In the past ten years, she has wanted to commit suicide countless times, but unfortunately she did not have the courage.
I don’t know how many times I cried alone and silently at night.
Why did the old man punish her like this? Why didn't she turn into a zombie when the apocalypse came?
It would be great if I became a zombie. I no longer have to force myself to smile day and night, just for a bite of food and then humbly open my legs and wait for the arrival of others!
All of this was because she was blind, thinking that she had found a man she could rely on for the rest of her life, and that they would never leave each other even in the end!
Now the man who so cruelly sold her has long since disappeared, perhaps dead.
But similarly, when she was sold out despite crying and begging, her heart also died.
Nowadays, I only live for the sake of living, simply for myself.
Then a person will silently grow old alone all his life and die silently!
"I...I...I like you!" After a few words of 'I' in a row, Ye Quan finally mustered up the courage to speak out what was in his heart!
As soon as these words came out, Gao Yuan's heart, which she thought had become calm and calm like a pool of stagnant water, suddenly felt a little rippled!
But then she suppressed it and calmed down.
She continued to look expressionlessly at the man who was looking at her expectantly, with a forced smile on her face and said: "Get out, I'm not good enough for you!"
Gao Yuan spoke very calmly, her tone did not fluctuate at all, as if she was talking about another thing that had nothing to do with her!
Ye Quan was very excited when he heard this, and quickly stepped forward and said hurriedly: "Yuanyuan, I really like you, really...I liked you a long time ago, but at that time I couldn't even support myself, so I didn't dare
Confess to you!" As he spoke, Ye Quan took out the cigarettes Zhu Tian rewarded him from his pocket, put them directly into Gao Yuan's hands, and then said:
"Look! I can make money now. This is a reward given to me by my boss. It is very valuable. I need at least 20 credits per piece at Tianyuan Base!"
After saying that, before Gao Yuan could refuse again, she ran out directly and left behind a sentence: "Yuanyuan, I will prove to you that I am sincere and I can support you now!"
Gao Yuan was once again the only one left in the tent. Looking at the cigarette that Ye Quan forced into him in his hand, there was still a little warmth left on it!
Gao Yuan was stunned for a moment. Tears instantly crossed her face and fell to the ground.
Why?
Why wasn't it you I met first?
Why didn't you appear in front of me when I was the purest and most beautiful?
It's a pity that she is so dirty that even she despises herself!
Silently putting away her tears, Gao Yuan tightly held the cigarette in her hand and remained silent for a while.
language!
Li Chengwei also returned home at this time, carrying a pack of cigarettes given to him by Zhu Tian, feeling very excited.
I can finally hold my head high in front of my wife and let her know that your man is your man after all.
"Honey, I'm back!" As soon as he entered the door, Li Chengwei shouted into the room!
Shen Jiani was cleaning the house at this time. This villa was specially allowed by the boss for their family of three to live in.
However, since no one has lived in it for many years, the house is full of dust.
All these must be cleaned, so that it looks like a home!
Hearing the shouting at the door, Shen Jiani rolled her eyes: "You're coming back, why are you shouting? Go wash your hands and get ready to eat!"
Li Chengwei shrank his neck when Shen Jiani yelled at him, and his high-spirited appearance immediately disappeared without a trace!
Sure enough, your uncle is your uncle after all!
"Okay, I get it now!"
He responded obediently, then went to wash his hands and get ready to eat!
Yaya was sitting on the sofa nearby, playing alone, and didn't seem to make a fuss. I think the same scene happens often, so it's not surprising!
When Li Chengwei returned to the dinner table again, he immediately took out a cigarette from his arms, with a proud look on his face and said ostentatiously: "Look, wife, this is what the boss just rewarded me for. How about it, you are a great man!"
Shen Jiani's eyes suddenly lit up when she looked at the cigarette in Li Chengwei's hand.
"This...is this true?" It seemed a little unbelievable. I didn't expect the boss to be so generous and directly gave his husband a cigarette!
"Of course it's true!" Li Chengwei said with a smile, then looked around and whispered to his wife: "I saw the boss's expression at that time, as if this cigarette was like drizzle to him!"
Shen Jiani also recovered from the shock at this time, grabbed the cigarette in her hand, and held it in her arms like a treasure!
"I'll save these cigarettes for you. When you have free time someday, go to the trading market at Tianyuan Base and sell them to buy some snacks and new clothes for Yaya!"
Seeing that his hands were empty, Li Chengwei's hands suddenly froze in the air!
She had no choice but to look at her face and say: "Honey, why do you want to leave a pack for me? As you know, I haven't smoked in a long time!"
"What are you smoking? You haven't smoked it in the past ten years, and I haven't seen you dying. Anyway, you can't touch this cigarette! This is to buy snacks for Yaya." Shen Jiani glared. Looking at Li Chengwei, he said: "Yaya plays with that girl Xinyan every day now and eats the snacks she gives. We can't always take advantage of others! So we should also buy some snacks for Yaya."
"Besides, Yaya is a sensible child. Over the years, she has been wearing shabby clothes dug out of the trash and eating fast nutritional supplements. But Yaya has never told us
Crying. Now that things are finally getting better, I must compensate Yaya!"
Hearing what his wife said, Li Chengwei glanced at Yaya, who was eating silently next to him, and felt a pang in his heart.
Looking back on everything in the past ten years, this child has indeed suffered a lot.
In fact, Yaya was not their first child. She actually had an older brother, but it was a pity that he did not make it through and died on the night when the apocalypse broke out!
This is also the pain that the couple buried in their hearts. It can be said that Yaya's arrival in this world was a complete accident.
It was he who accidentally caused his wife to become pregnant unexpectedly. In order to prevent the child from suffering in the future, his wife wanted to abort her!
But in the end of the world, nothing will be the same as before, and where will the medical conditions allow people to have an abortion? Otherwise, it will kill two people!
Finally, under Li Chengwei's strong opposition, Shen Jiani finally gave birth to Yaya.
And she was named Li Qingzhu, hoping that she could survive as tenaciously as bamboo.
Since Li Chengwei had Yaya, he has been desperately looking for a job, kneeling down everywhere to beg for help, hoping to get some odd jobs.
If there is no odd job, I just go to the wild to dig through garbage dumps, or just go scavenging.
Later, because I met Li Xinran's father and saw how pitiful the two sisters were, I helped them in private from time to time.
Yaya would usually go to Li Xinyan to play, or secretly give her some food.
Now all the hardships have been rewarded, and my family's good intentions have been rewarded, and they have lived a good life thanks to Li Xinran!
Their current food ration for a family of three is twice that of others, just because Li Chengwei is a manager.
So whether it’s rice, flour, vegetables or meat, it’s twice as much as other people’s!
These are all the rules set by Zhu Tian, and Chen Lan is also treated this way!
At this time, Zhu Tianzheng was sitting in the living room, playing the game that came with his personal terminal.
These games are all produced in the post-apocalyptic world and are much more fun than those in modern time and space.
Especially the pet battle, the lifelike picture is so delicate that every hair is vividly displayed. The little lolita Li Xinyan nestled in his arms and quietly and obediently watched Zhu Tian playing the game.
Li Xinran was busy working on lunch in the kitchen at this time.
After Li Xinran's meal was ready, the three of them finished eating. Li Xinyan ran out alone again.
Since following Zhu Tian, Xiao Xinyan has become cheerful, and the baby fat on her face has gradually increased, becoming chubby. Coupled with her gradually black hair, clean and white hands and feet, she seems to be moving toward
The direction of development of porcelain dolls!
Zhu Tian and Li Xinran were the only two people left in the entire villa again! Zhu Tian, who was bored and had nothing to do, turned his attention to Li Xinran, who had a rosy face and a hint of a pretty young woman!