Luo Changan stayed up all night again last night. Before, she only felt that the emperor's feelings for her were so strong that she couldn't understand them.
For more than twenty days, she had been sitting there unable to fall asleep. All she could think of was the Emperor, and she felt that she couldn't even think of him.
Since the candles burned out last night, she has not lit a new candle. The room gradually became light from darkness, and dawn appeared.
She closed the heavy curtains in the room, she didn't want it to dawn.
At dawn, her brother will come to take her home.
However, I was just deceiving myself. In fact, it was already dawn.
Luo Changan leaned against the curtain for a long time, and finally sighed, let's go.
She took out the spare door key of the East Palace from her sleeve. It was not often used. There were gatekeepers on both sides of the palace, so there was a spare one. She put the key on the table, and then picked up 'Funyue'.
I turned around and looked around the room, which looked like evening because the curtains were closed. In this room, I was a couple with the emperor for the last half month, full of memories.
Her eyes were also moist.
She touched the full moon's fur and walked towards the door.
Liu Qin should be almost at Xuanwumen.
Perhaps because he didn't get enough rest, Luo Changan felt uncomfortable, a little nauseous, and his throat was tight. He drank a few sips of scented tea and felt a little refreshed.
She came to the bedroom door, put her hand on the door handle and pulled it gently. She heard a muffled sound and the door opened. The dazzling morning sun made her narrow her eyes slightly.
I thought I would see the garden with a wide view in the courtyard, but when I opened the door, I saw the picturesque...Emperor!
"Emperor!" Before Luo Changan realized it, she had already called him happily. After more than a month of conditioning, her voice had regained some warmth and sweetness. The corners of his mouth curved towards her, and she said again: "Come here.
Yes, Emperor."
The emperor put his hand on her door frame. She didn't know how long he had been here, but it started to rain a little early in the morning. Osmanthus petals fell all over the yard. His clothes were a little wet. Maybe he came in a hurry and the heels of his shoes were brought to the ground.
The rainwater on the hem of his clothes had accumulated on the ground in a small pool. It seemed that he had been standing outside the door for a while.
"Yes, here we come." Di Qianao cast his deep eyes on her cheek.
Luo Changan waited for more than twenty days, and finally waited for him before leaving the palace. Her heart was beating wildly, and she had never been so happy. She was concerned: "Have you finished the river management? I heard about the flood.
It started to disperse. It rained again in the past two days, but it was just light rain. You don't have to worry too much, there won't be another major flood."
"I'm done. It's over." Di Qian'ao just stared at her deeply and said solemnly: "I have been here for two quarters of an hour, but it's difficult to knock on the door. I raised my hand several times, but dropped it again."
Luo Changan nodded, "It was difficult for me to go out. I hesitated for a long time before going out. If I had known you were outside, I would have opened the door earlier."
Di Qianao tried to explain, but he didn't know whether it was true or not. "I returned to the palace two or three days ago. Something happened around me, so I couldn't come over. I didn't... deliberately delay my coming."
Luo Changan nodded, "I understand."
"You didn't sleep well last night, Luo Changan."
"I didn't sleep last night." Luo Changan told the truth, "You didn't sleep well either? There are bloodshot eyes under your eyes."
"I haven't slept all night either."
Di Qianao was quite haggard. He forced the dragon boots into the house and looked around. Finally, he saw the key to the east palace door on the table. He took the key and put it down again, "No.
Did you say that I would give it to you when I come back? You just handed over the key and plan to leave? "
Luo Changan lowered his jaw and whispered: "After waiting for more than 20 days, my brother taught me several times. In the end, we divorced and it was no longer a big deal to live together. My brother said that I didn't love myself and had no spine.
, saying that my parents would be so angry with me, it’s really unpleasant to hear. You’ve been back for two or three days and you haven’t come over yet. I thought you were busy and forgot about my business.”
Luo Changan spoke softer and quieter.
"Can you forget what happened to you?" Di Qianao took two steps and came to her. He raised his hand and grasped the male lion dog puppy in her arms, put it on the ground, and then looked down at her cheek.
He put on the phoenix ornament and said softly: "I heard that you promised that the Lord would leave today, so he came immediately. You see, I am well informed."
"Yeah." Luo Changan avoided it subconsciously. Every time he looked at her phoenix decoration, she was timid. She didn't want him to see the scars on her face.
"In the past month and a half, I heard that you and Yeying, Cangmiao, Qiuyan and other familiar people have said goodbye one by one." Di Qianao asked, but his eyes became more and more eager to stare at the phoenix on her cheek.
.
"Yes."
"It's my turn. What kind of farewell will it be like for me? I have a better relationship with you than they do, so my farewell should be more sincere!"
Di Qianao suddenly put his hand into the hair on the side of her damaged face, exposing her entire phoenix to his sight, and his eyes lingered on her phoenix.
The word sincerity made Luo Changan feel nervous.
Luo Changan felt his intense gaze on her disfigured face and subconsciously turned his face away.
Di Qianao's hand stopped her, preventing her from turning her cheek away and she could only face him head-on.
She vaguely realized what he meant by saying goodbye and sincerity, but she was... not ready.
"I have been clarifying and confessing myself to you recently. There is one more thing I need to clarify. I can show you anything." Di Qian'ao said slowly, "I hope you can also be honest."
Luo Changan's cheeks were restrained by his hands and he couldn't turn his cheeks away, so he lowered his jaw.
Di Qianao lifted her chin, making her look at him.
Luo Changan's heartbeat accelerated, "Emperor... don't be like this, it's so embarrassing."
"I...that's what it is. Listen, I'm going to start by trying to attract others and remove my own obstruction." Di Qianao said, raising his trembling wrist made of white silk to her eyes, "The white silk on my wrist is
, you have seen it quietly many times. I know you are dissatisfied with me covering up your name."
Luo Changan whispered: "I heard some rumors that you can suppress ghosts. At first, I believed it three points, but now I don't believe it one point. But I was also disappointed because you were always wrapped in white silk, and I was afraid that people would see me.
A name?"
"It's not to suppress ghosts, it's to attract souls. I'm not afraid of people seeing it, but I'm afraid that people can't see it. I wish I could roll up my sleeves in winter." Di Qian'ao took off the white silk and put it on the table. There was a red one inside the white silk.
The word 'Yin' is clearly visible, and Luo Changan's name is revealed on his wrist, "Even if you are a ghost, I still want you to come and trouble me."
Luo Changan's mouth suddenly hit him, her eyes stared deeply into his eyes. Her breathing was a little tight, and his breath was filled with his ambergris. All misunderstandings about him were slowly solved, and her reluctance became stronger.
.
"I haven't picked up the white silk all this time, just because I'm waiting to exchange it with you now."
"Exchange?" Luo Changan was embarrassed.
"Yes, I have removed the covering of the cinnabar characters on my wrist, and you must also remove the covering on your cheek. This is called... fair!"
"Emperor!...No."
Di Qianao slowly raised his hand and pinched the phoenix on her cheek to cover the scar with his slender fingers. His heart beat fast and his voice became unusually nervous, "On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Admiral Shuiluo interrupted.
Yes, I said 'I want to see it', but I haven't finished what I said. Now let me continue, show me this scar, I want to see it."
As he spoke, he rubbed the edge of the phoenix ornament with the pad of his thumb, as if he would take it off at any time.
Luo Changan raised her hand to press his wrist very nervously. She shivered all over and said urgently: "Don't touch this phoenix ornament."
"I'm just here to touch it." Her hand on the back of Di Qian'ao's hand was shaking violently, which showed that she was very nervous. He did not insist on attacking, but said softly: "Good boy, show me what's going on between us.
There is no need to hide anything, you can accept the scars on my back, and I can also accept your damaged face."
"Emperor," Luo Changan swallowed nervously, and then pressed a little harder on the back of his hand, "It's really not possible. I hope you still look good in your heart. I don't want you to be embarrassed by my face at night.
The scar on my face caused me to have nightmares. You said in Jiuxi Palace that my face was... ugly."
Di Qian'ao was stabbed in the center, and he felt distressed and regretted: "I said angry words at that time. I couldn't control my feelings for 'Miss Shen', and I was unwilling to admit it. I said such stupid things, and my heart was filled with regret. Chang'an, no matter what today,
No matter what, I want to see your face as a farewell to me."
Luo Changan's eyes were so anxious that her eyes were red. She had very little strength and could not avoid her head from his fingers.
Di Qianao held her wrist that was pressed against his back with his backhand. She struggled to press it on the phoenix that covered her scar, but he grabbed her wrist and put it behind her, and used his other hand to hold her on both sides.
All his wrists were clamped.
Luo Changan felt as if he was facing a formidable enemy and began to resist fiercely.
"Don't be afraid...it doesn't matter, I really want to see it." Di Qianao pushed her body against the painting wall, slowly pinched the edge of her phoenix ornament with his fingers, and slowly took it off.
, the scar fell into his eyes, and his heart was deeply shocked! It was his failure to fulfill his responsibility as a husband that caused her appearance to be damaged.
"Ah..." Luo Changan felt that her skin that had been covered by the phoenix suddenly felt a little cold when it encountered the autumn air. She saw her ugly scars in the bronze mirror, as well as his touch on her cheeks.
With his eyes open, he could see from the bronze mirror that he was looking at her scars very seriously.
"Let me go!" Luo Changan realized that Di Qian'ao had completely seen her scars, the brown fleshy scars with black ferocious lines. She suddenly couldn't calm down and struggled like crazy, tears bursting out of her eyes.
, "Let me go! Don't look at it anymore! I don't allow you to look at it anymore!"
Di Qian'ao felt Luo Changan lose control, and he did see the scars on her cheeks clearly. He held her wrists tightly and pressed them against the wall, "Don't let go! I haven't seen enough, I want more."
look."
Luo Changan's back suddenly pressed against the painting wall, and her back ached due to the heavy force. She closed her eyes tightly, as if she were walking naked on the street, feeling ashamed.
Di Qianao saw her closing her eyes tightly and not looking at him, with crystal tears rolling down her face. He softly comforted her: "Open your eyes. Don't reject me, don't be... afraid of me."
Luo Changan shook his head and refused to face him. He still closed his eyes tightly as if to escape, not daring to bear his gaze on her scar, "No."
"Chang'an..." Di Qianao sighed, slowly lowered his head, and pressed his thin lips gently on the scar on her face. There was no lust or blasphemy, only pity and heartache. He kissed her scar carefully,
He even licked the scar carefully with the tip of his tongue.
There was a warm feeling on Luo Changan's cheeks. This warm feeling spread from the scars on his face through his shoulders and neck to his heart.
There was a bang in her mind, as if she couldn't think anymore. The Emperor was kissing my scar. It was so ugly that even she hated it. She couldn't face it since she was disfigured, but now it doesn't seem to be a big deal.
Because the emperor kissed it, it is not shameful, and there is no need to feel inferior because of it, nor does it need to run away because of other people's strange eyes. The emperor does not dislike it...
"Chang'an, open your eyes and look at me. You will not see contempt, contempt or disgust in my eyes. Trust me, okay."
Finally, Luo Changan opened his tearful eyes and met Di Qianao's eyes full of love. There was no trace of disgust or fear in his eyes, and her heart seemed to melt.
"Emperor..." She lowered her guard, and her tense body relaxed.
"Stop crying, dear. This scar will get better. As long as I'm here, it will get better." Di Qian'ao said, lowering his head and kissing away the tears from her eyes.
Outside, Xiao Tao's voice sounded: "The Lord is here. The Lord will sit on the porch for a while and have a cup of tea."
Luo Changan stiffened.
Di Qianao moved his thin lips away from the end of her eyes and did not delay her further to avoid Liu Qin embarrassing her. After all, Yi Zhi and Li Shu were like a dividing line. He didn't care. As a woman, her reputation was important, so he said: "
It’s getting late, let’s go to Xuanwumen.”
With that said, Di Qianao pulled Luo Changan's wrist away from her, and then he turned around and went to the house to find a male lion puppy to capture for her.
Luo Changan felt empty in her heart the moment he left her. Without thinking carefully, she took two steps and hugged his waist from behind. Her slender arms were wrapped around him, and her hands were clasped in front of his belly.
Buckle and hug her tightly.
Di Qianao stiffened suddenly, lowered his head and looked at her arms around his waist. He broke her hands away, then slowly turned around, looking at her in confusion, and saw her stubbornly frowning delicately.
His eyebrows said, "I was hugged so hard that I couldn't recognize anything. What's going on?"
Luo Changan's eyebrows moved, and he locked eyes with him deeply. Without saying a word, he stretched out his arms and hugged his waist tightly again, leaning his cheek against his chest, with a lot of dependence and reluctance, and even more
It's a bit clingy and shameless.
"Hug me again...I can't tell the difference between north and south." Di Qian'ao lowered his head, stared at her cheek, full of surprise and flattered, and asked her with a smile: "Why are your eyes red?"
Yes. Let’s talk instead.”
"You don't want me anymore." Luo Changan said aggrievedly.
"This... is truly unjust." Di Qianao's heart tightened, his ears softened, and the smile on his lips became a little thicker.
"I have not wronged you." Luo Changan felt even more aggrieved, "You just... don't want me anymore."
"Okay, my mother is right, but I am wrong." Di Qianao asked warmly: "However, if I stay, can I be happy? The harem, the Queen Mother..."
"I won't stay. I won't be happy if I stay." Luo Changan's voice was a bit stiffer and his mouth was stiff.
"Then go to Xuanwumen and return to Yongdinghou Mansion. Maybe you will be happier." Di Qianao followed her.
"I'm not happy when I leave the palace and return to the Yongding Marquis Mansion." Luo Changan raised his hand to wipe his eyes and stared at him stubbornly, "I'm not happy at all."
Di Qian'ao was a little confused. He tried his best but was unable to do anything. The little thing was still unhappy. "This is confusing to me, and I can't coax it anymore. Whatever you want, I'll give it to you, as long as you are happy."
I brought all the boards from the old days, can I use them?"
Luo Changan pursed his lips and suddenly burst into tears in his arms, "I want you to return my Changming palace lantern to me. I want you to return my Changchun palace to me. I want my palace lantern."
..I want my Changchun Palace...You gave away my things, you give them back to me...Give me back..."
"So that's what I meant. Give me some time, and one day I will pay you back in person!" Di Qianao felt extremely distressed and stroked her hair with his hand, "I feel so sorry for you. I know you will always remember it."
Luo Changan sobbed, and his clothes were soaked with tears, "I want you to pretend to be Zhang Sheng for me, you... pretend to be Zhang Sheng for me..."
Di Qianao comforted him, "Okay. I will pretend to be Zhang Sheng for you. Choose a day!"
Luo Changan said unreasonably: "I want you to call me...baby!"
"Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby..." Di Qianao shouted seriously over and over again.
Luo Changan hit him on the chest and said angrily: "You have been painting other people's eyebrows for half a year...I am so uncomfortable that I am about to die!"
Di Qianao said nothing, but hugged her tightly, enduring the backlash of cause and effect.
"You have done these things with others. I am not your only treasure anymore..." Luo Changan brought his little temper to the extreme.
"It's worn me to death, and my temper has been completely wiped out," Di Qian was proud of himself. He thought he could make women happy, but now his skills are poor.
Liu Qin was asking Xiao Tao outside, "Has the mistress got up? Please let me know that I'm here to greet her."
Di Qianao patted Luo Changan's shoulder again, "Let's go, don't keep the Lord waiting."
Luo Changan always held his waist tightly and wouldn't let go.
Di Qianao asked: "But... what do you want?"
Luo Changan raised his eyes to meet his. Finally, he surrendered and said quietly but firmly: "I want the emperor."
"...Didn't I hear you clearly?" Di Qianao was suddenly confused, his heart was in his throat, and his voice was trembling, "What do you want? You want...me?"
"I want the emperor!" Luo Changan said again with red cheeks.
Di Qianao suddenly calmed down, and the hand on her shoulder became a little tighter. Isn't he available to her at any time? He maintained his last sense, "It's inconvenient for your brother to be outside, so be obedient and leave."
"It doesn't matter who is out there. I have been waiting for more than twenty days. In the eyes of others, I already have no self-love, no spine, and no clarity. But I don't care, I miss you, and all I can think about is you," Luo Changan said willfully
Said: "If you ignore me, I will..." tonight
Di Qianao's eyebrows twitched, "What about that?"
"No dinner."
"I'm so good at controlling me. I can't do it without dinner. I'm really scared." Di Qian'ao was in a good mood, and even his smile relaxed a lot. After we left, the little thing became clingy. Surprisingly, "I really want me."
?”
Luo Changan nodded, "I want the emperor..."
"Go to Xuanwumen, get on the Feng bed! Let your brother wait outside!" Di Qianao suddenly held her hips and picked her up, placing her legs on his waist, forcing her whole body
On the painting wall, his lips slowly approached her red lips, and before kissing her, he said, "If you cross the line, you are really not clear with me. Do you understand?"
Luo Changan said helplessly: "Emperor, what should we do, what should we do? You know everything, please tell me how we can arrange it in the future. Chang'an has lost you, Chang'an...is lost."
An auspicious voice sounded urgently outside the door, "Eunuch Hai, are the Queen and the Emperor here? The Imperial Concubine is pregnant! The imperial doctor said she is one month pregnant!"