Four hundred and fortieth chapters nowhere to place
Nishino Kazuki was lying on the tatami mattress. In the first hour after entering the night, he heard a faint sound coming from inside. He thought it was Horimina tossing and turning because of what happened today.
It will calm down.
Unexpectedly, there was another soft sobbing at the end.
He couldn't pretend he didn't hear it, so he could only push away his quilt, put on the pajamas placed aside, and slowly opened the sliding door in the back room.
The door was halfway open, and when Nishino Kazuki heard Hori Mina's voice, he immediately stopped breathing, as if he was holding his breath, without making any sound.
"Hori?" Nishino Kazuki tried to shout.
For a while, there was no answer.
Nishino Kazuki just thought she was embarrassed, but when he was about to retreat, he heard Horimina's voice.
"Yeah." She responded.
"Are you okay?" Nishino Kazuki was surprised at first, and then asked, "Don't worry about your luggage, I believe I can get it back."
"...No." Horimina's tone was not gentle.
When she fell asleep on the bed and got into the soft quilt, Hori Wei thought a lot. Senior Kazuki was outside. As long as she worked a little harder, she might be able to get what she wanted, but she couldn't help but doubt Nishino in her mind.
Kazuki’s attitude towards himself.
Looking back at the past, I always took the initiative on my own, like a guy who didn't know how to advance or retreat, advancing aggressively with a meaningless flag. However, Senior Heshu expressed his feelings and politely rejected himself, but he still refused to give up, and he still refused to give up.
So stubborn.
Unexpectedly, after thinking about it for a long time, Hori Weiao fell asleep at some point. She had been tired from traveling all day, and she had encountered a lot of troublesome things. She was also very tired, so she fell asleep.
By the time she woke up again, it was already late at night.
People who wake up in the middle of the night with something on their mind will basically never be able to fall asleep again.
Hori Minao thought about what happened between herself and Nishino Kazuki, thinking that in Nishino Kazuki's eyes, she might just be a woman who didn't know how to advance or retreat, and how her evaluation of herself had become a worry in her heart.
By sticking up to me so shamelessly, Senior Heshu might have regarded me as a contemptible woman, someone who doesn't know how to love herself and has no self-respect.
As she thought about it, she felt uncomfortable and depressed. She could not express it and was depressed in her body.
Gradually the tears started to flow again.
She didn't want Nishino Kazuki to hear her, lest seeing her look like this again would annoy him, so she covered her mouth, got into bed, and cried silently.
But Nishino Kazuki still heard it. Not only did he hear it, he also opened the sliding door.
"Senior Kazuki, can you come here?" Horimina had already put away her tears at this moment.
Nishino Kazuki hesitated for a moment, and then stepped into the inner room. He didn't know what Hori Mina was thinking, and naturally he couldn't understand her mood.
Then, Nishino Kazuki walked over slowly.
"Do you want to turn on the lights?" Nishino Kazuki asked.
"No!" Horimina replied immediately, then seemed to realize that she was too excited, and added, "This... this is good..."
"Oh well."
Nishino Kazuki was standing a few steps away from her bed. He vaguely heard a noise in the dark environment, and then saw a vague outline. He sat up from the bed, as if leaning on the bed.
"sorry."
"?" Nishino Kazuki heard Hori Mina's voice and didn't know why she apologized, "What's wrong?"
"I'm really sorry for pestering you so much, senior. I'm so stubborn. I knew what you were thinking, but I only thought about myself selfishly. I'm such an unreasonable person, and I've caused trouble for senior."
"I apologize to you for all my untimely appearances, my incomprehensible liking, and my shameless entanglement," she added.
Hori Mina said this, which really surprised Nishino Kazuki. No matter what time, Hori Mina seemed to be cheerful, even after he politely rejected her confession last time, now he heard her say it
This sentence is surprising.
"Actually, no... No, I don't know how to say it either." Nishino Kazuki sorted out his words and tried to put into sentences what he had been unable to put into words for a long time, but in the end he still couldn't say anything.
Something organized.
"This New Year's trip, I specially came with my seniors, so it troubled Kazuki-san..." Horimina seemed to shed some tears again, but in the dark environment, Nishino Kazuki couldn't
See every bit of it.
It's like she couldn't see her own mind back then, Horimina thought.
"Thank you for taking me in for one night. I will go back tomorrow morning and won't embarrass you anymore."
Hori Mina's thinking is probably like self-blockage, falling into an endless loop, thinking that everything is bad, pessimistic and negative, and then taking it more and more seriously, and coming to the conclusion that she really can't stand herself.
, so these words came out.
She felt that the words she spoke had not yet found their way, and were swallowed up by the void space.
"Hey, are you wet in the rain? When did I think you were in trouble?" Nishino Kazuki walked up and sat on the edge of her bed. Even though it was in the dark, he accurately found her head and rubbed it hard.
Give it a hard shot.
Hori Mina seemed to take a breath of cold air, and there was clear pain on her forehead, but her mood was slightly broken, and the things that were packed in her heart suddenly emerged from it.
This emotion came so suddenly that she couldn't control it. While Nishino Kazuki was still sitting on the bed, Horimina grabbed his pajamas.
"Senior Kazuki—I really like you!"
Hori Mina's shouts were even a little too loud in the silent night. As her words fell, it seemed as if the world had returned to silence.
"From the very beginning, from the time I met you, from the time you taught me acting skills, from the time I went to your home, from the time when you were worried about me, from the memory of seeing the trembling and excitement you brought to my emotions." Hori Mio said in a tone.
There was such a trace of determination, "I just like you."
"I came to Beijing from Gifu Prefecture, I had dreams, I met annoying people, I participated in auditions and experienced failures." Horimina was talking to herself, but did not hear Nishino Kazuki's words.
Maybe the words she couldn't help but said annoyed Kazuki-senpai again, she began to think again.
So he said: "I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm talking about, but please... I hope you can listen to me for a while..."
Nishino Kazuki didn't know what to do with his expression at this moment. He could hear the girl's stubbornness and compromise from her words.
These two completely opposite personalities exist deeply in her, to be precise, in her at this time.
"Sorry, I......"
Nishino Kazuki said instinctively, but was interrupted by Horimina.
"Don't be sorry, if it's because of my words." Horimina buried her head in her knees again, "What's more... I'm good at being let down."