Within a few months, Wang Wei submitted his resignation to the bureau, but it was not approved. Later, Wang Wei suddenly and inexplicably left the County Public Security Bureau, which he relied on for survival and was proud of.
whereabouts?
Some people said that he did not want to work and went to work in the south. Some people said that his spirit was greatly stimulated and he went out to work as a beggar. Later, some people gradually said that he was secretly transferred to the Imperial Capital Police Department or some mysterious department.
...There is no consensus, and everything is said.
At that time, not to mention that every day Wang Wei went to the Public Security Bureau to work, even if he was not at work, the master and the relevant leaders asked him to take a few months of rest according to the instructions of the superiors. He wanted to commit suicide. The thought of that "work" made him dizzy and nauseated.
Want to kill someone!
Later, the leader had to send someone to accompany Wang Wei!
There is one more thing that needs to be said. Half of what I said before is that on the night of the murder, Wang Wei and his master said they had something to do with him. That night, he called Wang Wei out on the phone. When he got downstairs, his car was already waiting at the door.
"Get in the car!" Master Lao Wang was sitting in the cab. When he saw Wang Wei coming down, he was swaying, his face was gloomy, and he smiled strangely.
Then he muttered another sentence: "It's worthless..."
Hearing what he said, Wang Wei looked back at him and got in the car, only to see him wipe his eyes quickly, tears flashing, and then drive the car quickly out of the Public Security Bureau and go straight to the police station where they usually never go.
, while other colleagues from the security brigade often visit Guangcai Street to fight against pornography.
That night, Wang Wei's master didn't bring anyone with him. He only called Wang Wei and rewarded him with going to Yichun Yuan to spend the night with a young lady.
When the car stopped, Wang Wei was much better and his mind was relatively normal. When he saw the carnival sign in front of him, he didn't understand what the master meant! "Come on, come on, Wang Wei, get off the car!" The master pulled the handbrake.
, pushed open the car door, turned around and pulled Wang Wei and forced him out of the car.
Wang Wei's master was an upright man. He joined the police and became an executioner when he was young. Perhaps due to his career, he never married a wife. Later, he took on several apprentices one after another and killed countless people. According to his own words after drinking, he handled the murders.
The number of bastards shot must have been at least a thousand, if not thousands, then hundreds.
He never knew what sympathy and pity meant! But that night, although he didn't say it explicitly, Wang Wei clearly felt an inner sympathy and praise!
After entering the door, many little lolita like butterflies immediately rushed towards them, but they were all pushed aside unceremoniously by the master. With a cold face, he pulled Wang Wei directly inside to find the proprietress, and gave them to himself and Wang Wei respectively.
I ordered two young ladies. Every time I shot someone, I felt a strange and intense sexual stimulation in my heart.
The one from the master was a beautiful female college student, and the one from Wang Wei was also a beautiful college student. Although Wang Wei was reluctant, there was absolutely no resistance at all. Instead, he had an inexplicable passion and hysteria like a mad dog.
It was the first time in my life that I was even more backward than my brother who I had just killed, and tasted the taste of a woman.
Although the master didn't say anything, he made it clear that he wanted to tell Wang Wei through this move, "Life is just like this!"
"Be more open-minded."
"In this world, if you want to conquer power, money, and women, you have to let them go!"
Wang Wei remembered this sentence.
…
Sacrifice relatives, want to die the soul.
After returning to Tai Chi that day, Wang Wei drove a borrowed brand-new police car toward the countryside at lightning speed. When he borrowed the car, the criminal police captain wanted to drive him back to the countryside. Wang Wei was silent for a while and shook his head in refusal:
"Forget it, I'll just drive back by myself. There are a lot of things in the bureau, so don't let the director find you and make things worse." In fact, this is just an excuse. He and the captain were as close as brothers when they were in office. The other party was the captain and he was the deputy captain.
team leader……
This time I returned to my hometown without any preparation. I just missed my adoptive father and younger brother so much that I suddenly came back to see if they were okay?
The captain did not insist. He understood Wang Wei's thoughts. Wang Wei said: "Whenever I come back, I will build two new graves for my adoptive father and brother in a glorious manner, and let everyone go to the ceremony together."
.Not now, not the time."
"Okay." The captain nodded, knowing Wang Wei's character, and took out the keys and sent him to the police car.
Wangjiacun is sixteen miles away from the county seat, and Jiajiapo is right in the middle. In the minds of Duliang people, Jiajiapo is a ghost nest and the gateway to the underworld, but it happens to be the only place that Dalin Township must pass when entering the city.
It is said that at night, ghost fires can often be seen from a distance, and ghost screams from the execution ground can be heard nearby.
In the second half of the night in the large suite of the provincial capital hotel, Wang Wei woke up from his deep sleep and could not sleep again. He always felt the shadows of his adoptive father and brother Wang Jie lingering in front of the bed, but they were silent.
Yan looked at him.
It would be a little better if I turned on the bedside lamp, but I felt very irritable without even having a cigarette.
Lying on the snow-white, soft and smooth double bed, my mind was filled with the bloody scene a year ago: I had forgotten how to fire the gun, I only remembered that a dazzling fire flashed, my brother's body rolled to the ground, and he fell into the small soil in front of him.
His eyes widened exaggeratedly, his mouth kept biting, his limbs were still twitching violently, and he stopped moving in an instant.
There were ten other death row criminals on the same sentence. He didn't have much emotion when he shot them. Later, when he saw many people and two women, an old man and a young man, holding two children, crying and collecting the bodies, Wang Wei felt uneasy - he was
The person who was shot was the breadwinner of the family. Who will support my mother after his death? Can the two young children grow up?
As a result, his brother Wang Jie's demeanor before his death and the tragic scene after the shooting alternately appeared in his mind - Wang Wei finally suffered from insomnia.
His adoptive father, who was usually kind-hearted, suddenly collapsed in his ordinary house in the countryside when the gunfire sounded when Wang Wei shot his younger brother Wang Jie. When Wang Wei received the call and rushed back, the neighbors were already there.
He placed his adoptive father on the makeshift bed board.
Wang Wei got out of the car and rushed into the door. He knelt down and cried bitterly.
In the midst of all the helplessness and distress, the master's words echoed clearly in my ears: "Everything in the world must be balanced. Only when it is balanced can there be peace and tranquility." Thinking like this, I fell asleep in a daze.
…
Now, Wang Wei stopped the police car, took out the sacrifices he had bought halfway out of the car, and turned around to enter the deserted cemetery. This was a mass grave similar to a family slope, very close to the village. He finally
I saw this grave mound hidden in the lush green woods that haunted me in my dreams.
Putting down what he was holding and lighting a 95 Supreme cigarette in silence, Wang Wei looked around and his eyes fell on the lonely graves of his adoptive father and younger brother, and his eyes became hot.
After throwing away the cigarette butts, he respectfully placed all the offerings, including pig head meat, cakes, fruits, incense candles, burning paper, records, DVDs and money for death, in front of the two graves of different sizes, and placed a piece of money on each of them.
Yellow paper. He went back to the police car and moved a box of the best local soju. He moved his hands to the grave, and there was also a bottle of 95 Supreme. He took out a bottle first, unscrewed the lid, and poured it on the grave with a "dong dong dong"
On the grassy field in front of me.
He opened the 95 Supreme Cigarettes, took out a pack of cigarettes, tore them off along the cellophane seal, lit them one by one and scattered them on the grave.
Plug in the incense and light it. The long and thin smoke curls up and fills the air, as if someone is watching this slowly above your head...
"Adoptive father, I'm back to see you. How are you in heaven?"
"Brother, are you and your adoptive father happy there?"
"May you be peaceful and worry-free in another world!"
"My biological parents have not been found yet, and there is no clue whether they are still alive..."
"But I must find it, I swear!"
Wang Wei knelt down, lit three cigarettes, and inserted them in front of the graves of his adoptive father and younger brother respectively. His expression changed.
Waves of coldness penetrated Wang Wei's heart. He had money in his hands. A lot of money. How he came from it was only he knew best. In any case, Wang Wei is no longer the executioner he used to be. What exactly does he do?
It was not inconvenient to talk about it in front of the graves of my adoptive father and my biological brother, I just silently talked about everything in my heart.
Back then, the person who put pressure on the director through the power agencies was still there, and the person who personally ordered him to shoot his own brother was still there.
They are still living well and getting better and better, but Wang Wei believes that they will not live so freely forever...
"As long as I am alive, I will never let them go."
His longing for his beloved relatives was exactly the opposite. Every time he recalled their voices, faces, and smiles, he always had a sour feeling in his heart. Even if it took ten or several decades, this feeling would not weaken or disappear, but would become stronger.
"There is no need for a graveyard to bury bones, and there is no place in life without green hills." Just like this, if it weren't for the special mission, he would have wanted to come back during the Qingming Festival to see the only relative he had ever had in the world. That time, because he went abroad
Due to various reasons, the mission failed to take place.
Now that he is back, he misses the days that have been passed down for thousands of years; the Qingming drizzle will continue to come one after another. This is probably a response to the sadness in people's hearts.
On this occasion, when I kneel down to worship my adoptive father and younger brother, I have so many words in my heart that I want to bring to my relatives far away in heaven, so that they can express their condolences through heaven to their departed flesh and blood, and wish their souls in heaven good health.
The paper money is burning, full of lovesickness. Tears are flowing, and the heart is aching. The kindness of my adoptive father is as great as a mountain, and the longing in my heart is still there. I don’t hear the voice of my biological brother calling me. Yesterday I leaned on my shoulder and smiled, but today the crows are crows in the grave. I am in tears, and my heart is hazy. I don’t know the good medicine can bring youth back.
?The heart is melting, the tears are melting. Is there a soul in the underworld? I am thinking about it, and I am breathing out. I only hope to see you in my dreams. Tell me that you are healthy? Tell me that there is sunshine in heaven. May my adoptive father and brother be healthy in heaven.
hapiness.
Over the past year, Wang Wei once stood on the highest place in his hometown, looking at his hometown in the distance and missing his deceased relatives.
I finally returned today. The mountains can block my distant view, but my thoughts have flown back to my hometown, bringing blessings to my deceased relatives. I hope your souls in heaven are worry-free.
"Book of Rites? Liyun" states: "At the beginning of the husband's rites, all kinds of food and drink are introduced. He burns millet, eats pigs, and eats them to defile his respects. He eats corn and drums, which can still be used to pay respect to ghosts and gods." It means,
Sacrifice originated from offering food to the gods. As long as the millet is burned and pork is used as food for the gods, a hole is dug in the ground to serve as a kettle, water is held in the hands to offer to the gods, and people's prayers and respects can be conveyed by beating earthen drums for fun.
Communicate to ghosts and gods.
Just before the graves of his adoptive father and younger brother, Wang Wei had a strange dream.
He dreamed that he was sitting on the top of a colorful cloud, floating. The cloud suddenly became as red as fire, like a giant mushroom, spinning like a top. Suddenly there was an explosion, as if a centrifugal star had been bombarded.
Go out, rise, and push towards a dazzling place.
He felt that his whole body was weightless, and he could not help but float in the void. He also felt that his whole body was transparent and glowing, as if he was reflecting with some mysterious halo, and he heard a deafening noise in the chaos.
At this time, the flash point in his memory burst out with dazzling light, illuminating Wang Wei who had fallen into the bottomless abyss. He seemed to hear his brother Wang Jie calling him, and slowly woke up and opened his hazy eyes.
"Brother! -" Sure enough, it was his younger brother Wang Jie standing in front of the grave, his face covered with tears, holding Wang Wei's neck tightly.
Wang Wei's tears rolled down like broken pearls.
When I calmed down and took another look, where was my brother? The body that was still left behind in the mortal world felt extremely uncomfortable, as if a pair of hands had strangled its neck. It was hard to breathe, and it suddenly woke up in a cold sweat...