"I met someone today who looks very similar to you, but I know that it can't be you. It's just my illusion and fantasy. Maybe it's because I want to see you so much, but I still firmly believe that you are still alive.
I will always wait for you."
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"It has been four months and there is still no news from you. I don't know if you are still alive. I prefer to believe that you are hiding in a corner of the world and starting a new life. Perhaps, no news is the best thing.
Good news."
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"You are hiding much better this time than before. I can't find you, and I can't look at you silently anymore. But as long as you are still alive, it's fine, even if I don't know, even if I can't see you again in this life.
See."
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From the lines of this diary, Chen Mo can clearly feel the different emotions of An Ran.
Recalling the warmth and sweetness of the past high school days, silently paying attention to my own peace of mind and satisfaction, the shock and grief when I learned that the plane crashed, the expectation and determination to believe that I was still alive after calming down, and the surprise and loss when I saw myself later, I have been
In the end, as time went by, it gradually began to turn into despair and sadness.
After reading An Ran's diaries, Chen Mo felt his heart heavy, as if he was filled with something. The last video that Jarvis called up made Chen Mo feel a pain in his heart.
This is a picture taken by the on-board camera inside the "Knight" off-road vehicle.
Through the car window, which was wet and blurred by raindrops, you could see a hazy world outside the car shrouded in rain. From time to time, fallen leaves were falling in the rain, making it look desolate and desolate.
Sitting quietly in the car, the optimism and strength on his face in the past were all gone, replaced by hesitation, helplessness, and confusion.
Chen Mo could feel the deep sadness, loneliness, and desolation in her heart at this time.
This scene was recorded during the first autumn rain before Chen Mo traveled to the world of "Wolverine" last time.
An Ran in the picture is extremely sad because she accepted Chen Mo's "death".
At this moment, she only felt that she was alone in this strange world. The figure that originally held up the entire sky in her heart and made her fearless might really become a memory and no longer exist.
Can’t even see it!
Recalling every detail of the past, two lines of tears couldn't help but fall from my cheeks, with a hint of coolness, and shattered on the back of my hands.
Looking down at the wet tears on the back of his hands, An Ran, who had not cried for many years, couldn't help but feel sad. He lowered his head and leaned on the steering wheel, his slender shoulders under the white shirt trembling, and he cried silently.
Looking at An Ran's helpless and weak figure in the picture who had lost his support and sustenance, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel deeply guilty and heartbroken. He knew that it was all because of himself.
Thinking of the excited and gentle look in her eyes when she recognized him when they first met that day, and the loss and sadness she felt after learning that she had "mistakenly recognized the person", Chen Mo couldn't help but regret that he had lied to An Ran. He didn't expect that his
A lie, or one's own "death", would bring such a huge blow to Enron.
Through An Ran's diary, Chen Mo knew that after he rescued her from the gangsters, he became a chivalrous knight in her heart and the spiritual support for her to study alone in this foreign country. However, his lies and long-term
There was no news, and her original belief that she was still alive finally collapsed. Chen Mo could understand her pain and helplessness at that time.
Thinking back on everything An Ran has done for him over the years, she has been paying attention to him quietly, silently helping him guard his secrets, but never expressed it, just hiding in the corner and watching him quietly.
, caring about him and relying on him, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in his heart. It was hard to say that he liked him, but it was more than just a simple touch.
Maybe she should know that she is still alive, even if she does not reveal her current identity, at least let her know that she is not dead, but is really living well in a corner of this world as she expected!
As for whether it would be dangerous if others knew that he was still alive, Chen Mo was not worried about the leakage of information on the Internet, not to mention Jarvis's presence. He also believed that Enron would not reveal this secret to the outside world easily.
An Ran has been helping him keep the secret of being a "martial arts master" for so many years. She even thought he was dead and did not reveal it when she confided in Su Wan. This shows that she is trustworthy.
Moreover, it doesn’t matter even if the outside world really knows about it!
At most, they can only know that he may still be alive. As for where he is and what his new identity is, there is no way of knowing. It will not have any impact on Chen Mo. Now Chen Mo has enough confidence to face any challenge and will never face it again.
I will be as cautious and cautious as I was when I first came to the United States.
Thinking of this, Chen Mo directly turned on the computer and logged into Weibo, which he had not logged in for a long time. Of course, Jarvis monitored the entire process to prevent any traces of the login from being discovered.
Clicking on the message, Chen Mo found the top message from more than four months ago.
"Are you still alive?"
Chen Mo clicked reply and typed four words on the keyboard.
"I'm alive."
Then, Chen Mo glanced at the gentle and quiet girl on the profile picture, and sighed softly, with complicated eyes.
After Chen Mo finished doing this, he closed the computer. Jarvis quickly erased all traces. Except for a new message received on Enron's phone, everything was still the same as before.
On the other side, An Ran was still driving back to school. After mentioning Chen Mo to Su Wan just now, although she tried hard to adjust her emotions, her mood was still a little low. At this moment, her cell phone suddenly rang.
Alert sound for new messages.
"Ding dong!"
Normally, An Ran might have waited until the car was parked before checking, but at this moment she was feeling a little depressed, so she wanted to divert her attention and immediately took out her cell phone from her pocket while driving.
When her eyes fell on the phone screen and she saw the prompt content clearly, her eyes widened suddenly and she involuntarily stepped on the brakes.
The powerful braking performance caused the galloping "Knight" to stop quickly. The huge inertia caused An Ran's body to rush forward. Fortunately, the seat belt held her and she did not hit the steering wheel. However, the car in her hand
The phone fell out of my hand under the huge impact and fell to the ground.
An Ran's expression couldn't help but change, and without caring about anything else, she hurriedly took off her seat belt and hurriedly leaned down to pick up her cell phone.