Hashimoto Nana was not discharged from the hospital smoothly. Apart from being slightly weak, she no longer had any symptoms.
Yasuda Saki sent her home, bought her some food and told her to have a good rest, and then left.
Hashimoto Nana was sitting on the edge of the bed, lost in thought. Perhaps because of her weakness, she didn't want to do anything. She just let her mind go empty and let all kinds of thoughts roll around in her mind. She began to float on the edge of consciousness like a butterfly. Flying back and forth lightly.
She turned around and saw the desk in her bedroom, and the image of Nishino Kazuki sleeping on it appeared in her mind.
What exactly is right?
Nana Hashimoto thought a lot in the ward before, Nishino Kazuki's firm tone, her own cowardly escape, how can the degree of interaction between the two be just right?
Maybe with that feeling, there will never be such a suitable distance. Hashimoto Nana has never thought about the future. She has clearly planned the future path for herself, but now she is walking on this path. There was a fork in the road, and I couldn't decide.
Hashimoto Nana's white calves swayed unconsciously, and then she got off the edge of the bed. She didn't wear slippers, but stepped lightly on the floor, and walked to her desk.
She opened the drawer and dug out her diary under a few light books.
"It will be sunny on February 8th."
"Maybe I really like him a little bit. This throbbing feeling makes me a little uncomfortable. It should be fine if I don't have contact with him for a while."
"Light rain on February 15th."
"I don't know how many more days the rainy season will last. The weather is a bit cold. He seems to have caught a cold."
"March 20 is overcast."
"I actually had such an idea in my heart? And this idea vaguely prompted me to want to do this. It's really not good. Is this still me?"
"April 3rd sunny."
"I made the decision to leave, but I didn't expect that I would be so reluctant to let go. I persuaded them to get back together, but I fell into the abyss."
Nana Hashimoto looked at the diary she had written, and each entry seemed to have a different mood. It faithfully recorded all her thoughts about herself, and it would not lie to herself.
After closing the diary, Hashimoto Nana took a deep breath, then put it in the drawer, picked up the phone, and called Nishino Kazuki.
"Hey, can you... come?"
Hashimoto Nana's voice is soft and pitiful.
"Well, I'll come."
After hanging up the phone, Hashimoto Nana subconsciously held the phone and put it on her chest. She was indeed very lonely during these days, and the dullness and monotony could not be enjoyed as tranquility like before.
About half an hour later, the doorbell rang.
Hashimoto Nana stood up and walked to open the door, with a little strange expectation and a strange feeling in her heart.
Nishino Kazuki stood at the door, waved to her, and stepped in casually.
"Why don't you wear slippers? You might catch a cold or catch a cold." Nishino Kazuki looked at her bare feet and stepped directly on the floor.
"No, you won't catch a cold in a short period of time after you recover from a cold."
As always, Nana Hashimoto shares little bits of knowledge she got from nowhere.
"It looks like you are recovering well." Nishino Kazuki couldn't help but smile. Compared with the way he saw her at home before, his face did look much better today.
"Well, I'm a little tired, so I should be able to go to work tomorrow." Before Hashimoto Nana finished speaking, she turned around and walked inside, and Nishino Kazuki followed after putting on slippers.
"Come to the bedroom, I have something to show you." Hashimoto Nana's tone did not change, making Nishino Kazuki unable to guess what she said.
The two of them came to the bedroom one after another. Hashimoto Nanami came to the desk. She opened the drawer and took out her diary, a notebook with a light yellow cover, under Nishino Kazuki's curious eyes.
"This is...?" Nishino Kazuki asked.
"Diary." Nana Hashimoto said calmly, as if what she was about to hand to Kazuki Nishino was not a notebook recording her private feelings.
"Show me?"
"Um."
"Why?" Nishino Kazuki was really curious. Even the closest people would not share this kind of thing.
"I want you to see how I felt at that time." Nana Hashimoto turned the diary to the back and handed it to Kazuki Nishino.
Nishino Kazuki solemnly took the book she handed over. He gave it to him only after knowing that Hashimoto Nana had made up his mind about it. Her own thoughts were strong and personal, but it undoubtedly showed that: she, Hashimoto Nana, had already
Ready to open your heart.
Nishino Kazuki slowly looked at the diary. Every day's diary was very real, and it contained the things and thoughts that Hashimoto Nanami experienced that day.
He also saw about himself, Hashimoto Nanami's attitude towards him and his views on himself.
Nishino Kazuki slowly turned through the chapters until he saw the latest one.
"finish watching......"
"Well, do you have any ideas?"
The tone of Hashimoto Nana's question was as if the teacher in class asked the students to read the essay and ask them what they thought after reading it. Kazuki Nishino was immediately stunned.
"Very real and very..."
Nishino Kazuki really couldn't say anything.
"Are you secretly happy that Hashimoto Nanami thinks so of herself?"
"ah?"
"Isn't that what boys are like? If they know that a girl likes them, they will be secretly happy in their hearts."
Nishino Kazuki really doesn't know what Hashimoto Nanami is thinking. What does he want to express in this situation?
"To be honest, it's quite a bit."
"So when I told you that I didn't have feelings for you, that's why you felt so bored and did that kind of hot-headed thing?"
"......perhaps."
Nishino Kazuki felt that the topic had strayed to other places.
"Okay, now it's your turn."
"What?" Nishino Kazuki asked confused.
"I have conveyed my feelings, it's your turn."
Before Hashimoto Nana said this, an unnatural expression finally appeared on her face for a moment. Her heart was not as calm as she showed.
Nishino Kazuki finally understood that Hashimoto Nanami called him here to answer the questions he asked yesterday.
He also concealed his inner shame and shyness and used this method to express his feelings.
In this situation, the literary girl's expression is always so difficult to understand. Fortunately, Nishino Kazuki got a hint.
Nishino Kazuki didn't answer her, he just put the diary on the desk, then stretched out his hand and hugged her.
Hashimoto Nana didn't struggle briefly and leaned into Nishino Kazuki's arms. She felt this urgent mood again and felt that she had made up her mind too quickly.
But I have made a decision and will not run away any more.
Nishino Kazuki gently stroked her hair. The front end was still soft light yellow, but the end was faintly black.
For Hashimoto Nana Miku, the intimacy came a bit suddenly, but it became a concern for him. There was no conversation, and the attention was focused on their respective sights. The two could hear each other's slight breathing, and their rhythm became more and more intense.
The more tacit understanding.
It seemed to be raining outside the window again, and the raindrops pattered on the transparent glass window, highlighting the silent world in the bedroom. This world was closed, small and subtle, exuding an unknown fragrance.