At this time, the female doctor in the mental hospital said: "Mania, at least there is mania!"
I looked at her and cursed: "You old woman, why do I have mania? How much do you know? You know nothing at all!"
Unexpectedly, this woman picked up the syringe and hit my arm. Soon, I felt light all over and my eyelids began to feel heavy. Finally, I completely relaxed and fell asleep.
After I woke up, I found myself in a separate room with a wooden bed, a stool and a table, and the bathroom was next to it.
There were iron bars on the windows. I stood in front of the window and looked outside. There were people walking in the yard wearing hospital gowns. They looked weird, like ghosts with three souls and seven incomplete souls.
I looked at myself in front of the mirror. I already had a beard. I touched my beard with my hand and then patted the door panel.
There was a small window on the door. Soon the small window opened and a man asked me: "What are you doing?"
I pointed to my beard and said, "I want to shave!"
Soon, I saw the female doctor again. She came in with two strong men, and brought a bottle of foam and a razor.
She said: "You're awake, how do you feel?"
I smiled and said, "It feels great!"
After I shaved my beard, I planned to have a good talk with the female doctor. I looked at her and said, "Can I talk to you alone?"
The two strong men behind objected, but the female doctor said: "You guys go to the door and wait for me. I'll be fine."
After the two strong men went out, the female doctor crossed her arms and looked at me and said: "Preliminary identification shows that you have delusional disorder, schizophrenia and mania. This is very troublesome, you know? I am deeply sorry for your misfortune.
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I know that she thinks the cause of my illness is the death of a family member, but it is not the case at all. Although I care about my parents very much, I am not crazy yet, but how should I explain it? I can't do anything.
I can only not mention this matter.
She continued: "Given your situation, it is still possible to be cured. You need to calm down and cooperate with me, you know?"
I thought about it and said, "If I cooperate with you, when can I be discharged from the hospital?"
"In order to be responsible to society, we need to observe you for a long time, conduct a comprehensive assessment on you, and only after we are sure that you are normal can we approve your discharge."
I thought for a while and continued: "It seems that I can't offend you. Although this is a hospital in name, in fact it is a prison, and you can lock me up for as long as you want. It's all based on your preferences, and it's reasonable and legal.
You will also gain recognition from society, and everyone will support you from morality to law, because no one wants to see a lunatic walking on the street, right?"
The female doctor looked at me and said with a smile: "Yes, that's it. Before you are confused, let me ask you, how did your family members die?"
I looked at her and hesitated for a long time, and she also looked at me. This question is so sharp, how should I answer it? If I tell the truth, then I am still a madman. If I tell a lie, it will be Li Yexing who killed me.
Damn it, that would be too unconscionable.
She looked at me and said: "Zhang Xiao, answer my question! Or let me ask another question, were your parents killed by Li Yexing?"
I swallowed, broke into a cold sweat, shook my head and said, "No!"
She closed the clip in her hand, took two steps back and said, "Someone will give you medicine later. Take the medicine according to the nurse's instructions, do you understand?"
I nodded silently, then leaned back and closed my eyes.
What else can I say to her?
In the evening, the female doctor came again. Not only did she come, she also brought Xiaozhen.
I looked at the female doctor and said, "Don't you get off work? Why are you here again? It's getting late now!"
The female doctor smiled and said, "Officer Li is here to see you. She cares about you very much."
I pointed at Li Zhen and said, "Let this person go quickly, I don't want to see her!"
Li Zhen smiled and said, "Just keep shouting, I don't care!"
At this time, she said to the doctor: "I want to talk to Zhang Xiao alone, is that okay?"
"Yes, yes, you have to pay attention to safety!" the female doctor said.
After the female doctor went out, Xiaozhen sat down on my bed. She was wearing a dress today, with short shoulder-length hair, big eyes, red lips and white teeth.
She looked at me and laughed and said: "Zhang Xiao, do me a favor!"
"You should know about the old man upstairs, help me get rid of him!"
I smiled and said, "Look at me now. I can't protect myself. And don't you think I'm a psycho? How can a psycho help you?"
At this time, she stretched out her hand and put it into my clothes. She put her palm against my chest. She closed her eyes and quietly felt my heartbeat.
Then she looked at me and said: "Zhang Xiao, your and my destiny are actually closely connected. If that old ghost is not eliminated, you and I will both...!" "What will happen?" I asked.
Xiaozhen slowly pulled her hand back, came over and kissed me gently on the face and said: "You are destined to be mine, and this cannot be changed. Things between you and me are not that simple. This is
You can't escape this fate, you know?"
I thought about it and said to her: "Tell me, who are you? Where did you take the real Xiaozhen?"
Xiaozhen giggled, her breath tickled my ears, and said: "She is me, I am her, we are the same person, do you understand?"
I said helplessly: "I'm just a lunatic, how can I get rid of him?"
Li Zhen snorted coldly, reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Think about it carefully. I will come to hear your news in three days!"
After saying that, she stepped back step by step, turned around and went out when she reached the door, and then there was the sound of the door being locked outside.
That night the female doctor brought me dinner. This mentally ill dinner was surprisingly good, which surprised me a little.
The female doctor looked at me and smiled and said: "Zhang Xiao, Officer Li takes good care of you, and asked me to bring you so many delicious foods today. I want to ask if you and Officer Li are not on the same page!"
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I ignored her and kept eating and drinking. I thought to myself that women like to gossip. If I said that I had an affair with Officer Li, the female doctor might be happy!
"Don't be hostile to me. I am your attending doctor. If you have anything on your mind, just tell me!"