What's going on? Didn't Zheng Jie no longer care about what happened in the past? Didn't she forget about it? Didn't she also say at the party before that all the previous love and hatred had disappeared?
Why are you bringing this up again now?
"Then you lied to me just now. Do you still remember what happened before?" Lu Yuan couldn't help but ask.
"Nonsense!" Zheng Jie stared at Lu Yuan coldly, "Of course I remember what happened before. Not only do I remember it, I have never forgotten it. I keep it deep in my heart and will take it out every once in a while.
Reminiscing once, uncovering the scars deep in my heart, and reminding me to never forget what you have done to me, never forget how much humiliation you have made me endure, and always remember that in the world
The man I hate most is called Lu Yuan."
Lu Yuan was stunned.
He saw the expression on Zheng Jie's face when she said these words.
That's really a gnashing of teeth.
A look full of hatred.
If there were a third person standing here at this time and seeing Zheng Jie like this, he would not necessarily think that Lu Yuan had done anything sorry for Zheng Jie.
However, Lu Yuan knew very well in his heart that although he could indeed be said to be sorry for Zheng Jie, he was definitely not to the point where people and gods were angry.
In fact, I am not sorry for her.
Although Lu Yuan has not forgotten that incident, whenever he thinks about it, he feels that he went a little too far. But from a certain point of view, what he did was reasonable and reasonable. I didn't expect that three or four years have passed since then.
, Zheng Jie already has a husband, but she is still brooding about that incident.
Even because he hated himself, he took such a big detour to get revenge on himself.
How much do you have to hate yourself before you go out of your way to get revenge on yourself?
Lu Yuan couldn't understand that Zheng Jie could hate him so much.
"Zheng Jie, are you talking about the high school New Year's Day performance?" Lu Yuan said hesitantly.
"nonsense!"
Maybe Zheng Jie became even more excited when she heard Lu Yuan mention the New Year's Day performance. Maybe it was Lu Yuan's words that further stimulated her to remember what happened back then, further hurting her heart.
"Haha, you still remember this matter. It seems that you have more conscience than I thought. I thought I was the only one who remembered this matter, and you had forgotten it a long time ago." Zheng Jie said with a sneer, her eyes changing.
She turned red and looked extremely excited.
After Lu Yuan heard this, he became even more confused.
If it was really about the high school New Year's Day performance, then it wouldn't be like this.
"Of course I haven't forgotten it, but if it's really because of that incident, you don't have to be like this." Lu Yuan said.
"You don't have to be like this?" Zheng Jie said with a sneer, "Do you know how long I prepared to confess my love to you? I started preparing a month before the New Year's Day performance. Every time I go home, I look in the mirror.
Come practice those tables
Bai's words, every action, every word, I have planned for a long time and prepared carefully. Do you know how much courage it took for me to stand on the stage and confess to you? That was in front of the whole school teachers and students.
Ah! So many pairs of eyes
Look at me, so many people are looking at me, and it’s still on the performance stage. When no one expected it, I confessed to you. It was originally something that would surprise everyone. At that time
Everyone's attention is focused on me! Moreover, I am still a girl, and a girl confesses her love to a boy! Do you know how much effort she needs to convince herself to have the courage for this? As a result, you are...
He rejected me in front of everyone!"
"You refused so cruelly and decisively. There was almost no room for negotiation and you just left the stage, leaving me standing alone on the stage."
Zheng Jie continued, "There was sparse laughter in the audience, and then huge laughter broke out. It seemed that everyone was laughing at me and watching my jokes. Vaguely, I also heard someone scolding me.
I'm a bitch, call me a disgrace, call me shameless, I deserve it."
"A girl took such a big risk, accumulated so much courage, and fantasized about the beauty after confessing her love. However, at that moment, all her fantasies came to nothing. Not only that, she also had to endure
Do you know how painful it is when others don’t understand criticism?!”
"And the root of all this pain comes from you! Lu Yuan!" Zheng Jie became more and more excited as she spoke, "It's all because of your refusal! You don't know that just because of your refusal, you brought so much trouble to that girl back then.
What a hurt! Just because of this, I will hate you forever!"
When Lu Yuan heard this, he was completely stunned.
He didn't expect that Zheng Jie would have such a painful understanding of that incident.
Yes, when Lu Yuan was in high school, the school held a New Year's Day performance, and the class performed as a unit.
The program of Lu Yuan's class was a group dance performance for boys and girls, and it also appeared as the finale.
That is to say, after the performance, everyone should bow down.
However, at this moment, Zheng Jie suddenly walked out and came to Lu Yuan. Holding a bouquet of white orchids that symbolized her heart, she confessed to Lu Yuan.
Lu Yuan has forgotten what Zheng Jie said at that time. Anyway, the general meaning is that Zheng Jie likes him very much and wants to be his girlfriend.
Lu Yuan was stunned at that time.
He never thought that Zheng Jie would be like this.
You know, at that time in school, Zheng Jie was considered a bad girl in the eyes of teachers and students. She dressed in a social manner, skipped classes regularly, and interacted with people in the society. Her dressing style and appearance were all in line with social maturity.
As for Lu Yuan, although his family is rich, he was not as restrictive as in college in high school. But at that time, Lu Yuan was just like thousands of high school students in China. He was focused on studying and only wanted to get a good grade.
University, so people who don't know Lu Yuan's background think that he is just an ordinary honest student.
Zheng Jie, a precocious and social troubled girl like a big sister, actually confessed her love to an honest and ordinary boy, which is simply shocking.
No one could have imagined it.
Lu Yuan was naturally even more unprepared.
Therefore, of course Lu Yuan refused.
Firstly, Lu Yuan was a little panicked at the time, and secondly, Lu Yuan was really focused on studying and didn't consider anything like feelings, so he subconsciously refused.
After refusing, Lu Yuan left the stage.
From then on, Zheng Jie never confessed her love to him again, and she even stopped talking to Lu Yuan.
But Lu Yuan didn't think it was abnormal, after all, he and Zheng Jie didn't interact much before.
Moreover, Lu Yuan later felt that Zheng Jie's confession to him was probably not sincere but just for fun.
After all, it's normal for a girl like Zheng Jie to confess her love or even have sex.
Girls like them don't really deal with a relationship.
Therefore, Lu Yuan didn't pay much attention to it.
After that, we all took the college entrance examination and separated, and we never saw each other again.
To be honest, if he hadn't met Zheng Jie in Wujiang City this time, Lu Yuan might have forever forgotten Zheng Jie's confession to him on the stage.
Therefore, Lu Yuan never expected that Zheng Jie would remember this matter deeply in his heart.
It also caused so much harm to her that she has hated herself ever since.
"this……"
Although Lu Yuan thought that the rejection was not a big deal at the time, seeing Zheng Jie become like this now, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty, "If I caused you any harm, I'm really sorry.
Zheng Jie."
"Haha, I'm sorry, just say sorry and that's it?"
Zheng Jie sneered and said, "Do you know that just because of your rejection, a girl who looks like a bad girl but has a pure heart has completely gone bad! It has also made her completely right.
Love has lost confidence and has embarked on the road of self-destruction!"
"This..." Lu Yuan thought to himself, where to start talking about this.
"Lu Yuan, I think you should know that when I was in school, although I was not a school beauty, I was very pretty, right? You should be very attractive in school regardless of your figure or appearance.
You know it too!" Zheng Jie said.
Lu Yuan nodded, that's right.
Zheng Jie is very beautiful, plus she grew up early and has a mature personality. She usually dresses more maturely, dyes her hair, perms, earrings, and has tattoos on the back of her hands.
Not to mention students, even teachers, when they meet Zheng Jie sometimes, they can't help but take a look at her.
"But what about you? In school, you are just an ordinary boy with an average family background. Your appearance is not very outstanding, and your personality is not overbearing. And the people who chase me want to be my boyfriend, including the rich second generation and some
You are the school boss, you have the grade, but why do I still confess to you? Is it because I’m cheap?
No, it’s because I like you, I really like you! Without any interest factors, I just like you! It’s such a pure feeling! It’s an experience I’ve never had before. That kind of experience and love are so beautiful, so beautiful.
I can’t help but confess my love to you at the New Year’s Day show! Because I can’t control myself!”
"And as a result, you made my precious girlish feelings shatter into pieces like a glass cup dropped!"
"If you had promised me at that time, even if you pretended to promise, I think I would have become a good girl. But you refused, and I was completely hurt by you and hurt by life. So, from then on, the one named Zheng Jie
There is no longer any innocence in the girl's heart, she becomes more unruly and becomes
She had to be more open-minded. She never went to college again. She entered the society. In the society, walking among men, she learned lies and deception, learned tricks and temptations. As long as she hooked up with each other, she would...
Countless men came to her like bees and butterflies, but there was no more love in her heart."