"I didn't say I wouldn't see her, I just said that I'm not ready to see her yet." Lin Yu said, somewhat dumbfounded: "Don't distort the facts."
"You just don't want to see her. Do you know how much preparation she has made to see you today? On the surface, she is your mother, but her behavior tonight is like a little girl who suddenly wants to see her lover. She is afraid
There is something about me that is old and unsightly."
"You know? Ever since your father and you had an accident twenty years ago, she has never been like this. She has never smiled so happily."
"I know." Lin Yu was in a daze. He seemed to be able to imagine the woman's expression of joy and fear. He closed his eyes in pain.
"Stop worrying about anything. She is your mother. No matter what time it is, this is an indisputable fact." Liang Xue said: "Originally, she wanted to wait for you to become famous and meet you after arriving in the imperial capital in person, but she couldn't wait any longer.
It’s been so long.”
"I know, I know everything I said, but Aunt Xue." Lin Yu sighed, pointing to his chest and said: "Here, there is a breath that has been held in for twenty years."
"Since I was a child, I have been thinking, why do other people's children have parents, but I don't? Why can other people live happily as a family, but I can't? Why do a large number of parents and relatives come with other children when they are sick?
Are you going to see a doctor here?”
"I hate it." Lin Yu shook his head and said: "At the beginning, I hated them. I hated them for abandoning me when I was not even a full moon. I hope that one day, they will come back and return to this Taoist temple to take me away.
Pick me up, even if you don’t pick me up, even if you just take a look at me.”
"I have been looking forward to this for more than ten years." Lin Yu said: "It has been twenty years, and I still don't know that my parents still exist. This kind of hatred, over time, has turned into resentment."
"Call me Aunt Xue, are you calling me old?" Liang Xue looked at Lin Yu angrily and said, "I tell you I'm still very young now, I'm only a little over thirty, don't call me aunt."
, you call me old and I’m not polite to you.”
"Okay, I won't call you that, but let's talk about serious things now." Lin Yu smiled bitterly. He suddenly felt that the style of painting was wrong. When he mentioned the past, his mood should have been a little sad, but Liang Xue's behavior
No matter what, he couldn't feel sad anymore.
"That's pretty much it." Liang Xue rolled her eyes at Lin Yu, shook her head slightly and said, "She didn't want to abandon you, but the situation at that time was a bit complicated, and some things were beyond her control."
"I know all this. After meeting you, I learned some things about me, so now I don't hate you, and I don't seem to have much resentment towards her, but there are always some knots in my heart that cannot be solved.
." Lin Yu said.
"Actually, I can understand your current mood." Liang Xue sighed slightly and said, "Maybe I was too impatient. I should have told you earlier to make you mentally prepared. It's my fault."
"I don't blame you, it's just that I can't get over that hurdle on my own." Lin Yu paused and said, "Give me some time, okay? I really don't know how to face her now. You know, seeing her
This aspect is very important to me and I don’t want to cause embarrassment.”
"Okay, let's go back. You brat is very sentimental now. You think too much." Liang Xue rolled her eyes at Lin Yu and said, "It's a pity that her joy was in vain tonight. I'll go back and tell her later.
, your son doesn’t want to see you.”
"Can you... don't say that?" Lin Yu hesitated and said, "It's not that I don't want to see her, but I feel like I don't know how to face her for a while. Give me some time and let me be quiet.
.”
"Okay, I understand, you can go back." Liang Xue sighed, she turned around and walked back. After walking a few steps, she turned back and said: "Actually, you really think too much. She is your mother.
This is an indisputable fact. No matter what happened back then, you only need to know that she loves you, and that is enough."
"I know she loves me." Lin Yu smiled bitterly and said, "I also know that there is no parent in the world who doesn't love their children, but I really can't see her now."
"If you want to regret it now, you still have time." Liang Xue smiled slightly and said: "She is waiting for you in the hotel now. Are you really not thinking about making plans?"
"No, no need, I'm very confused right now." Lin Yu smiled bitterly and said, "I'm leaving."
After Lin Yu finished speaking, he turned around and left without looking back. He was a little hasty, as if he was running away. To be honest, he really didn't know how to face that woman, the most important woman in his life.
"This kid thinks too much." Liang Xue sighed slightly, shook her head and left.
When she returned to the hotel, Qiu Ruoying was still waiting there. She dressed up carefully and then tidied the room.
Although she came here in the name of traveling this time, her work has not been left behind at all. Before this, her desk was filled with papers and materials. These things made her desk look a bit messy, but
These things are now packed away by her.
Liang Xue opened the door and stood up from the sofa. She asked hurriedly: "How is it? Is he here? Am I looking older now? Do I have wrinkles on my face? Also,
Is what I’m wearing appropriate?”
"Can you ask me one by one? I don't know how to answer you if you ask this series of questions." Liang Xue smiled bitterly, and then she said with an expression of appreciation: "Yes, yes,
I haven’t seen you dressed like this for a long time. You are really beautiful. Now that Shanshan is standing next to you, people will definitely think that you two are sisters."
"Don't be kidding, where are the others?" Qiu Ruoying said in a hurry: "Is he outside the door? Why didn't he come in?"
"He... left." Liang Xue hesitated for a moment, but still told the truth.
"He left?" Qiu Ruoying was startled, and the smile on her face froze instantly. She silently let go of Liang Xue's hand and sat on the sofa. She was very disappointed now.
"He left, he actually left." Qiu Ruoying looked very disappointed, and she murmured: "I should have known a long time ago, he hates me, he has resentment towards me now, he hates me for taking him away
He was born, but he was not raised."
Qiu Ruoying covered her face with her hands, and tears fell heavily. This woman, who was almost the richest man in China and had never been happy or angry, shed tears at this moment.