Looking at her, I didn’t know what to say. I just stayed there quietly. The woman turned around and said to me: "You know my story? I am so miserable and was abandoned by this man, but I still
I love him very much, but I still can't forget that man. Am I being mean?"
After she said these words, she turned her head and stopped talking. Time continued. The woman sitting on the ground seemed to have lost her soul and did not get up. But suddenly she got up from the ground like crazy. She looked outside.
Stage ran over and shouted: "Jin Yan, you bad man, you have no conscience. I want to tell everyone that you are just Chen Shimei. I made money to make you famous. I really regret it. Once you become famous, you will
If you marry a girl from our rich family, you won’t like me, a low-ranking dancer, right?”
After the woman made such a fuss, everyone knew that the big star Jin Yan was a hypocrite. This was a business party, and celebrities from Shanghai's business community came, including of course Jin Yan's future father-in-law. Everyone present
The reporters all took pictures of this scene. Tomorrow the headline about Jin Yan abandoning his wife will appear in the newspapers. By then the city will be full of uproar.
Before the woman could finish speaking, she was dragged down and thrown directly onto the street outside. She was laughing and joking crazily on the street, attracting the attention of passers-by. She walked to the middle of the road, where she was hit by a speeding car and flew to the opposite side.
On the telephone pole, blood was left on the ground, and this woman stayed at this moment forever. I shed my last tear when I saw it.
The girl next to me is just a soul standing next to me, but I can feel her strong sadness. I think maybe it is because I look exactly the same as that Jin Yan that she found me and followed me all the time.
"I know what happened to you, and I'm very sad about it, but if you stay here and can't let go, you will only be in this endless pain and never get out." I tried to enlighten her.
"You know, I am repeating the moment of my death almost every moment. I can't get out, so I have to stay here. I feel very uncomfortable too. At first, when I saw you, I thought you were him, so
I followed you, but then I understood that she had disappeared a long time ago and you just looked like him. I am sorry for what happened to you." The woman said to me.
I looked at this woman's bloodless face, and felt a trace of pity in my heart. Ghosts also have emotions. They are often people who dare to love and hate when they are alive. Their obsession after death will be deeper than that of others, but this will only
It makes them more miserable, because they will keep going back to the scene that they don't want to go back to, repeating it again and again.
"How can I help you? I will do my best to get you out of this pain, if I can." I told her my thoughts sincerely. But she shook her head and looked at me.
He said to me hollowly and sadly: "It's useless, I won't get relief, I can't forgive that man, and I can't forgive myself."
"Okay, I will try my best to save you, you believe me." I told her to let her relax.
"Do you know? I begged him not to be pregnant with his child when he abandoned me. He also knew it, but he asked me to abort it. He is such a cruel person. I should have expected it.
Yes, I just kept lying to myself and didn't want to believe the fact that he didn't love me at all. I was really stupid. Thinking about it now, I won't choose suicide. I want to live and give birth to the child.
.Because they are my flesh and blood, I did something wrong, the child died with me, and he has not seen the world." She regretfully told me her deep feelings and regrets.
"You will only become more and more regretful if you think like this. You never expect who you will meet and what will happen to you. This man is something you did not expect. You just did what a woman is willing to do for him."
Whatever your lover did, you were not wrong, you have a clear conscience, and you chose death, which is indeed the worst way, but what can a woman do when she is desperate, and you did not intentionally prevent the child from being born."
I said this to her, just to let her give herself a chance.
This woman seemed to be moved by my words, and her eyes seemed to have light when she looked at me. She was no longer as gloomy and empty as before. But this ghost who has been unwilling to leave for a century could not be so easily attracted by my few words.
The enlightenment is successful. The stories they experienced are things that ordinary people like me have never experienced in our lives.
I don't know in what capacity I should try to persuade him. But I want to make my efforts to free this poor woman from the pain of reincarnation.
"Is this really true? Can I let go of all this and no longer endure this endless torture and pain?" The woman in green cheongsam looked at me sincerely. "What do you think? It's useless for you to ask me these questions, to be sure.
It’s useless to ask anyone. Everything is your own choice. Do you want to be a lonely ghost wandering forever, or leave here and get rid of these painful memories. It all depends on your mind, doesn’t it?” I finished.
She was completely shaken.
"I really don't want to go on. I want to be reincarnated and not be a human being in my next life. After listening to what you said to me, I feel that I have suddenly become enlightened. It is never others who imprison me. In fact, it is me who is unwilling to let go.
Live your life. Please help me." The woman looked at me firmly.
Looking at his eyes, I can be sure that I succeeded this time and he can get out of here. The reason why I didn't let Xiaobai directly save her soul was because when I was at Qingyun Temple that day, I was reading a scripture.
While I was there, I happened to see a few words.
The general meaning seems to be that if the soul of the dead with strong obsession does not have her own thoughts to reincarnate, no one, no matter how profound the Taoism is, will be successful in salvation, because it is only her own relief, letting go, and salvation.
will succeed.
All the illusions were gone. I got up from the bed and felt her presence. I looked at the empty room and said: "Don't worry, I will help you. Just stay here now. I will help you tomorrow."
You perform a salvation puja." The light flashed a few times, which was her response to me.
Xiaobai went back to the room and brought me cookies. I pinched a cookie from his hand and told him: "Xiaobai, do you know that I was pressed into bed by a ghost that day? I want you to help me.
As a favor, can you do a Dharma ceremony tomorrow to save her?"
"What's wrong with this? Let's prepare everything tomorrow and start in the afternoon." Xiaobai agreed readily.
The next day, we laid out all the things, and in the afternoon Xiaobai officially performed a ritual ceremony. After the ritual ceremony, I felt that she had indeed disappeared. She has been by my side for the past two days.
The feeling she brought me was very familiar. Everything was solved and I felt relaxed physically and mentally. This beautiful and miserable woman died tragically on the street because of a man and wandered here, suffering endless pain for hundreds of years. Now she
Finally I don't have to endure it anymore.
But I don’t know where she will be reincarnated. She said she doesn’t want to be a human anymore.
I saw a fat orange cat from my grandma’s house. It has never been out. I have only seen it once since yesterday. It has been meowing since it was just next to grandma. I asked why its belly is so fat. It turns out that it is pregnant.
The kitten was born. But the amazing thing was that the female cat gave birth at night, and there was a most special color inside, with a light green color, the same color as the green cheongsam.
Maybe this is fate. She doesn’t want to be a human anymore, so it’s not bad to be a kitten here. When grandma was giving birth to the kitten, she was by her side during the whole process, and I was also watching over her. After the baby was born, the boss grandma looked at her.
The green kitten said, 'Oh, so you came to my place. You have chosen a good family.'