Five hundred and twentieth chapters roundabout heart
When a girl begins to fall in love, her heart is no longer transparent. It is densely packed with love threads, which get tighter and tighter. If the other end of the thread is gently pulled, there may be bleeding marks, which will become tighter and tighter.
The harder it is, the more it will be broken into pieces.
Erika Ikuta had just hung up the phone, with some tears still in her eyes. She had been in a relationship with Nishino Kazuki for a long time, and the reluctance in her heart broke through her heart along with this phone call, swirling in her mind.
So, she was going to take a bath and wake up.
After taking a shower, I lay on the bed without turning on the TV in front of the bed. I just put my phone next to me, leaned on the pillow, and looked at the ceiling.
Suddenly, her cell phone rang again. She was a little scared and picked it up to take a look.
It’s Nishino Kazuki.
Erika Ikuta didn't know how to deal with it for a while. It took a lot of courage for her to hang up the phone before, but it would naturally take a lot of effort to pick up the phone now.
But she picked it up anyway.
"Hey." Erika Ikuta said softly.
"Erika, I'm at your door."
She wanted to hear what Nishino Kazuki had to say, but she heard such news that made her panic.
Erika Ikuta really changed the door lock of the apartment, so Kazuki Nishino really couldn't come in.
"...I've already fallen asleep." Erika Ikuta thought for a long time before coming up with such a sentence, with a not-strong tone and a subtle meaning.
In fact she was still wearing pajamas.
Nishino Kazuki was also silent for a while.
"Okay, then I won't disturb you."
Nishino Kazuki's tone sounded depressed and lonely, and Erika Ikuta's heart dropped as if being pulled by a hand, feeling indescribably uncomfortable.
"Beep beep." Nishino Kazuki hung up the phone, but Erika Ikuta never put down the cell phone she held.
Afterwards, Erika Ikuta got up from the bed, opened the bedroom door with bare feet, ran through the entrance hall, and then arrived in front of the door.
Carefully, trying not to make a sound, she approached the peephole of the door and looked out. All she could see at the door was the halo cast by the lights in the corridor and the slanting shadows of the debris.
Nishino Kazuki has left.
She breathed a sigh of relief, not knowing whether it was relief or something else. She leaned against the door and closed her eyes alone.
After two minutes, she opened her door, put on a pair of indoor slippers and went out. Erika Ikuta walked to the direction of the railing, looked down from above, and happened to see a figure. The emotion in Erika Ikuta's eyes was just like his
The shadows under the street lights sometimes lengthen, sometimes shorten, rising and falling.
She hesitated for a moment and finally picked up the cell phone she had been holding in her hand.
Before she could dial the number, the voice rang.
"No need to fight, I'm not leaving."
Nishino Kazuki came from the shadows. Erika Ikuta should have seen him, but she preconceived that he had already left.
Erika Ikuta shuddered and was slightly frightened by Nishino Kazuki. Like a frightened rabbit, she shrank into her own door.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." Nishino Kazuki walked to Ikuta Erika and said, and then looked at the other person with gentle eyes.
He hasn't seen her for a long time.
"You, you didn't leave?" Erika Ikuta didn't know what to say. She only blamed herself for being soft-hearted and she happened to be caught by him. "Weren't you the person downstairs just now?"
"I don't know who it is either."
"oh......"
The atmosphere in which the two get along now seems a bit strange. The relationship between the two is vaguely defined, and Erika Ikuta can't find the right emotions to face it for a while.
"Can I come in?"
Nishino Kazuki asked Ikuta Erika.
"Hmm... um." Erika Ikuta suddenly had scenes of the two getting along in the past popping up in her mind. Nishino Kazuki always hid at home to surprise herself, but now she tremblingly asked if she could
Entering, this made the always soft-hearted Erika Ikuta feel even more uncomfortable.
After the two entered the door, they came to the entrance. Nishino Kazuki saw that his old slippers were still in the fixed position, and his heart felt warm.
Apparently, Erika Ikuta also noticed it. She didn't want to say it clearly, so she just walked in on her own.
After Nishino Kazuki put on his slippers, he also walked in.
When Erika Ikuta sat on her sofa, she considered that letting Nishino Kazuki in was a mistake. She was too fragile, so fragile that she could not resist even after a small attack.
"Do you want something to drink?" Erika Ikuta didn't want to ask why Nishino Kazuki came. She already knew it in her mind, but she just didn't want to mention it.
"Are you even unwilling to call me by my name now?" Nishino Kazuki didn't answer her question, but asked himself.
Erika Ikuta's heart trembled slightly. She had intentionally avoided this question, but she didn't expect Nishino Kazuki to ask directly in the first sentence.
"No. No." Erika Ikuta pursed her lips, "It's just..."
"It's okay, I understand." Nishino Kazuki smiled, his smile pale and stiff under the light, "Give me a glass of water."
"Um."
Erika Ikuta turned around and left, taking a breath for a moment. She had just opened a few holes in her defenses and just promised to have a phone call with him, but now she was sitting face to face.
I brought a glass of water and placed it in front of Nishino Kazuki.
"W-Teacher Kazuki..." Erika Ikuta has never shouted so shyly and stiffly.
"Don't force it." Nishino Kazuki picked up the water, "I'm obviously sorry for you, but it seems like I'm still threatening and questioning you."
"No." Erika Ikuta hesitated. She was not the kind of person with a strong momentum. Facing Nishino Kazuki, even if she occupied the high ground, she would still not be condescending.
Nishino Kazuki took a sip of water, then put down the glass, sat upright and spoke.
"Erika, I have said some things many times. I don't want to annoy you anymore. It's really just because of me that I make you sad and depressed." Nishino Kazuki continued, "I have thought about a lot of our stories these days.
You put up with me a lot and paid a lot, but I repaid you in this way. Now that I think about it, I feel ridiculous."
Erika Ikuta sniffed, her eyes filled with tears, she was not feeling sad inside.
"I regret it and I'm sorry."
"I respect your choice, but I still want to ask you: Do I still have a chance?"
"Can I still continue this relationship with you?"
Erika Ikuta's tears also fell down and spread on her face. She felt that all this happened less violently than she imagined. She seemed to have been waiting for this moment for a long time. There seemed to be two small figures in her mind, one black and one white.
People are quarreling.
One said: Forgive him, you obviously like him too.
Another said: Of course you have to forgive him, haven't you already convinced yourself?