From beginning to end, Hashimoto Nana never came back after meeting Nishino Kazuki in the company. She thought he would knock on the door of her office, but in the end she received the news that Nishino Kazuki had left.
Feeling a little melancholy and desolate, with an indescribable feeling, she drank the coffee she had brewed for a while and returned to her apartment after work.
"Ding dong~"
The doorbell rang. Nana Hashimoto had made an appointment to have dinner with someone at home today, but she didn't expect her to come so early.
Nana Hashimoto wore slippers, walked through the entrance hall, and opened the door.
Saito Asuka just stood in front of the door, her dress had a spring atmosphere, her hands were retracted into her beige sleeves, the other hand was holding something in a plastic bag, and then she waved to Hashimoto Nanami
He waved and said hello.
"Nanamin~" Saito Asuka shouted, "I'm not late, am I?"
Bird's tone was a little tentative and soft, and it seemed that he was different from when Nana Hashimoto left before she graduated.
"It's not too late, the time is just right." Nana Hashimoto took the thing in the other person's hand with her right hand, "Come in quickly."
So Saito Asuka entered the door, reached out and closed the door gently, then turned around, walked to the shoe changing area, squatted down and took off his small leather shoes.
"You used to rub your feet in slippers, why did you change?" Hashimoto Nanami asked with a smile. She remembered Saito Asuka's little habit.
The bird blinked and then said: "I think it's a bit rude to do this."
Hashimoto Nana felt a trace of alienation from her actions and words. She knew that Saito Asuka was such a person, with many emotional thoughts in his heart, and would doubt and deny himself.
Much like myself.
This grooming does not express Saito Asuka's distance from her, but rather the bird's clumsiness in wanting to get back to the old intimacy.
It's so cute, Hashimoto Nana didn't expect it.
"It doesn't matter, why are you afraid of being rude in front of me? When you lost the election, I didn't blame you when you hugged me and cried bitterly..."
"Ah! Nanamin, don't mention this!" Asuka Saito, wearing slippers, took Hashimoto Nanami's arm and put it in his arms.
Saito Asuka always feels ashamed when thinking about the past. There is too much dark history, such as the pretentious words on the blog in the early stage, the sweet and cute selfie photos, and the attachment to the sister members.
These are all things that she doesn't want to think about. Sometimes she suddenly looks at her previous blogs and can't even finish one of them. She is so ashamed that she wants to grab the place with her head.
Therefore, for Saito Asuka, this kind of words is the best medicine to eliminate her worries.
The two walked to the living room, and Asuka Saito sat on the sofa.
"What did you buy to eat?" Hashimoto Nanami asked.
Originally, Nana Hashimoto was going to cook to entertain Saito Asuka today, but when she got home, she didn't want to move. Fortunately, she let Asuka buy something before.
"I just bought some bread and rice balls."
"Isn't this just something from a convenience store? I won't be full for dinner."
"...Nanamin, don't you cook?"
"No, I'm not in the mood." Nana Hashimoto was also sitting on the sofa. She leaned back and stretched.
"Okay, I'm not hungry anyway." Saito Asuka pursed her lips, feeling a little disappointed.
I originally wanted to have a meal of Nanamin's cooking, but in the end I didn't achieve it. Could it be that my status in her mind has become weaker?
Seeing Saito Asuka's pitiful look of loss, Hashimoto Nana decided to stand up: "I'm going to cook. I suddenly felt in the mood after watching Asuka."
"It's okay, I can eat bread too."
"Just wait, it will take a while..." Nana Hashimoto turned around and walked to the kitchen. There were a lot of vegetables in the refrigerator, which was enough to cook.
"Um."
Saito Asuka was a little happy and calmed down again. She looked around. This was the first time she came to Hashimoto Nanami's apartment, a new apartment.
"Can I go take a look?" Saito Asuka shouted to Hashimoto Nanami who was in the kitchen.
"Go ahead."
Hashimoto Nana's shout came from inside.
So Saito Asuka unscrewed the door handle and entered Hashimoto Nanami's bedroom.
The layout here is very simple, the off-white diatom mud is very beautiful, a small bed is leaning against the window, blue curtains are wrapped in white gauze, in front of the bed is a white wooden table, with a few books on it
Holding books with covers and a closed laptop.
Saito Asuka walked to the desk and curiously flipped through the books on it. They were several novels that she had never read.
After closing the book, Saito Asuka sat on the chair in front of the desk. She put her arms on the armrests of the chair, then raised her head and looked at the ceiling, turning her little head and looking around for a while like a baby bird sitting in its nest.
After lowering her head, she glanced over and glanced at the drawer of the desk. She just subconsciously pulled it with her hand, but unexpectedly the drawer was opened.
Saito Asuka was surprised because the drawer had a keyhole and no key, which meant that it should be locked, but now it was opened by himself.
She immediately pushed the drawer in, then turned her head and looked in the direction of the bedroom door, but there was no movement.
...Would you like to take a peek? Such a "despicable" thought suddenly appeared in Bird's mind, and after it appeared, it was like a nightmare that he couldn't get rid of.
It should be fine, there should be nothing.
Saito Asuka struggled for a while, stood up and pushed the bedroom door tightly before continuing to sit on the chair and open the drawer.
Inside was just a simple gray notebook, a little thick, with a leather cover and a corner that was slightly faded.
Can't read! Can't read! Saito Asuka warned herself repeatedly, but she still grabbed the notebook.
Bird felt guilty and held the book in her hand, but kept staring at the door. She was afraid that Hashimoto Nana would suddenly rush in and her rude behavior would be discovered by her.
Saito Asuka knew that Nana Hashimoto seemed to have always kept a diary. This habit is not common in modern times. She felt that recording her daily joys, sorrows, and joys was not something worth doing. These things would be something she would not do in the future.
Won't watch it again.
But even though he was thinking this, the bird still held on to the book tightly.
Just take a look and never look more!
Every step of compromise is the beginning of sin, and everyone is no exception.
In the end, Saito Asuka opened Hashimoto Nanami's diary.
When I flipped through my notebook, I happened to find the latest article, which was from yesterday.
First sentence: Once you devote yourself to something, your expectations will inevitably increase, just like everyone will expect a response from the person they love. Maybe I am such a person...
Saito Asuka frowned, not understanding, so he wanted to continue reading.
Unexpectedly, there was a sudden sound of the doorknob turning. Her heart was shaken. She immediately closed the notebook and stuffed it into the desk, closing the drawer, all at once.