On the first day of school, he was punished by standing twice. Chen Ge’s name soon spread on campus.
He was standing at the door of the class with his bag in hand. All the students passing by were looking at him, and he was also looking at those students.
"The tasks Chang Wenyu gave me are really difficult. Every student seems to have an abnormal side."
The school bell rang and Teacher Liu did not come back. Chen Ge returned to the classroom consciously.
He put the chair of the second knocked out student onto his seat and sat down comfortably.
The new teacher started the class. Chen Ge did not listen. He took out a pen and paper from his bag and began to think about how to find those children who were qualified to be door pushers.
He was lost in thought when a small piece of paper was suddenly stretched out from the table next to him, with only two very brief words on it - thank you.
Chen Ge was a little surprised when he saw Chen Ge. It seemed to him that there was only despair and negative emotions in the blood-red world behind the door. People here should not be able to say the word thank you.
"Thank you. You are being embarrassed by them because of me. Of course I have to stand up. This is what I should do." Chen Ge turned to his deskmate Da Bi and said, but Da Bi did not dare to reply and kept his posture.
It seemed that Chen Ge was talking to himself, and there was no communication between him and Chen Ge.
"Are you scared?" Chen Ge knew the worry in Da Biang's heart.
"I'm sorry." After a long time, Dabi handed over another note.
Chen Ge was smarter this time. He took out a pen and wrote a few words on the back of the note.
"It's okay, they are going too far, I can't stand them."
After returning the note, Dabi saw it and started writing again: "Me too, but I don't dare to resist. I have no friends and no one can speak for me. The teacher only values academic performance, but I'm stupid."
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There was helplessness between the lines on the note on the cake.
"You will have friends in the future. My name is Chen Ge. What about you?"
"Li Bing, because my name has the character Bing in it and my face is big and round, so they all call me Big Pie."
"Copy that, I'll remember it."
"Chen Ge, I'm sorry just now. I should have stood up. But I'm really scared. Do you think I'm very cowardly?"
"No one is born strong. Besides, people's character and cognition are extremely malleable. This is a kind of adaptability to society and living environment. I know you are actually working very hard." Chen Ge handed the note to everyone.
After a while, he took out a new piece of paper and wrote a sentence on the front: "Can you tell me about your past?"
Chen Ge suspected that Li Bing was one of the people he wanted to find, so he started to test it out.
"What aspects do you mean?"
"About you, and the other people in this class, when did they start bullying you?"
Looking at the content on the note, Li Bing hesitated for a long time before writing. He wrote a long paragraph and handed it to Chen Ge.
"My actual situation is different from what they said. My parents love me very much, so the words they said can't hurt me at all. In my opinion, they are a group of devils who like to expose other people's scars. They base their happiness on
In terms of other people's pain, this kind of thing will be over as long as you endure it. After all, there are teachers here, and they don't dare to do anything to me. Chen Ge, I advise you to try not to conflict with them in the future. They have their own little things.
Group, the guy you knocked out just now seems to know some gangsters from outside the school."
The content on the note made Chen Ge feel a little uncomfortable. Those who were bullied lost the courage to resist and just wanted to escape. Perhaps deep down in their hearts, they felt that they would grow up one day and leave this place one day.
, so just endure it and it will pass.
They don't know that some experiences will be engraved in their bones and become a lingering shadow in their minds. Whenever they think of them, they will still feel a little uncomfortable even if they deny them in every possible way.
Chen Ge looked at the note. He did not refute Li Bing. What can a child do when encountering such a situation?
Unarmed and helpless, when evil strikes, they are like being stripped naked and standing in the spotlight. They have nowhere to escape. They can only cover their only dignity and endure it silently.
Seeing Chen Ge's silence, Li Bing handed over a second note: "Just be patient and it will be fine. If you resist, you may end up like Yan Fei."
"Who is Yan Fei?"
"The student who was sitting in your position."
"Where are they now?"
"After what happened, Yan Fei dropped out of school."
"He left school?"
"No, he is still in the infirmary. His parents helped him go through the withdrawal procedures." Li Bing then handed Chen Ge a note: "He has been released. You must not disturb him again."
Chen Ge put away Li Bing's note and moved his eyes between Li Bing and his seat.
When he first entered the classroom, his seat had been stepped on and was about to fall apart. There were various scratches on the table. The drawers were sticky and seemed to be stuffed with a lot of garbage.
These are all things that happened to Yan Fei. Compared with Yan Fei, Li Bing's situation was much worse.
The person those bastards bullied was Yan Fei, and Li Bing was just the replacement they found after Yan Fei left.
The evil thoughts in the world behind the door are amplified, and the bad side of human nature is completely exposed. Just by looking at the tables and chairs used by Yan Fei, you can roughly understand what happened to him.
"Is he in the infirmary because he was injured by those guys?" Chen Ge felt angry in his heart. He didn't know why he was so angry. It might be because of the school's inaction, or it might be because of the lack of education.
of bullies.
"No." Li Bing shook his head, tore off another page, wrote a few sentences and secretly handed it to Chen Ge: "They have been bullying Yan Fei, targeting him everywhere, throwing his homework, and breaking his desk and chairs.
, graffiti on his school bag and the hem of his clothes.”
"Why do they have to bully Yan Fei?" Chen Ge felt that Yan Fei was probably the person he was looking for and wanted to find out about Yan Fei's past.
"I don't know either. Yan Fei lives in a very ordinary family, just like you and me. The only difference may be that he has a stronger self-esteem, doesn't like others to joke around, and is a little unsociable. Maybe those guys just want Yan Fei to
I threw my self-esteem into the ground and stepped on it hard to satisfy some of my own psychology."
"Yan Fei used to do pretty well in his studies, above average, but later his grades got worse and worse due to various things."
"His parents are worried, and his teachers are becoming more and more indifferent to him."
"Finally one day, when someone was fighting for his notebook, he got into a fight with those people."
"Yan Fei endured it for a long time, but after all, he was alone and was quickly knocked down."
"Because they were in the classroom, the teacher quickly came over and pulled them apart."
"Later, when the teacher asked about the reason for what happened, many people were silent. The few who spoke were friends of the bully. They said they were just joking. Yan Fei had too much self-esteem and couldn't afford to joke, so he hit the bully first.