it was so hot that she cried with a vivid expression. She said aggrievedly: "The soup made by Qingling must not be to your liking."
, I’m sorry, please don’t be angry, Qingling will make you another soup right away.”
As he spoke, he knelt down and pressed his scalded hands full of blisters to the ground.
Di Qianao: "..." This clumsy...
Luo Changan was furious. She didn't touch the soup cup at all. She seemed to be deliberately making things difficult for the child. Luo Changan became angry and raised his hand to slap Yang Qingling on the cheek. "In the current national crisis, it's up to you to take care of the child."
This crying is bad luck."
Di Qian Ao, who had been silent all this time, grabbed Luo Changan's wrist and said with a warm smile: "You have lost your composure, Queen."
Luo Changan was furious, "Protect her?"
Di Qianao pursed his lips, "I felt the same way when you were protecting your face. Can you feel the humiliation?"
Luo Changan coldly pulled his hand back, and finally slapped Yang Qingling on the face. The little girl was so slapped that she didn't dare to say a word.
Yang Qingling: "..." My face hurts so much, the emperor must feel sorry for me.
Luo Changan said to Di Qianao: "This is how I felt when you came to Xiaoyu. You should also experience it. Am I going too far?"
Di Qianao didn't say anything, but maybe it was different. She felt sorry for Yang Qingling, but I didn't feel anything. When I felt sorry for Xiao Yu, she felt really compassionate. She said unfairly, "Well, it turns out she feels so distressed!"
Luo Changan closed his eyes tightly. It turned out that he felt sorry for Qing Ling, but she felt sympathy and compassion for Xiao Yu, which was different.
Di Qianao said softly: "Please ask the White Eyebrow Miracle Doctor to look at Miss Yang's hands and cheeks carefully!"
Haiyin and Aunt Mei were so frightened by the two that they didn't dare to breathe at the door. When they heard someone calling, they immediately said: "Here."
Aunt Mei thought to herself, I will go back to Fengchu to get a cloak, and my queen will completely cool herself down. Alas, falling out of favor is always a moment of respite. When I treat the empress, I just go to Cangmiao, and when I go to Qingling, I just go to Cangmiao.
Dad, I pressed my head.
Luo Changan did not stay any longer, not wanting to continue to consume him, so he went straight to Changchun Palace without taking anything with him.
Yang Qingling was overjoyed, but she didn't show it on her face. She only said: "The emperor doesn't have to work hard to heal the white eyebrows. This minor injury is fine. And the queen didn't mean it. It was my clumsiness that accidentally spilled the soup."
"Let's figure it out." Di Qian'ao didn't say anything, but looked at her burned hand again. There were a lot of blisters. He frowned slightly, as if he was afraid, and left for the imperial study.
"Fortunately, the burn was not on the hands of the crown prince's mother, otherwise you...I mean the crown prince would definitely be distressed." Hai Yin followed closely, "By the way, do you want to light up the Changming palace lantern in Changchun Palace?"
Di Qianao said angrily: "Let's light up the next life! I should light a lamp for you!"
Haiyin thought to herself, does this mean that even the empress has to make a reservation for the next life? Ahem, just light a lamp for me and I won't have to... You are such a favor with your head in front of you, you can't enjoy it.
Due to the rampant plague, Di Qianao went to the scene to maintain operational stability, mobilized manpower and material resources to accommodate a large number of patients, and worked continuously for a day and night. After returning, he continued to manage the administration in the imperial study room for five hours.
Finally, when I stood up, I felt my eyes darken and I fainted.
"Emperor!" Haiyin quickly supported the person, "Go and ask for the miracle doctor Cangmiao, go quickly!"
The news that the emperor was ill spread immediately.
When Luo Changan arrived, he saw Di Qianao sitting on the couch in the small bedroom of the study with his eyes closed, and there was still a look of exhaustion on his brows. She felt deeply remorseful, she clearly wanted his best, but she seemed to have
He was disappointed. Maybe it was really a mismatch.
"How is he?" Luo Changan said, raising his hand to touch his forehead, only to feel that the touch was hot, "He has a high fever."
Cangmiao nodded, "I have been tired for many days, and I am depressed, so I fell ill. I have to wipe his sweat frequently at night. When the sweat is wet, he will be more likely to catch cold when the wind blows."
"I know." Luo Changan nodded, "Where's the medicine?"
Cangmiao handed the prepared decoction to Luo Changan, "He is unconscious and unconscious. I'm afraid it's difficult to give him medicine."
Luo Changan nodded, took some soup with a small spoon and fed it to Di Qian'ao's mouth, and saw the soup sliding down his neck along the corners of his mouth.
Cangmiao went out with the medicine box and avoided it.
Luo Changan took the medicine in his mouth and slowly fed it to Di Qian'ao, letting him take the medicine. He stayed by his bedside all night, wiping the sweat from his forehead and body until early morning.
, his fever subsided, he gradually gained some color, and he muttered in his sleep: "Luo Changan, you betrayed me when I needed you most..."
Luo Changan lowered his eyes and sighed. This encounter with Xiao Yu really had a huge impact on the emperor. He longed for the days when everyone could easily be friends and talk freely. Nowadays, the mention of the word "xiao" means turning around. It's too
Subtle.
Near dawn, Aunt Mei whispered outside: "Your Majesty has sent someone to deliver a message."
Luo Changan immediately walked out and heard Liu Qin's attendant say to her: "Your Majesty said that the supplies that the Queen Mother asked him to prepare are ready. Please have time to take a look and then arrange the next step."
Luo Changan nodded, "Prepare the carriage. I will go to the Yongding Marquis's residence to interview the Lord."
***
The next morning, Di Qianao slowly opened his eyes, which were so cold that they were stung by the sunlight. He thought about state affairs and was about to sit up. When he saw someone beside the bed in his peripheral vision, he couldn't help but feel nervous.
As far as he could see, sitting next to the bed was Yang Qingling, whose eyes were filled with concern. His heart felt... less tight again.
Di Qianao looked around the room, and then, disappointment crept into his eyes. Last night, a pair of warm hands kept wiping his forehead and body. Although he was asleep, he vaguely knew that someone was taking good care of him.
He looked at Yang Qingling again, "Did you take care of me last night?"
Yang Qingling nodded, "Well, yesterday the emperor collapsed due to state affairs, and everyone was worried. The queen mother was not in good health, and the queen was not in a good mood... After returning to her parents' home, Qing Ling happened to be in the palace, and she was supposed to be the queen mother and queen.