Chapter 1047 The distance between life and death (4600)
"Are you okay?" Chen Ge helped Du Ming open the cap of the water bottle: "Would you like some water?"
Du Ming lay on the table, buried his face in the textbook, and covered his stomach with his hands.
"I didn't mean it, I didn't expect it to be like this."
"What on earth did you do?" Chen Ge was not angry. He looked at Du Ming with more sympathy in his eyes.
Du Ming didn't speak anymore, but shook his head slightly. His mental state was very poor, and he seemed to be reaching his limit just like Chen Ge.
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After the fourth class, Chen Ge came to the rooftop of the teaching building when no one was around, and Zhang Ya was standing next to the railing.
He silently walked to Zhang Ya, and the two looked at the entire Liwan Town together.
The teaching building is a relatively tall building in the town. At this moment, Chen Ge couldn't help but think of Liwan Town behind Xiao Bumen.
At that time, Zhang Ya agreed to his request and became inseparable from then on.
The cold wind mixed with raindrops fell on her face. Zhang Ya pushed her hair that was messed up by the wind behind her ears. She suddenly said, "The teacher may have to leave in a while."
"Is it because of me?" Chen Ge had already guessed the ending. He had rehearsed this scene in his mind countless times throughout the morning, but when Zhang Ya actually said it, he couldn't say a single word.
"It has nothing to do with you." Zhang Ya shook her head: "The reason lies in me. I always thought that I had walked out of the past and could start a new life with a smile, but this was just deceiving myself. Busy, hard work, everything
Everything is an excuse to escape. In fact, after so many years, I feel like I am still trapped in that dark dance studio."
Standing next to Zhang Ya, Chen Ge grasped the fence tightly. He could understand Zhang Ya because he was the only person in the world who knew Zhang Ya's past.
Regardless of reality or the world behind the door, Zhang Ya only told him the secret.
"The ones who made the mistake are those who spread the rumors. Give me some time, I will find out everything and let everyone know the truth." Chen Ge has always wanted to do this, even if it is in the world behind the door, even if everything is his own
He still wanted to help Zhang Ya and give the original nightmare a new ending.
"It doesn't matter what the truth is. What's important is you. I'm afraid that what happened to me will happen to you again." Zhang Ya cares about Chen Ge very much. When the whole town is spreading various rumors, Chen Ge
Ge still stands with her and trusts her unconditionally. This feeling has never happened before.
Even though there was a big age difference, one thing was undeniable, she did feel something different in this man.
"I can leave and escape, but you can't." Zhang Ya stood in front of Chen Ge, her face was very close to Chen Ge: "Your father is still in hospital, and you have a younger sister to take care of. From now on, these
The responsibility will all fall on you, and you must not be affected by my affairs."
"I probably already know who the person spreading the rumor is, we can..."
"Chen Ge." Zhang Ya raised her arm and stretched her slender fingers towards the cloudy sky: "Leaving does not mean that we will never meet again."
Zhang Ya seems to have made up her mind to stay, but she will still be criticized behind her back.
In fact, Chen Ge also knew that it was not easy for Zhang Ya to make this decision. She must have thought about it for a long time.
The hand holding the railing turned white, and bloodshot eyes appeared in Chen Ge's eyes. He took a deep breath: "Sometimes, I feel that the world is very bad, and it will always catch those gentle people and bully them.
"
"The world is not divided into good and bad, but when there are more gentle people, the world will become gentle." Zhang Ya stretched out her hand to help Chen Ge tidy up his hair that was blown by the wind, and her cold fingertips stayed on Chen Ge's face:
"You have to be a gentle person from now on. Go back. You still have to cook for your family. Don't waste too much time here with me."
Withdrawing her arms, Zhang Ya silently looked at the campus she had just become familiar with, not knowing what she was thinking.
Standing next to Zhang Ya, Chen Ge looked at Zhang Ya's back, raised his hands, and then put them down again.
He left the rooftop and went to the hospital. After delivering food to his father, he bought another meal on the roadside to take to Luo Ruoyu.
Returning to the community where he lived, Chen Ge stopped at the door of his house. Normally, whenever he heard his footsteps, Luo Ruoyu would run over and open the door, but today Luo Ruoyu did not show up.
"Is nothing going to happen?"
Chen Ge shouted Luo Ruoyu's name loudly, and he vaguely heard crying coming from the house.
"Ruoyu?"
Opening the door, Chen Ge smelled a pungent smell of gas. He rushed into the house without caring about following the rules.
The kitchen floor was full of water stains, and fragments of thermos pot bladders could be seen all over the floor.
He quickly ran into the kitchen and saw Luo Ruoyu huddled in the corner of the kitchen, covering her ears with her hands, with a broken thermos bottle in front of her.
Her clothes were wet, her neck, arms and fingers were all burned, and there were tears on her face.
"Who made you angry!" Chen Ge kicked away the broken thermos bottle. He had never been so angry as now.
Hearing Chen Ge's angry shouting, Luo Ruoyu cried even harder. She put her red arms in front of her face and her tears couldn't stop flowing down.
Turning off the gas, Chen Ge didn't think much, picked up Luo Ruoyu and ran outside.
After walking out of the room, a new day began, but Chen Ge didn't care about this at all. He took Luo Ruoyu in his arms and took a taxi to the hospital.
The burn area was not large and was mainly concentrated on the arms. The doctor applied ointment to Luo Ruoyu, but the little girl was still in shock and seemed to be frightened.
"It's nothing serious, but your family members must pay attention. It's best not to leave mentally retarded children at home alone. It's too dangerous." The doctor left, and only Chen Ge and Luo Ruoyu were left in the ward.
When the ointment is applied to the wound, it will hurt at first and then gradually develop an icy cooling feeling.
Luo Ruoyu put her arms on both sides of her body. She didn't dare to look at Chen Ge. She lowered her head and cried quietly.
After standing in the ward for a while, Chen Ge put down his backpack, sat beside the bed, and hugged Luo Ruoyu gently: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't bother you."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! The girl in her arms was shaking. She seemed to have been greatly wronged, and she cried loudly on Chen Ge's shoulder.
"I know you want to help, I know you don't want to drag others down, and I know you work very hard. I understand." Chen Ge slowly hugged Luo Ruoyu tightly: "We are each other's most important family members."
In the world behind the door, Luo Ruoyu represents the family, the employees of the haunted house who once had nowhere to go, and the obsessions that were once hidden in the deepest depths of despair and were "picked up" by Chen Ge to take home.
No matter what happens, Chen Ge will always stand at the front, training to overcome physical defects, accompanying him late at night, and never stingy with encouragement.
Chen Ge didn't ask for anything in return, he only did this because he regarded them as family.
Luo Ruoyu fell asleep after crying tiredly, but even if she fell asleep, her hand was still holding the corner of Chen Ge's clothes.
After covering Luo Ruoyu with the quilt on the hospital bed, Chen Ge quietly left the ward. There were more and more bloodshot eyes in his eyes, and the comic book in his backpack also changed in some way.
"Disaster is approaching step by step. Let me end the dream weaved with my memory now."
Because I went back home once in the middle, it was already a new day.
When Chen Ge came to school, he was halfway through the first class.
He returned to his seat and found that Du Ming, who was never late, did not come to class today.
When the first period was about to end, the teacher came over and asked Chen Ge if he knew why Du Ming didn't come.
As a top student, Du Ming would skip classes, which Chen Ge never expected.
The second class in the morning started, only ten minutes later, a woman's slightly harsh voice suddenly came from the corridor: "If you don't want to go to school, what else do you want to do? What else can you do? Come back right away!"
The woman seems to be scolding someone, but the voice of the person she is scolding cannot be heard. This is just a one-sided blame.
The voice slowly approached the classroom, and then the front door of the classroom was opened, and a woman appeared at the door. She was angry and had a scary expression: "Why don't you come over here?"
She pulled hard behind her, and Du Ming was pulled into the classroom by her.
This little fat man was very haggard. He lowered his head and did not dare to look at anyone.
"Hurry in!" After the woman finished saying this, she bowed to the teacher who was in class, and her voice became much softer: "This child has slept through it. He is afraid of being punished, so he is too embarrassed to come over."
"It's okay, Du Ming, go back to your seat." The teacher who was in class seemed a little afraid of the woman.
"Then it's troublesome, teacher." The woman's face suddenly changed, showing a very fake smile, and then left in a hurry.
After she left, the students in the class started talking.
"That's Du Ming's mother? So strict. No wonder Du Ming studies so well."
"I thought his mother would be as fat as him."
"She looks familiar, right! Isn't she the parent who ran into the teacher's office and made a fuss last time?"
"I also remembered it. It was so powerful that Director Shi was so scared that he didn't dare to speak."
"It's quite scary to think about being disciplined by such a mother. Du Ming doesn't like to talk, and his bad personality may have something to do with his family."
The sound of discussion reached Du Ming's ears. He buried his head lower, not daring to look at anyone. He seemed afraid that when he raised his head, he would see everyone staring at him.
"Don't take it to heart, these guys will talk behind their backs. If you really stand in front of them, they won't even dare to say a fart." Unlike other students who were talking quietly, Chen Ge's voice was loud, including the teacher's.
Everyone heard it.
Maybe this sentence had an effect, or maybe everyone didn't expect Chen Ge to say such a thing, but the classroom slowly became quiet.
Class resumed normally. Chen Ge did not ask why Du Ming was late today. After he helped Du Ming speak, he stopped paying attention to Du Ming. Instead, Du Ming looked at Chen Ge intentionally or unintentionally, as if he wanted to ask Chen Ge
I said something, but I didn’t have the courage to say it.
The bell rang, and the third period was English class. Du Ming took out his English textbook as usual, but Chen Ge just leaned against the wall in a daze.
Chen Ge, who was usually the most active in English class, was uncharacteristically uncharacteristic today, and Du Ming had a bad feeling in his heart.
The school bell rang, but no teacher came over for five minutes.
Chen Ge seemed to have known all this for a long time and turned to look out the window.
"Chen Ge..." After a few days, Du Ming finally spoke to Chen Ge again: "Is Teacher Zhang busy today? She usually comes here in advance."
"Zhang Ya was dismissed from the school." Chen Ge looked away from the window and glanced back at Du Ming: "She will not come to teach us again."
"Dismissal?" Du Ming stood up immediately. Everyone in the classroom was studying by themselves and it was very quiet. Everyone heard Du Ming's voice.
"Obviously it was all my fault, but she kept apologizing, but in the end she was still not forgiven." Chen Ge stared into Du Ming's eyes: "I once complained to her, saying why the world always bullies those gentle people.
She told me that there is no good or bad in the world. As long as there are more gentle people, the world will become gentle and will treat more gentle people kindly."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Did you already know the result?" Du Ming's eyes were swollen and his face was red from holding back.
"I found out yesterday." Chen Ge paused: "Is it useful to tell you?"
"She just left like this, and you are still sitting here? Don't you like her? Shouldn't you stand up and do something for her?" Du Ming was so emotional that he grabbed Chen Ge's collar: "You
Why didn't you stop her? You..."
"Bang!"
Before Du Ming could finish speaking, the left side of his face was hit hard by Chen Ge's fist. Before he could react, Chen Ge kicked him in the stomach and he fell to the ground.
"Who is the monitor? Come out and organize self-study for everyone." Chen Ge grabbed his bag and dragged Du Ming out of the classroom by his collar.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Do you know who that teacher is? Do you know what that person means to me? Do you know what she has experienced?" Chen Geyi
He punched Du Ming with his fist: "You don't know anything."
Pushing open the iron door on the roof, Chen Ge threw his hands and put Du Ming down to the ground.
"She trapped herself in that blood-red world of despair. She hasn't seen the light for a long time. She may have even forgotten her true self."
"Because of this, I want to leave a beautiful memory for her. Even though I know it is a dream, I still work hard to weave it more beautifully."
Chen Ge grabbed Du Ming's shoulders and knocked him against the wall: "But you didn't even give me a chance to weave a dream."
"I don't understand what you are talking about, but I know that you keep saying you care about her, but you have never done anything for her! You don't love her at all! You are just lying to her and letting her suffer all the pain!
"Du Ming's face was ferocious, and he waved his hands and hit Chen Ge.
"Is this love in your mind?" Chen Ge didn't fight back: "Do you know, love requires qualifications. As a seventeen-year-old student, no matter how much you admire or want to get close, you must understand something.
If something happens, your admiration will probably become a problem for her."
"Love can make people shine, but it can also make people fall into the abyss."
"If I were really you, I would keep a suitable distance until one day I can take responsibility for myself and her before looking for her again."
Du Ming's emotions became more and more agitated. He had completely lost control. It seemed that the deepest secret in his heart had been discovered: "You are not me, you don't understand at all."
He struggled desperately, but Chen Ge struck hard this time and kicked him to the ground.
"Snapped!"
When Du Ming fell, his mobile phone fell out, and the screen was shattered. Through the cracked screen, you could see that the desktop background of the mobile phone was Zhang Ya.
This photo seems to have been taken secretly. Zhang Ya in the photo has a faint smile on her face and is talking to someone.
"Do you like her too?" Chen Ge looked at the shattered phone screen and took out the skull-crushing hammer from his backpack.
"Don't use the word 'also'. You are not worthy at all. When she was accused by everyone, where were you? When she was tortured by rumors, what did you do for her?" Du Ming wiped the blood from his face.
, got up from the ground: "You didn't do anything. You even stepped back because you were a student and she was a teacher. You didn't even have the courage to speak for her!"
Du Ming roared hysterically. It seemed that he was not blaming Chen Ge, but his former self.
"Maybe in your opinion, the distance between teachers and students is far enough to make you despair, but have you ever considered it? There is another kind of distance in this world called life and death." Chen Ge saw Du Ming's mobile phone.
All the questions have been figured out: "If you like your teacher, you can try your best to work hard, take three years, five years, and then come back to her when you can take that step. But the distance between life and death
, it may take a lifetime to wait.”
Picking up the phone on the ground, Chen Ge looked at Zhang Ya in the background: "Love, from the moment we meet, will not end even in death. It only ends when one party chooses to leave."