Luo Changan lowered his head, "Family and friendship are very good, aren't they? They can last a lifetime."
"Second room." Di Qianao nodded, "Take care of it. I will be your neighbor."
Immediately, Luo Changan ordered people to clean up the room next door, and then Luo Changan opened the door with lowered cheeks and stood there with his head bowed. Those burned feelings were an insurmountable knot in her heart. She didn't know what
Such an opportunity can open the knot in the heart, which may never be opened again.
Di Qian'ao didn't say anything more and went to the next room.
Haiyin: ...No, every day I’m either talking about collapse or on the way to talk about collapse.
Aunt Mei: ...Our empress is really good at falling out of favor!
After Luo Changan waited for the children to rest, she also rested. She slept very uneasily until the middle of the night. In her dream, she saw Murong Jue holding a sharp blade and trampling the emperor's head under his feet. He spread his arms and raised his long sword towards him.
The emperor's neck was cut off, and she screamed, then sat up shivering and huddled in the corner of the bed.
When the shadow guards heard the noise, they broke in through the door and protected Luo Changan's safety.
"Mother, are you okay?" Nighthawk asked first from behind the screen.
Luo Changan said: "It's nothing, let's go down. I'm fine."
Di Qianao also heard the noise. When he rushed to the master bedroom, the shadow guard had already arrived before him. When his wife needed comfort most, he was not the first one to appear. He was annoyed and waved the shadow guard to retreat.
Got out.
Nighthawk:...Should we protect the empress? The emperor's expression is so terrifying!
Luo Changan lay down again, facing the wall, his small body huddled in a corner of the large bed.
Di Qianao lit a dim candle in the room, then walked to the bed, lifted the quilt, and lay down on the bed.
Luo Changan felt the bed behind him sink, and couldn't help but stiffen.
He stayed far away from her at first, then slowly got closer. He didn't listen to her rejection and got some encouragement.
Di Qianao put his hands around her waist.
Luo Changan's body was trembling because of the nightmare. When he felt his touch, he subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but he needed comfort after all, and comfort from his husband was the most convenient and effective.
Seeing that she still didn't refuse, Di Qian'ao grabbed her and trapped her whole body in his arms, "Poor little girl, I want to force you to love me, but I can't bear the way you are trembling with fear."
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Luo Changan's body stiffened, he could only feel his ears burning, and his heart palpitations from nightmares were half frightened away by his words.
Di Qianao put his hand into her clothes and rubbed her tender skin. Luo Changan Tubang just wanted to seek a moment of warmth from his arms, but did not want to get close to each other, so he pushed his hand out. She just wanted to
Feeling that his palms were cold, he stuffed an object into her palms amid the entanglement.
The two of them immediately stopped moving. Their eyes met in the candlelight, and they were surprised to see tears in each other's eyes.
"I was wrong about burning the tokens, dear. At least let me make amends. I can't bear the way you ignore me." Di Qian'ao said softly, "Did you know that I alone can't wear the clothes you made?
, how do you feel! I... feel so wronged."
Luo Changan held the thing in her hand in front of her eyes, and by the candlelight, she saw that it was the same sachet as the one used for the burned hair knot. She took out the contents, and inside it was the same sachet that he had braided for the first time.
The same hair knot.
Luo Changan seemed to have stopped, silently turning his back to him, tears falling softly.
In the quiet room, there was the sound of her low sobs.
Di Qianao only knew that he was so distressed that he was about to die. He gently patted Luo Changan and said over and over again: "My husband is wrong. I know that if I make up a hundred more, it will not be the original one. I...
I'm at the end of my rope. Chang'an, I no longer have any means or chips to please you. You don't want this person anymore. Do you know how it hurts people's hearts if you and I only have family ties?"
Luo Changan never spoke. He just stuffed the hair knot back into the sachet and held it tightly in his hand. There were so many mixed feelings in his heart that it was difficult to distinguish between them. He could only taste the heaviest one of grievance.
Di Qianao turned her around so that she faced him, "Wu Shuye has escaped. He has troops and horses in his hands, and he will definitely cause trouble. When I defeat him, the only remaining giant of the old dynasty, we will move the capital to the south where the seasons are like that."
Land of Spring, leave this northern land that holds too many past events. How about starting over? You said the sea in the south is more beautiful, let's go and see the scenery together."
Luo Changan whispered: "I don't know. I'm afraid of what you said about starting over. Emperor, I've said many times that I can't bear any more troubles. I think it's fine now. Don't talk about love.
It's also okay."
Di Qianao gently wiped her tears, "Okay, I won't put pressure on you anymore, you don't need to make a promise to me. Let's give it time, okay?"
Luo Changan nodded.
The two fell silent.
However, Di Qianao suddenly cleared his throat and said: "I... suddenly want to sing you the national anthem of Dongming Kingdom, "Full of Loyalty"."
Luo Changan's eyes were dim with tears, and she was struggling with the lost hair knot. She didn't know how to deal with it. Suddenly she heard that he wanted to sing the national anthem. She was a little startled. She couldn't help sniffing and said with tears in her eyes: "Now?"
Di Qianao felt quite shy, but... still wanted to give it a try, just in case his wife was happy, "Yes, now."
Luo Changan wiped away his tears, leaned on his arm, faced him, nodded and said, "Okay, then you can sing."
Emperor Qianao then cleared his throat and hummed the words sonorously: "Ah, full of loyal souls, beautiful rivers and mountains, breaking through the bloody road, waving hands to fight, and dedicating to the revitalization of the country..."
Luo Changan saw that he was singing very seriously and nervously, and his voice was trembling, so he couldn't help but laugh, "Haha..."
When Di Qianao saw her smiling face, his handsome face turned red, and he just said: "Look, I haven't sung to you for many years, and even once I sang, I was laughed at. Is my voice... nice?"
"It sounds good." Luo Changan said with a smile: "But hearing you sing the national anthem in the middle of the night, and just after a palace change, it feels weird, as if I have been stimulated by something to arouse patriotic feelings. Okay, you can continue singing.
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Di Qianao came over to her, his eyes locked on her smile deeply, but he stopped singing and asked gently, "Tell me what nightmare you just had."
Luo Chang'an knew his nature and refused to reveal that he dreamed of Murong Jue. He only shook his head.
Di Qianao said again: "Tell me, it doesn't matter what it is. I know what your nightmare is. The man's name will no longer let me hurt you. We can talk freely between us."
Luo Changan couldn't help but sweat on his palms. He didn't know whether to believe him or not, but he still didn't want to say it.
Di Qianao said softly: "When the rebellion caused by my foreign relatives is settled and I am free, I will accompany you to ask Mr. Xiao to come out of the water prison. We will not force him anymore. Let him go and we will be fulfilled."
The knot in Luo Changan's heart that was originally tightly knotted seemed to be loosening at this moment. Is the emperor... changing for her? She bit her lip and still didn't speak.
Di Qianao coaxed again softly, "Did you dream about Murong Jue?"
Seeing that he had seen through his thoughts, Luo Changan nodded and asked in horror, "Did the dog thief see the corpse two years ago?"
Di Qianao felt the fear in Luo Changan's heart, and understood that she remembered the terrible past of exterminating her family, so he gently stroked her back and comforted her, "See, I have personally experienced it. Things I have handled will never happen."
Don’t be afraid if you lose something.”
Luo Changan nodded. Hearing this, he felt relieved. The words on the hairpin: "Hell awaits you." I'm afraid someone deliberately threatened her to make things difficult. Her nightmare about the emperor's death must be caused by her own heart disease.
She also cherished that she could openly talk to him about the names of these two men who had past experiences in her life. Instead of being angry, he comforted her gently. The palpitations in her heart slowly began to subside.
Di Qianao slowly moved towards her cheek, touched her forehead like a dragonfly touching water, and then left cautiously. Luo Changan did not show any struggle or avoidance, so he kissed along the brow bone to her cheek,
Finally, when he came to Luo Changan's lips, his eyes met Luo Changan's, and his soft voice was somewhat pleading: "Xiaozui, can you kiss me? Will you resist if I kiss you?"