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Chapter 164: Self-deception

When Jiang Fan returned home, Shen Meng was still awake.

The computer in the living room was on, and Shen Meng was sitting in front of it, concentrating on following an online drama called "Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace".

The takeaway food on the table has not yet been cleared away.

Jiang Fan's sound of opening the door didn't make Shen Meng take his eyes off the computer screen.

He just said hello absentmindedly and continued to stare at the plot on the computer screen, seemingly immersed in it.

In fact, Jiang Fan doesn't really understand this kind of behavior of chasing dramas.

First, in Jiang Fan's opinion, most TV dramas and online dramas are a bit lacking in IQ, and the logical loopholes are often very obvious.

Second, the plots of these TV dramas and online dramas are not friendly to male audiences.

What impressed Jiang Fan the most was that after several of his favorite online novels were adapted into online dramas, he was eager to watch them.

However, after those few online dramas were aired, none of them could make Jiang Fan persist in watching even one episode.

In fact, the plot changes have been so serious that people like Jiang Fan can no longer find any familiar elements in the original work except for the character names.

What’s even more exaggerated is that no matter whether it’s history, fantasy, suspense, competition, or any kind of novel, as long as it’s adapted into a TV series, it can’t escape the fate of becoming a romance drama.

Because the main viewers of TV series are women. As for men... they are often not considered by TV series producers.

After putting the takeaway lunch boxes on the table into the trash can, Jiang Fan stretched out. Since he had nothing to do, he simply moved a chair and sat next to Shen Meng.

Accompanying Shen Meng, I watched this web drama.

She didn't drink much in the evening, but she still smelled of alcohol, so Shen Meng took a sniff as soon as she sat down.

But he didn't ask any more questions, he just naturally turned his body and leaned into Jiang Fan's arms.

Jiang Fan took advantage of the situation and put his arms around Shen Meng's shoulders, and at the same time put his hand on Shen Meng's chest maliciously.

The relationship between the two is really a bit mysterious.

No one has taken the initiative to talk about the possibility of going further. It seems that they are deliberately avoiding deeper relationships.

But at the same time, Shen Meng did not resist close physical contact, but in the last step, Shen Meng still had some psychological barriers.

If Jiang Fan wants to force something to happen, Shen Meng can accept it, but as long as Jiang Fan's attitude is not so firm, Shen Meng will involuntarily shrink back.

For example, at this moment, Shen Meng just rolled her eyes at Jiang Fan's dishonest hand, and then let Jiang Fan explore.

She leaned in Jiang Fan's arms, holding Jiang Fan's wrist to prevent Jiang Fan from going too far, and focused the rest of her attention on the online drama.

The atmosphere is charming and ambiguous, but also extremely warm.

After watching it for more than two hours, Shen Meng yawned and felt obviously sleepy.

My body felt a little numb, so I turned off the computer, broke away from Jiang Fan's arms, and kissed Jiang Fan on the cheek.

Then she said with a sweet smile: "Sister, I'm sleepy and going to bed. You should also go to bed early."

"Sister Meng, why don't we talk..."

Jiang Fan felt a little impulsive, but just halfway through speaking, Shen Meng reached out and covered his mouth.

"Don't tell me. My sister won't agree to it. It's fine now. If you endure the hardship, my sister's door is not closed. You can come in at any time."

Shen Meng said with a smile.

"But... why?"

Jiang Fan asked somewhat depressedly.

"Xiaofan, you have just graduated and you still don't understand many things. Friendship is very simple, but love is very complicated. You will want to be with me because of some impulses. I believe you are serious. But this does not mean You won’t regret it.”

"Friends rarely talk about the future, but they are often still together in the future. Lovers always talk about the future, but often there is no future. I don't want to have you for a short time and then lose you forever, so let's not cross that line. One step, no matter what you want, sister can give it to you. But in terms of relationship, we don't want to make each other nervous. That's it, it's good."

Shen Meng said with a smile.

Jiang Fan couldn't help but remain silent.

Instinctively, he wanted to refute Shen Meng's words.

But those vows were stuck in their throats before they even opened their mouths.

People will always change. Jiang Fan knows this very well. The stronger the emotion, the easier it is to change.

So Shen Meng's concerns are very real.

There are indeed many uncertain factors between the two people. Of course there will be no problems if they are friends, but if the relationship evolves to the stage of lovers, then many conflicts that would not otherwise arise will inevitably arise.

In the end, if they really hurt each other and become strangers, it would be too sad and unacceptable.

After a long silence, Jiang Fan said with a wry smile: "But this is too unfair to you."

"What are you talking about? My sister is sharing a house with you, not living together. Even if something happens, it's because my sister has physical needs, so she just uses you here. To say it's unfair is also unfair to you. With my sister, I what is the relationship?"

Shen Meng rolled her eyes at Jiang Fan again, and while speaking, she stretched herself and walked towards her side.

Jiang Fan stood there blankly, unable to find any logic to refute Shen Meng's statement.

After Shen Meng entered the bedroom, she quickly changed into a pair of pajamas. Then she suddenly poked her head out, winked at Jiang Fan mischievously, and said, "Would you like to sleep with your sister? I promise not to move. Hug you."

Ouch! Shouldn’t it be me who says this?

Jiang Fan felt that his male dignity had been challenged.

Without hesitation, he rushed directly into Shen Meng's bedroom, stretched out his hands to hug Shen Meng horizontally, kicked the door shut with his feet, then threw Shen Meng onto the bed, and pounced on him with an evil look on his face.

Shen Meng exclaimed, but he was extremely open and tolerant towards Jiang Fan's rough behavior.

He allowed Jiang Fan to press on him, not making the slightest move to resist like before.

Instead, he put his arms around Jiang Fan's neck and closed his eyes at the same time.

Such a picture of people being picked by anyone made Jiang Fan's brain a little congested.

But after breathing heavily and staring at Shen Meng for a long time, Jiang Fan still didn't continue.

He stretched out his hand to caress Shen Meng's cheek, kissed Shen Meng on the forehead, and then lay down quietly next to Shen Meng.

He said: "Go to sleep. I'm not sure how long I can endure it, but as long as I can endure it, I will try my best to endure it. This is...a little bit of self-deception on my part."


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