People who have seen too many winds and rains, and who live in danger of human life, have become cold-hearted.
There is actually no boundary between life and death.
Live to do something you want to do, and die and leave.
Just like a light and fluttering white cloud, it goes away with the wind.
So what if it’s in a hurry?
It's all the same thing to him.
However, there is an indescribable sadness that cannot be explained.
For the first time, I was touched by someone who had nothing to do with me.
When I was a child,
No one cares about me, and I am not treated like a human being. I am trained as a cold killer, and it is a hell on earth without any human touch.
Come out alive, or not come out alive, there is nothing to look forward to whether it is sunshine or darkness.
Later,
He practiced martial arts and personally killed the people who insulted him. From then on, he became a clean piece of white paper, and no living person had anything to do with him.
The moment I walked out of the prison,
The world is completely unfamiliar.
In order to fill his stomach, he suddenly discovered that his hard work could bring him considerable profits in exchange for food and water.
He became even more withdrawn,
Don't want to talk to others,
Living only by the business of killing people,
He becomes increasingly numb, emotionless, and unable to distinguish between good and evil.
Until one day, a pair of young children mourned the people who died at his hands.
That is the father of these two children.
A little brother and a little sister cried bitterly and were helpless. The death of their father left the two of them without the stability they could enjoy.
The Cloud Piercing Sword in Chong Ge's hand was still dripping with blood.
He didn't think this child would harm him,
Didn't expect that,
The immature child suddenly hugged him and bit off a piece of flesh from his arm.
later,
Only then did he realize that the person he killed had only offended a big shot and had never done anything evil in his life. On the contrary, he was a popular and warm-hearted person.
The helpless eyes of the two children were engraved in his heart.
That cold and temperatureless heart melted in an instant.
Since then,
Chong Ge no longer dared to hurt innocent good people easily, he couldn't stand the sarcastic looks from others.
Desert Sea Killer, Red Clothes Chong Ge,
Although it is frightening,
But it still retains a certain warmth.
He began to experience human life, started talking to people, and finally fell in love with wine.
With good wine as a companion,
Sword in hand,
Although I am alone,
But it has a different taste.
Later, he came to the Central Plains.
The place is bustling with people, and it is nothing like the desert sea. There is no howling wind, and there is no loess covering the sky. There are steps and stairs, and there are endless wines to taste.
Finally, he met Luan Ziming,
The two became sworn brothers, Jinlan,
Heart to heart.
When he started doing things, he finally had a reason - to bear the crime of murder and to live a better life for his brother.
Finally, he knew what warmth and coldness were in human relationships.
The Central Plains is a magical place.
He saw a lot of unexpected things.
The unsmiling and extremely serious Chang Shisan, the only person he truly admired, could actually fall into despair because of someone who had been gone for eight or nine years, and could actually get red-eyed in front of a young boy.
Zi Ming, who was extremely sensitive to pain, could laugh happily after being punished, and could go through life and death for people who were not related by blood without any complaints.
…
turn out to be,
The world is not gray.
It is always colorful,
It's just that my past self didn't have the eyes to notice it.