When she heard this voice, in the studio that she had just become familiar with, the eyes of the people around her were like swords and swords. Like a master who was well versed in the art and discovered that the comrade who had been hiding until the end turned out to be an undercover boss, they wanted to chop her into pieces with their eyes.
Broken.
Good guy, it turns out you are the one who hides the deepest, they probably all think so.
Hori Wei's heart was as clear as a mirror. Facing this group that she had just joined for a short time, she felt helpless in her heart.
"How come I, a girl from the Gifu countryside, have become c?"
There was no way, the atmosphere in the venue was awkward. Even if the host said smooth words, he couldn't break the ice-like atmosphere. Maybe they were thinking in their hearts: Who are you?
Of course, when she first joined the group, she had already thought about the day when everyone would sit neatly on the same folding chairs, straightening their backs and listening to the half-white-haired operations leader calling out the names of the members one by one.
He waited until the end, and there was no one around him. Only his juniors sat behind him, looking at him with admiration. Finally, the operator shouted his name in a neither sad nor happy voice:
"ter——Hori Mina."
But the reality came much faster than imagined. It was somewhat caught off guard and even too late to greet it.
It was like she had just set up a somersault cloud and was punched to the ground by Demon King Piccolo before she could fly.
The girl has many things on her mind, and she hates the management she has been given, but she has nothing to do about it. Things in the world are inherently difficult to follow, so just try your best, she comforts herself.
What if a handsome man rushed out of the scene and said to everyone: You are not allowed to alienate her, you must unite tightly around her, and everyone must fight for the future of Naituan.
Then she will definitely be moved to tears, even if the man is holding a bunch of bananas.
It's a pity that there is no such person, but she has already cried.
These days are not easy to endure. The girl's own memories are basically trembling and walking on thin ice. Only by relying on imagination and letting go in her mind during rest can she get some solace.
What should I do if no one talks to me? Then think for yourself.
She imagined that the senior Nishino Nanase next to her now was a fat pigeon. When its wings flapped, its feathers flew around, but it couldn't fly. It could only swoop down from the large table every day.
This scene was very funny, even a bit absurd. After thinking about it for two days, she suddenly realized that it was not suitable because Nishino Nanase was too thin and she could not become a fat pigeon.
If anything, Hoshino Minami is more like him.
If this idea was known to Hoshino Minami, then she would definitely not be able to escape, she thought.
I was weak and helpless in the corner. When it was cold, it was Hoshino Nannan who brought bread. She said the bread I bought is really delicious. Do you want to take a bite?
So Horimina took a bite and said that it was indeed delicious, but in her heart she felt that it was just average. However, after saying this, Hoshino Minami's eyes narrowed into love hearts, which were round and cute.
How can I bear to say it's not delicious?
At that time, Hori Mina thought it was great, my spring has finally come. From now on, she and Hoshino Minami would eat bread together in their free time, and finally almost vomited after eating.
Then suddenly one day, the imaginary person appeared, but he changed from handsome to beautiful, from handsome to gentle. The only thing that remained unchanged was that he was holding a banana.
So she was dressed as a monkey and ate bananas until she was full.
The man who descended from the sky and pushed the door open turned into the gentle and lovely Mai Shiraishi.
Later, she came into contact with Hashimoto Nanami and felt that she was this special person.
She thought about everything she should think about, including the mountains, rivers, clouds, mist, the bright moon, and the splendid robe she was wearing. She only waited until the curtain opened and everyone cheered.
Even if there was no audience, she would probably remain calm and not leave the stage until she finished singing this song. She would still bow after saying goodbye, but her back might never come back.
Later, she really didn't come back.
Hori Mina felt that she was a crow's mouth.
Everyone felt very lost and sad.
However, she felt that she was not in a bad mood. She was reluctant to leave her, and she also thought about her, but it was not that deep.
If there is no pain, don't talk about farewell. There is never the kind of easy gathering and separation, without warmth. Farewell is like a storm, a fleeting moment, and a song that repeats all night long after she leaves.
Maybe this is the meaning of goodbye.
So Hori Minao felt that we might not be able to see each other again in the future.
But then the pigeon also flew away.
Horimina sat on a bench at the station and looked at the sky. Flocks of pigeons stopped around her, flying up to the sky and then falling back down again.
Why can't that one come back? She thought, scratched her forehead, and took a bite of the pigeon food she bought from the stall. Bah, it tasted terrible.
No wonder he didn't come back. Saying this, I still feel disappointed.
Finally, after driving away all the pigeons at the station, she returned home.
Later, the person who fed her bananas also left.
She had been preparing to leave, but she was thinking about it, but it felt soft and rigid, as if she was just following the principles of the world in her heart, and it was not an instinctive reaction of her body.
In the words of the idol circle, there is one word missing, and this word is called "true feelings."
However, reality immediately slapped her in the face, and parting suddenly came, and it fell on her in an instant. This feeling was quite bitter, a bit overwhelming, and painful.
It turns out that this was how my mother felt when she walked me into the Gifu station and came out alone.
That day, she cried for a long time. Fortunately, she was at home alone late at night.
After crying, she felt that she had grown a lot. At least if someone left in the future, she would be able to hold on and not have to destroy the Korean makeup she had worked so hard to paint. If she could wait until she got home, it would be ruined if it was ruined.
That day, she still remembered that Hoshino Minami was very sad and shed tears during lunch. Horina couldn't help but think of a philosophical saying:
People who cry after eating will never lose weight.
Later, she was kicked away by Hoshino Minami.
Horimina continued to live her life, but the faces of the people around her slowly changed.
"The term of this order is..."
"Hori Mina!"
She suddenly heard someone calling her name, and when she looked around, she found that everyone was looking at her.
With sincere smiles on their faces, they applauded.
She walked onto the stage and wanted to say something.
But he found that he could not speak, and he had no tears, he just stood there frozen.
With a "bang", a handsome woman rushed in and said that you should unite around her.
She is Mai Shiraishi.
Before she could finish her words, Horina woke up.
In front of me was a familiar video studio, with members standing in neat rows on the stage, leaving only the middle of the first row empty.
I only heard the white-haired operator holding a book and shouting: "The term of this order is..."