Lin Xun's words made all his guilt instantly appear in his eyes.
Destroying the heart and liver
The legs seemed to weigh ten thousand kilograms, and they were stuck on the ground and they couldn't pull them out even if they tried.
Lin Xun: "Don't leave..."
The softness in his heart finally defeated his resentment towards Chang Shisan.
He is still the same, a kind and simple good boy.
Xiao Jin left the room wisely.
There were two people left in the room.
Quietly, only the breathing and heartbeat with complicated emotions are left.
Lin Xun was silent for a long time and finally spoke: "Do you think I am not sensible at all?"
Chang Shisan: "...No."
Lin Xun: "You were really angry yesterday, weren't you?"
Chang Shisan: "Yes."
Lin Xun: "Did you ever hesitate when you struck the whip?"
Chang Shisan: "...Hmm."
Lin Xun: "If I were not your apprentice, but just Lin Xun in the gang, how would you deal with what happened yesterday?"
Chang Shisan: "Praise Lin Xun lightly, punish Song Qian severely."
Lin Xun: "I am your tool to win people's hearts, right?"
Tool, what a blunt word. However, there seems to be no reason to refute these two words. The fact is here, and you can't help but admit it. No matter what you think in your heart, this is how it appears.
Chang Shisan: "...Although I really want to say no, I can't deny it."
Lin Xun: "If you were me, would you swallow your anger when you hear other people's insults? You wouldn't. You always have revenge, just like when you took the risk to destroy the Xingyue Sect, you would not hesitate.
Kill those people! Am I right?"
Chang Shisan: "Yes."
Lin Xun's tears fell: "You can't swallow your anger, why should you ask me to do it! Do you feel guilty? Are you worthy of me? Do you know... When I am wronged, I wish you could stand up and support me.
! Just like I was bullied by those ruffians. I hope you can be my support, but you don't... Uncle Xiao said, you are my master... but you are so heartless. Don't blame me, I really can't control my emotions.
.”
His voice became softer and softer, and his thoughts became deeper and deeper. Chang Shisan, the master, was even more speechless.
He stood up solemnly and walked in front of Lin Xunzheng: "I will take responsibility for what I do and willingly accept the punishment of the gang rules. I belong to my master and the Tianyunshan sect. I will avenge my master and be punished for the gang.
This is my choice. However, I have no right to ask you to do the same as me, so I apologize for what I have done. I hope you will accept it. No, I just ask you to be more at ease."
Then, he took a step back and clasped his fists with his hands: "Chang Shisan, I apologize to you for what I did today."
Then he bent down deeply.
This prayer may alleviate the guilt in his heart.
No matter what Lin Xun thinks, no matter Lin Xun doesn't forgive him.
Lin Xun's heart was in turmoil!
Lin Xun had no feelings for the Tianyun Mountain Sect. He joined simply because he wanted to become a disciple.
The person in front of me made it clear: he belonged to Xiao Dong and the Tianyun Mountain Sect.
If I am Lin Xun, who does it belong to?
Lin Xun belongs to himself first, and when insulted by others, he should fight back.
He also belongs to the master. At first, he wholeheartedly worshiped the master and bowed down before Chang Shisan, but in the end he was caught in a dilemma between the master and the master.
Lin Xun didn't understand whether he was too self-willed. The master sincerely apologized and saluted his apprentice. This really gave him a huge face. He asked himself, could he bear this great gift?
Chang Shisan belongs to Xiao Dong, to the gang, and to thousands of brothers. But he does not belong to himself.
I don't know where the wind and sand came from, making his cold heart actually ooze warmth, his eyes were red, and tears were rolling in his eyes. There were too many last resorts, and it was not as calm as what Mr. Xu Bai in Yuxuan said.
I have no choice but who can replace me.
Lin Xun is his apprentice, and he can't understand anything, so why should he expect anyone to solve it for him?
That kid's heartfelt words moved him so much that he couldn't find anything to say.
Today, he became his master, but...
Chang Shisan stood up, turned his back to Lin Xun, stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears that were about to fall with slight movements.
"I'm leaving, you can rest."
But no matter how hard he tried to hide it, Lin Xun was not a blind fool.
Lin Xun: "Wait!"
Ignoring the wounds on his body, he quickly wetted a handkerchief and stopped in front of Chang Shisan.
Chang Shisan turned around, not wanting Lin Xun to see his vulnerable side.
Lin Xun stood on tiptoes, held his shoulder with one hand, and slowly touched Chang Shisan's cheek with a handkerchief in his other hand.
Chang Shisan twitched his nose and tried his best to dissipate his emotions.
Lin Xun said two words in the softest tone: "Close your eyes."
He was half a head taller than Lin Xun. He glanced lightly and looked at Lin Xun's sincere eyes. He slowly closed his eyes and a tear slipped quietly. What followed was a twitching in his throat mixed with heavy breathing.
Lin Xun looked at the master in front of him, who looked completely unfamiliar to him.
The master's fragility was frightening, not at all fierce and fierce when he danced Mo Yang, nor was he ruthless and indifferent when he waved the whip.
Master is a living person, a person of flesh and blood.
He has deeper and more serious emotions, which he never shows easily to others.
The handkerchief gently wiped his eyes, and a cold feeling spread throughout his body. Chang Shisan seemed to feel a pair of gentle and loving hands, protecting him tightly like his master Xiao Dong.
Lin Xun moved a chair and pulled Chang Shisan to sit down.
He knelt on his knees, snuggled tightly under Chang Shisan's knees, and hugged Chang Shisan's legs: "Master, Xun'er is still your Xun'er. I will always recognize you as my master and your apprentice. Disciple.
Being ignorant makes the master difficult. The disciple accepts the master’s punishment and doesn’t complain anymore.”
An impulse he had never felt before made Lin Xun unable to control himself. He was afraid that Chang Shisan would leave him, even if it was just a step!
Chang Shisan clenched his hands, picked up the handkerchief, and pressed it firmly on his eyes.
Lin Xun felt the trembling of his body and held his hands tighter. He hoped that his master could feel this warmth.
Time passed very slowly. I don't know how long it took, but the two of them gradually calmed down.
Lin Xun is still the apprentice and Chang Shisan is still the master. This is very good, very suitable and very comfortable.
…
…
Chang Shisan went out to get some fresh air and stayed away for an hour.
It was inconvenient for Lin Xun to go out, so he ordered someone to fetch Dong Lei and carefully stroked it around.
"Ling"
There was a sound of piano strings. What was embarrassing was that Lin Xun knew nothing about the piano.
He simply started playing with it randomly, "wasting everything" and making a loud noise.
The guard outside the door finally had enough.
A man came to the door: "Master Lin, can you stop? If this continues, my brothers and I will no longer be worthy."
Lin Xun chuckled: "...Okay, I'm really sorry, hehe."
Xiao Yuan thoughtfully prepared a sumptuous lunch and delivered it to the room.
Lin Xun asked: "Where is Master? Why haven't you come back yet?"