"Do you know me?" The woman put on makeup, her face was pale, and she was covered in red "blood stains." The smell of paint on her body could be smelled from a distance.
"I am Chen Ge..." Chen Ge blurted out four words. He did not say that my name was Chen Ge, but directly said that I was Chen Ge, as if they should know each other.
A mentally ill man in a hospital gown and a haunted house actor covered in blood stood at the wall of the mental hospital.
They belong to two different worlds, but at this moment, they are face to face.
"Is this your cat?" Zhang Ya did not approach the fence, but pointed at the white cat: "It brought me here."
The white cat squatted between Chen Ge and Zhang Ya, its tail swaying back and forth, with a very proud expression.
"It's a stray cat. I don't know why it sticks to me." Chen Ge looked at the white cat squatting between the two of them, with a bitter smile on his face: "My head is not very good, I have forgotten the past.
I have a lot of memories, and the doctor is helping me with rehabilitation training."
Although Chen Ge is wearing a hospital gown, he feels completely different from the mental patients in movies and TV dramas. He is calm and rational, and there is nothing unusual about him.
Outsiders may just think that he has a melancholy temperament and a trace of unspeakable pain in his eyes.
Looking at the weak Chen Ge, Zhang Ya couldn't help but hate him: "You should be the owner of this cat. You were sick and hospitalized and forgot about it, but it didn't forget you. Your cat is so dependent on you, so you must be too.
A very gentle and kind person, I hope you can get your memory back soon."
Zhang Ya knelt down and touched the white cat's little head: "A cat can cross a city to find you. It must have gone through a lot of hardships on the way. Don't lose it again in the future."
"Yes." Chen Ge also squatted down. He avoided looking at Zhang Ya's face. He just stared at Zhang Ya's hand stroking the white cat silently.
Zhang Ya's hands are very beautiful, with slender fingers, very white, without a trace of blood.
As if aware that Chen Ge had been staring at her hand, Zhang Ya coughed lightly and withdrew her hand: "This white cat ran near my haunted house a few days ago and was too lazy to move. I saw it was very...
I was smart and didn't drive it away. Now that it has found its owner, I don't have to take care of it anymore."
"Wait." Zhang Ya stood up and was about to leave, but Chen Ge called out to her.
"What's up?"
Looking at Zhang Ya's side face, Chen Ge's eyes were full of doubts and pain: "Have we met before? I remember your name and I can't forget it no matter what. My past memories are also full of your presence.
But I can never remember the time I spent with you."
If a stranger said this to Zhang Ya on the street, she would definitely turn around and leave. If the other person continued to pester, she might call the police directly.
But the situation is different now. Chen Ge is a patient wearing a hospital gown, and he doesn't look like he's pretending. The pain and helplessness emanating from his eyes makes people feel very distressed.
Zhang Ya stopped and looked at Chen Ge's face carefully. She didn't have any impression. She just felt that the face, which was not handsome, was quite pleasing to the eye after seeing it too much.
"This must be the first time we've met, right? I'm curious, how do you know my name?"
"I don't remember. The doctor said that I have visited your haunted house before, so I know your name, but that may not be the case." Chen Ge grabbed the rusty fence: "I always feel that you are very important to me.
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Very ordinary words, but Chen Ge felt very sincere when he said them. He gave people the impression that he was like a clean white paper with Zhang Ya's name written all over the paper.
Zhang Ya had heard similar words said by others before, but Chen Ge was the only one to speak, which gave her a special feeling.
Her heartbeat slowly became faster. Zhang Ya hesitated for a moment. She looked back at the haunted house in the park, and then walked back to Chen Ge: "Generally, I have an impression of tourists who have visited my haunted house, but you and I really seem to be...
Could it be that your doctor made a mistake when we saw him for the first time?"
Chen Ge shook his head: "I still vaguely remember the scenes in your haunted house, the zombie resurrection night, the underworld wedding, the midnight escape, and a middle school..."
"The zombie resurrection night and ghost wedding are indeed the scenes of my haunted house, but the last few you mentioned are not from my place." Zhang Ya said with a hint of helplessness on her face: "My haunted house doesn't have many tourists now, and I can afford two people at the same time.
The scenes are already at their limit, and if we open more scenes, we won’t have enough manpower.”
“How many employees do you have at your haunted house right now?”
"Three, my parents and I." Zhang Ya was a little embarrassed: "I am responsible for distributing flyers and selling tickets, my father plays the zombie, and my mother is responsible for the ghost marriage scene. Although I don't make much money, I live happily every day.
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There was a deviation in his memory, and Chen Ge's head began to hurt again. He vaguely remembered that the parents of the owner of the haunted house were not in the haunted house.
"You're sweating a lot and your body is shaking. Hey! Do you need me to call a doctor for you?" Zhang Ya saw Chen Ge's face was pale and there were blue and black blood vessels on the surface of his skin. She was a little panicked, thinking that she had accidentally said something wrong.
Words: "You stay here! I'll call a doctor for you!"
Zhang Ya was about to run towards the main entrance of the hospital, but before she could take a step, Chen Ge grabbed her wrist.
"Don't go to them..."
Their hands were very cold, and Zhang Ya was startled. When she was at a loss, the large bruises on Chen Ge's arms began to ooze blood.
Tiny blood words seemed to be hidden in the fine blood beads. The blood beads gathered into a drop of bright red blood, and the blood words formed an incomplete diary.
The drop of blood dripped down Chen Ge's arm and onto Zhang Ya's wrist. Zhang Ya's panicked heart became calm in that moment.
Looking at her wrist being held, she felt a little dazed and was stunned for a few seconds before breaking free.
"I'm sorry, I hope it can be kept secret. I don't want the doctor to know that I have seen you."
When the pain hit, Chen Ge didn't think deeply about the past, let alone touch the memory fragments from the past, but the pain kept coming like a tide, as if the dam that blocked the tide of pain had disappeared, and now he had to bear it alone
That boundless pain.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! His arms were shaking, and Chen Ge thought he was used to the pain, but then he realized that the pain he felt at the beginning was only one-tenth of what it is now.
"Why?"
Unable to stand at all, Chen Ge fell to the ground. The white cat was spinning around anxiously. Zhang Ya kept saying something to Chen Ge, but Chen Ge could no longer hear him.
"What on earth did I do, why did this pain suddenly appear?!"
His body seemed to be torn apart. Chen Ge used his last sanity to shout at Zhang Ya and the white cat: "Take that cat away, I will come here every morning."
After finishing speaking intermittently, Chen Ge immediately turned around and ran towards the hospital. He used his last strength to rush out of the flowers, and finally fell on the garden walkway.
This time, he fainted from the pain.
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"It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!"
In the darkness, Chen Ge could hear his own voice ringing continuously. He looked for his own voice and saw that in the deepest part of the darkness, there was a melancholy young man holding a beating heart, standing with his back to Chen Ge.
The figure on the back was very similar to him, and the voice coming out of his mouth was also his, but his intuition told Chen Ge that the young man was not him.
"Xu Yin?" A name emerged quietly. Chen Ge moved forward in the black wave, but was carried further and further away by the darkness.
The young man who endured the boundless pain on his behalf seemed to hear his voice. When Chen Ge was washed away by the darkness, he looked back.
The front of his body was occupied by various curses. Those curses were like nails piercing his body, but he seemed to be extremely resistant to curses and pain. The curses could not penetrate his body and hurt him.
Not to mention the beating heart in his arms, and Chen Ge behind him who had been washed away by the wave of darkness.
Opening his eyes suddenly, Chen Ge's expression was ferocious and terrifying. He subconsciously wanted to grab it with his hands, but he soon found that his hands were restrained.
Slowly regaining his composure, Chen Ge looked around and saw smashed windows, crooked hospital beds, and overturned cabinets.
"Now I finally know why the doctor gave you two pills." Zuo Han's voice came from the corner of the ward. He moved his bed to the farthest place from Chen Ge: "How could I be with such a dangerous patient like you?"
We stayed together for two days, thank you for not killing me."
"Did I mess up the ward?"
"You're not making a mess, you're destroying everything." Zuo Han was as obedient as a pet cat, sitting in the corner and not even taking a step closer to Chen Ge until he died.
"I remember that I was in a coma, my head seemed to be split open, and I felt pain everywhere in my body. I can't remember anything else clearly."
"You woke up once during a coma. That you was completely different from the you now. Your eyes were red and bloodshot, dragging a broken leg. You roared like a wild beast and didn't let anyone get close." Zuo Han still feels scared when he thinks about it now.
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"Bang! Bang! Bang!"
There was a sudden knock on the ward door, and Dr. Gao and two nursing staff walked in.
After they saw Chen Ge wake up, they all breathed a sigh of relief.
The two nurses were still a little scared. Only Dr. Gao took the initiative to approach Chen Ge: "Why did you faint in the garden this morning? Did another patient stimulate you?"
"I suddenly remembered some things from the past. The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't control it, and then I fainted from the pain." Chen Ge basically told the truth.
"Your condition just stabilized a few days ago. You shouldn't have relapsed so quickly. Could it be that the medicine has failed?" Doctor Gao took out the medicine bottle, and this time he poured out three pills: "After taking the medicine, you
Have a good rest first, and I will discuss your condition with other doctors."
"Doctor Gao, has my condition become serious again?"
"Your condition has improved, but your second personality has become more and more manic. Perhaps he also felt that you were slowly being cured, so he became even crazier." Dr. Gao analyzed.
"Why does my second personality go crazy when I am healed?"
"If you are completely cured, it also means that he will disappear." Dr. Gao said earnestly: "Your second personality is composed of your negative emotions and various dark sides. It is selfish, gloomy, cruel, and tyrannical. He is not
He will disappear willingly, and if that moment comes, he will definitely try his best to destroy you as well."
"Will my alter ego destroy me?"
"You should also be aware of his danger. You are normal and he is abnormal. Don't be influenced by that personality who only knows destruction."
Seeing Chen Ge swallowing three pills, Dr. Gao told the nurse a few words and left directly.
Two nursing staff stood in the ward. They cleaned the room, replaced the window glass, and did not leave until the afternoon.
"Chen Ge?" Zuo Han bravely approached Chen Ge. He gently shook Chen Ge's shoulders and was startled when he found that Chen Ge had his eyes open: "You're not sleeping!"
"What's up?"
"Have you taken all three pills?" Zuo Han kindly reminded: "The white pills in the hospital can eliminate pain, slow down your thinking, and help you relieve symptoms, but at the same time, this medicine will also make you slowly
Lose yourself. If you take too much, you will become a living doll who only knows how to giggle."
"Live doll?"
"As a living doll, you can only be at the mercy of others. Although you can't feel pain, you can never feel happiness and joy. It will destroy everything about you." Zuo Han is a forensic doctor himself, and he seems to be interested in this.
Very knowledgeable about medicines.
"Is this medicine that scary?" Chen Ge turned his head slightly, revealing the pills hidden under the pillow.
"You didn't eat?"
"My hands are tied, please help me turn these three pills into powder so that no one can find out."
"Okay." Zuo Han nodded subconsciously. He found that Chen Ge's tone of voice was a little different from before. He seemed to be calmer: "By the way, Chen Ge, there is something I want to tell you."
"What's up?"
"Dr. Gao said before that your second personality only knows destruction and is composed entirely of negative emotions and dark sides. In fact, he was lying to you." Zuo Han said the most crucial point: "When you went crazy in the ward,
I was right next to you, and you wanted to destroy everything in the ward and attack the nurses and patients you saw, but you didn't hurt me!"
Zuo Han's words aroused Chen Ge's interest: "You continue."
"Your second personality seems to know me! We seem to have known each other before entering the hospital!" Zuo Han's voice was very low, but Chen Ge could hear that he was very excited: "If that's true, then it can
Explain why I feel that the whole world is harming me, but you are the only exception! At the same time, this can also prove that our memories have indeed been tampered with!"
Zuo Han was very perceptive, and he hit the key point at once: "We are each other's proof! Those memories of your past should not be fake, but the things the doctor told you are fabricated."
He spoke very quickly, and Zuo Han knew that Chen Ge would get a headache if he thought deeply. Before Chen Ge was so painful that he passed out, he spoke out his thoughts in one breath: "Back to the most fundamental issue, the doctor said that you are because of
You got sick because your parents were killed, but have you ever thought that maybe your parents didn't die, and they are still somewhere in this city!"