"Sometimes, doctors don't necessarily need to cure the patient. They just need to do their best and be content with their lives." Yang Xinyan said.
"Exerting human resources, An Tianming..." Lin Yu tasted these few words, he nodded and said: "What you said makes sense. I am a little stubborn myself."
"Who says it's not?" Yang Xinyan took Lin Yu's hand and said leisurely: "Buddha said that everyone has heavy obsessions. The beauty of life is to learn how to let go. Just try to let yourself go.
What's more, you gave her three days of freedom, which is the greatest comfort to her."
"Thank you." Lin Yu smiled and said, "So my obsession is still too strong. If it weren't for you, I might become possessed."
"Everyone has obsessions, and I am no exception." Yang Xinyan said: "If I can't let go of my obsessions, I won't be able to let go of the other person in my body. If that's the case, I may no longer exist in this world.
Up."
"Has she... not appeared for a long time?" Lin Yu suddenly thought of this question.
When Yang Xinyan was still a fetus, they were supposed to be twins, but for some reasons, the other fetus died before giving birth, and she also inexplicably possessed the consciousness and personality of that fetus. Sometimes, she would become another person,
And the other one has a very violent personality.
If she hadn't been sent to Buddhism back then, I'm afraid her personality would have been swallowed up by another fetus. Now she looks like she's fine, and I don't know what happened to the other 'she'.
"She hasn't appeared for a long time. Ever since Senior Sister Xuanxin sent me to Buddhism, my illness has been cured and she hasn't appeared again." Yang Xinyan said with a smile.
"She... no longer exists?" Lin Yu asked.
"She still exists." Yang Xinyan said: "Sometimes, I can obviously still feel her breath and her thoughts. Sometimes she also wants to compete with me for control of her body, but she ends in failure every time.
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"This is a problem. Let me see if there is any way to get rid of her completely." Lin Yu frowned. Yang Xinyan's situation is like a time bomb that will explode at any time. If it is not removed in time,
The other part of her consciousness has cleared, and it is very likely that she will have another outbreak in the future.
"No, no need." Yang Xinyan shook her head and said: "She was supposed to come to this world, but she didn't come. I think she must be very painful and lonely inside. She is my relative and mine.
Sister, letting her exist, for me, is also a kind of longing for my relatives."
"But in that case, there is a time bomb on you that may explode at any time." Lin Yu said with some worry.
"Aren't I very good now?" Yang Xinyan said with a slight smile: "I meditate and chant sutras every day. Sometimes, I can even communicate with her. She quietly listens to me talking about Buddhism and chanting sutras. We
We got along very happily, and I could clearly feel that she was also practicing, but our ways of practicing were a little different."
"Can you communicate with her?" Lin Yu felt unbelievable. The other Yang Xinyan did not exist. Until now, Lin Yu could not tell whether the other her was Yang Xinyan's split consciousness or the other one.
The self-derived consciousness of an unborn fetus.
If it is Yang Xinyan's own problem, it is just some mental schizophrenia. This situation is not difficult to treat, but if the other consciousness belongs to the consciousness of the fetus, then the problem will be serious. In this case, Lin Yu has never
I have seen a person who was supposed to die, but his consciousness appeared in another person, and this consciousness had an independent consciousness. She was also growing, learning, and could communicate with Yang Xinyan.
Lin Yu had never heard of this situation. Even though he possessed the Emperor's Wuji Sutra, he didn't know how to explain this situation.
"Yes, I can communicate with her, and I can clearly feel her existence." Yang Xinyan nodded and said, "You must be thinking, is she a fantasy created by my own schizophrenia, or does she have independent consciousness."
"Yes, I'm thinking about this issue." Lin Yu nodded.
"I can responsibly tell you that she has independent consciousness, which is the consciousness of my unborn sister." Yang Xinyan said: "But don't worry, we get along very well now, and I can let her dominate me at any time.
consciousness, and I can take back the control at any time."
"How... is this possible?" Lin Yu felt a little confused. What happened to Yang Xinyan?
"Don't worry about me, really." Yang Xinyan smiled slightly and said, "I know what is going on. Believe me, I can control it."
"Okay." Lin Yu surrendered. He also felt that Yang Xinyan was arrogant now. If she said she was confident to control this, then there must be a way to control it. Or maybe she was overthinking it. It would be fine if there were no problems.
, there is a problem, he is thinking of a way to solve it, I believe that his Emperor's Promise Sutra will definitely be able to find a solution.
"You go back first." Yang Xinyan smiled.
"What about you?" Lin Yu was confused. Shouldn't she go back with him?
"I'm going to meet some people." Yang Xinyan said calmly.
"Shall I accompany you?" Lin Yu didn't know who Yang Xinyan was going to meet, but he was afraid that she would be in danger.
"No, just go back and wait for me. I'll be back soon." Yang Xinyan smiled slightly, turned and left.
In the ancient temple in the western suburbs, there are not many people offering incense at this time, and the incense in this ancient temple itself is not very strong. There are no monks here anymore. There is only an administrator who eats public food. He opens the door in the morning and locks it at night.
.
Strictly speaking, this place is already a cultural relics protection zone, and few people come here.
The old administrator was getting old and fell asleep on the side after opening the door every day.
Yang Xinyan lit a stick of incense, inserted it into the incense burner in front of the Buddha statue, clasped her hands together, and prayed silently. When she opened her eyes, there was already another person behind her.
"You have been following me for a long time." Yang Xinyan turned around and looked at this woman. This woman was none other than Yu Gongyin.
"I'm a little surprised. Are you an ordinary person? I can't see any fluctuations in power from you, but your perception is very sharp." Yu Gongyin looked at Yang Xinyan in confusion.
Unsure.
Yes, in her consciousness, Yang Xinyan looks like an ordinary person, but her perception is very amazing, and every step and every movement she takes is like nature, vaguely connected with the heaven and the earth. Amamiya
Yin really can't tell what kind of person she belongs to.