Whether a person is mature or not has no particularly important relationship with age and experience.
Someone has been a naughty person all his life. How can you say that he is not old enough? He does not have enough experience?
Whether a person is mature or not is often related to his character. People with optimistic personalities are often mature enough to play...
For Zhang Lan, what happened tonight was so sudden that it would inevitably have a profound impact on her life.
Before tonight, no one said she was immature.
She is intellectual, beautiful and generous...but in fact, she is really immature.
Until then.
Standing outside the club, feeling the cool breeze blowing, she seemed to have suddenly become mature.
Zhang Lan was dressed well, but she looked very embarrassed, her face was swollen, and she didn't take off her makeup, so I felt pity for her.
Looking at the neon lights in the distance, her expression was a bit complicated and entangled.
As if suddenly, she matured and grew up.
Is this an epiphany?
Anyway, she started thinking about questions she had never thought about before.
For example, should the marriage between myself and Xie Zhifei continue?
For example, what is her feeling towards Xie Zhifei? Does she love his money, is she grateful for his kindness, or is she intimidated by him?
Later, she laughed.
Looking at the night sky without stars or moon, her heart became very calm and bright.
However, she quickly frowned again.
Because Xie Zhifei hasn’t come out yet.
What she experienced tonight made her understand the world more clearly.
There are some people you cannot afford to offend, some things you cannot do, and some ideas you cannot have.
Thinking of what happened at night, she felt like she was in a dream.
She has no regrets, not even a trace of regret.
This is a very complicated psychology that cannot be explained clearly in a few words, let alone words.
Finally, there were footsteps behind her.
When I turned around, Xie Zhifei came out.
"Are you okay? Did they give you any trouble?"
Zhang Lan stepped forward and asked with concern.
Xie Zhifei looked gloomy and said, "Let's talk about it after we get in the car."
In fact, after getting in the car, Xie Zhifei didn't say a word until he returned to the villa.
If it had been in the past, Zhang Lan would have started to worry about how she would be mistreated when she returned, and she would have been nervous and uneasy, but tonight, she was not.
The atmosphere in the car was very strange.
Back at the villa, the atmosphere remains the same.
Zhang Lan made a cup of coffee for Xie Zhifei and brought it to him.
Xie Zhifei's face looked ugly, as if he was thinking about something or very dissatisfied.
Zhang Lan remembered it immediately. She hesitated, knelt down, held the coffee in both hands, and said gently: "Master, the coffee is here."
"Get up."
Xie Zhifei seemed to have figured something out. He turned his head and frowned slightly, his expression extremely complicated.
Zhang Lan was stunned.
Let her get up?
What happened tonight?
It seems different from the script!
"Get up, I have something to discuss with you."
Xie Zhifei said.
Zhang Lan yelled, got up, sat next to him, looked at him without saying a word, she looked very docile now.
In fact, she has always been very docile.
If it were before, Xie Zhifei would have a strong sense of pride.
But tonight, he didn't.
"We have been married for ten years, right?"
Xie Zhifei asked.
Zhang Lan said casually: "10 years and 156 days."
Then, Xie Zhifei was a little shocked: "Do you still remember it so clearly?"
There was a smile on Zhang Lan's lips, and she sighed: "Actually, I remember everything that happened between us, whether it was happiness, sadness, suffering, or anything else."
"You hate me?" Xie Zhifei glared with cold eyes.
Zhang Lan shook his head slightly: "I used to hate you sometimes. Before tonight, I had this emotion, but sometimes people are really weird. Just outside the club, when I was waiting for you for a while, I
Do you think it’s strange that you suddenly thought clearly about a problem that you haven’t thought about clearly for many years?”
Her behavior tonight was very unusual.
Xie Zhifei frowned: "What do you want to say? What have you thought clearly? I am not a good man. I even hurt you this time, and then you want to leave me?"
"No, on the contrary, I don't think you did anything wrong, and it's not my fault."
Zhang Lan added: "Just now, I kept asking myself, do I love you? What do I love you for?"
Xie Zhifei said nothing, but he was also very curious about this question.
The two have been married for ten years. Except for the first two years when they were quite affectionate, after that, their relationship has almost always been like this.
But why doesn’t Zhang Lan leave?
Is it just because I can't have children?
Is it really for money?
But her conditions are so good. If she finds a random man, she may not be worse than Xie Zhifei. Maybe she will have better luck and find someone richer.
"Later I figured it out. In fact, I love you. Even though your temper has become worse and worse over the years, what I always think of is the initial marriage vows and that short-lived love." Zhang Lan
Suddenly asked Xie Zhifei: "By the way, what did they say in the end? Did they really let you go?"
Xie Zhifei bit his lips and muttered: "My family will be ruined soon, and I will become a pauper with nothing."
While talking, he looked at Zhang Lan and sighed: "Why don't we divorce? It will also be a relief for you."
Zhang Lan originally had a smile, but now she has become a little sad.
Her eye circles were red.
She just looked at Xie Zhifei.
Xie Zhifei felt a little guilty, but he persisted in looking at her.
"Husband, sometimes suffering is not necessarily a bad thing. We used to live too impetuously, and now you have nothing. Looking at it from another perspective, this is also a good thing. I have thought about it. Let's leave Yanjing together. From now on
I can raise you, we can go to remote mountainous areas to teach, I can be a teacher, and I still have hundreds of thousands in savings, and we can adopt one child, or two, it doesn’t matter whether it’s a boy or a girl..."
Xie Zhifei was dumbfounded.
Is this woman crazy?
I have nothing left, and you actually...
For some reason, Xie Zhifei's heart ached beyond measure when he saw Zhang Lan's expression of sweetness and yearning as if she was in a dream.
He has been involved in market trading for so many years and is engaged in investment business, so naturally he has very poisonous eyes.
He could see that Zhang Lan was very real now.
And Zhang Lan is different tonight than during the day.
She seems to have really transformed.
"Enough!"
Xie Zhifei didn't want to listen anymore, so he interrupted Zhang Lan's self-narration.
"I already have nothing, why don't you get divorced? What are you planning?"
Zhang Lan said calmly: "It's you who I'm trying to figure out."
"I have nothing left. This house and my car will soon belong to others. I really have nothing. Do you understand?"
"I understand, so I don't think there's anything wrong with this. You don't have to go to work in the future. I'll support you for the rest of your life."