I know that there is not much chance of winning against the human race this time, and Xuan Lei has done too much for me. Even tens of thousands of years later, he will die in the sea of fire for me. I don’t plan to let him go with me this time.
risk.
I glanced at the bird warriors in the main hall,
"Okay, all of you, please step back!"
Xuan Lei and I were the only two people left in the hall. I looked at Xuan Lei,
"Now there are only you and me here. You don't have to stand there and talk. Come and sit."
Xuan Lei bent down and replied,
"Xuan Lei doesn't dare!"
I patted where I was sitting,
"This position of Bird Emperor is yours. If I ask you to come and sit, you will come and sit!"
Xuan Lei walked to me with his head lowered, and then slowly sat next to me. We sat face to face and looked at each other. I asked,
"Can you tell me what you want most now?"
Xuan Lei lowered his head and said nothing, then raised his head again after a moment,
"I wish I could see you smiling again!"
"It's easy to see me smile!"
I stood up and turned my back to Xuan Lei, untied my green robe, then turned to face Xuan Lei,
Xuan Lei looked at me in surprise,
"Bird Emperor, you, what do you mean?"
"I know what you want, I just want to follow your wish!"
"Xuan Lei doesn't dare!"
In fact, I know in my heart that my life was given by him. Without Xuan Lei, I would not be alive today. My feelings for him are more than just gratitude. If I were not so persistent in pursuing Tai Hao
, maybe we have been married to him for a long time, maybe the children have run away all over the floor, I am sorry for him, I am not worthy of him being so selfless to me.
Xuan Lei ducked down to pick up the green robe on the ground. I took his hand and said,
"I'm here right now, are you..."
He picked up the green robe and put it on my shoulders. He said while putting it on,
"It's cold in this hall, don't catch a cold! I, Xuan Lei, am willing to risk my life for you, but that doesn't mean I can accept your charity to me. It's true that I'm attracted to you, and I like you very much."
Even so, I will not accept you repaying me in this way."
I didn’t expect that he had seen through all my thoughts. What should I say? If the bird race and the human race fight, I might never be able to repay him. And I also want to know, even if I lie to him.
, I must make him accept me. And I also want to understand, in this era, Xuan Lei has always been so infatuated with Qing'er, whether they have ever had such a thing.
I crossed my arms, rubbed my hands twice and said,
"It's indeed a bit cold, why not go to my dormitory?"
"Xuan Lei doesn't dare!"
I took Xuan Lei's hand,
"Actually, from the moment you brought me back from the human race, I had already let go of Taihao and decided to be with you. It's just that I can let go of my love for him, but I can't let go of my hatred for him. Xuan Lei, are you here?
Give me a chance, okay?"
If it were an ordinary man, no one would be able to refuse this remark.
He seemed moved. The palm of my hand holding his seemed to have some warmth and was even sweating. He looked at me,
"Qing'er..."
Xuan Lei was a bit tall, so I stood up on my toes and wanted to kiss him on the face, but he seemed to be frozen in place with no intention of responding to me. I grabbed his collar and he looked into my eyes.
, I kissed his lips mercilessly.
Xuan Lei's face turned red, but his eyes were still staring at me.
I didn't stop, and then I slowly closed my eyes, thinking that he would continue to kiss me.
But he stopped,
"Qing'er, you are so beautiful. Do you know what my biggest wish was when I was little?"
I asked with some confusion,
"What is it?"
Xuan Lei showed his white jade-like teeth and smiled slightly,
"I just want to marry you and go home!"
Yes, the birds in our bird family are the most affectionate, and they can only have one partner in their lives. It's a pity that Xuan Lei's affection was used on a person like me who doesn't know how to cherish it.
Xuan Lei let me go, then sat aside and seemed to think of sad things. He sighed and said,
"Let me calm down. It's cold. You can go back and rest early. I, I'm going back to the birdhouse first."
After saying that, Xuan Lei spread his wings and flew out, flying back to his bird house.
I was the only one left in the Green Algae Palace. After Xuan Lei left, my heart was extremely sad. What on earth was I doing? Am I feeling guilty and blaming for Xuan Lei's death tens of thousands of years later? I was
Do you want to use yourself to compensate him? Even I feel humble and pitiful now.
I walked back to my bedroom, thinking that I was about to fulfill my wish, to kill Taihao with my own hands, and to let him see He Xi's child die in front of his eyes.
But do I really want to do this? Taihao is my Ao Run. In these past lives, he never said anything and took care of everything by himself. But in this life, I saw him with my own eyes.
Our child is a murderer. My poor child, he is so cruel!
My thoughts are getting more and more confusing. Am I Qing'er or Liu Jinse? But that child really exists. What should I do? What should I do?
Kill him, kill him...
I kept repeating this sentence in my heart, which made me extremely painful. What did I do wrong? Why did I have to go through this...
I hated this man who made my life so tiring. Although the day after tomorrow would be the day he ascended the throne, I couldn't wait to see his painful look. Suddenly, I came up with an idea to take me with him.
I'm going to visit my old friend who I haven't seen for many years at night.
The night of the Bird Clan was silent. I took the scepter and walked to the barrier of the Bird Clan. Looking at the huge ancient tree next to it, I remembered the words of the former Bird Emperor. He said that one day I would regret it. Sure enough, I am now
I really regretted it. I took my scepter and bowed to the ancient tree before leaving the Bird Clan.
This time my visit to the Human Race seemed to go more smoothly than before. Maybe it was because I had a staff in my hand. I kept walking along the streets of the Human Race. I passed the earthen house where I lived before. I didn’t expect that four years would pass.
It has passed, and it is still the same as before. When I see this place, I can't help but feel sad. This is where Taihao and I started and where he and I ended. It is also where my poor child was born and left me.
Place. I never want to look at this place again.
I continued walking forward. Because it was late at night, there was no one on the road. Although I had been to the human race, I never knew where Taihao and Di Shinuan lived.
When I reached the end of the road, there was no road ahead. This was absolutely impossible. It was impossible for Taihao and his mother to live outside the clan, right?
At this time, two men were passing by with a leopard on their shoulders. They were showing off happily as they walked. One of the men said,
"We are really lucky today. We caught such a big leopard. Do you think we can get a lot of benefits by dedicating him to the Emperor's concubine?"
"Yes, the imperial concubine likes leopard skin the most!" Another man among them replied.
I saw these two people talking and laughing while carrying the leopard, then disappeared out of thin air.
But it’s not surprising. We, the bird tribe, use that towering tree as our boundary. The outside tribes can’t see where our residence is. Unless we, the bird tribe, voluntarily open the barrier, other tribes can enter and see our bird tribe.
the whole picture.
Having said that, I have known Taihao for so long, but he has never brought me to a human palace. This is enough to show that he, like his mother, regards me as an alien and has never cared about my feelings.
I walked to the place where the two people disappeared and touched the ground with my hand. There was nothing strange. I stepped on it twice more with my foot, but there was no reaction.
This won't work. I can't even find Taihao's real hiding place, so how can I seek revenge from him?
Just when I was helpless, a small stone was thrown at my feet, and then another stone was thrown farther away from me.
It turned out that someone was showing me the way. I walked forward step by step along these stones. Unexpectedly, there was a large vineyard in front of me. It was late autumn now, and the heavy grapes covered the branches. I walked
I walked over and stood under the branch, raising my head to pick a bunch off, but the grapes seemed to be at odds with me. It seemed that the pain of the grapes was tightly wrapped around my wrist, and I was smitten by the green grapes.
The vine was lifted up, and my feet were completely off the ground, and I passed through the grape trellis.
I closed my eyes to prevent those branches and vines from poking my eyes. Then my body stopped moving and I slowly opened my eyes.
I go, there are no grape vines here. In front of me is a gorgeous palace. Is this where the emperors and concubines of the human race have lived? I can’t see what kind of architectural style this is. Anyway, it is golden.
It shines like gold. It's really hidden here. No wonder I didn't notice it even after staying in the human race for so long.
I couldn't just walk in swaggering, I should change into a different outfit. I gave myself a strange face, and I also imitated their human race in clothes, wearing simpler clothes and wearing an animal skin around my waist.
.
In this way, I walked towards the palace. The few human soldiers guarding the gate were two burly men. When they saw me, they seemed to think that I was different from them, so they stretched out their hands to guard me.
"Don't you seem to belong to our Fuxi clan?" one of them asked.
I smiled,
"Isn't that right? I am Nuwa Shixi's sister. My mother misses her very much, so she asked me to come and visit my sister. Otherwise, how would I know how to get in?"
After I replied, I was still thinking in my mind, if they didn't believe what I said, then I would knock them to the ground each with a scepter. In the dead of night, no one could see them.
"Oh, she's Xi's sister. I did hear that Xi's family will come to visit these days, but I didn't expect it would be late at night." One of the gatekeepers replied.
I smiled slightly and did not answer. I was afraid that if I talked too much, I would be exposed.
The two of them opened the door wide and let me in. I didn't expect that people in ancient times were so easy to deceive.
After I entered, I spotted the largest sleeping hall, which was probably where the emperor's concubines rested.
Although this palace is smaller than the palace of the Great Shang Dynasty, it is not small in scale.
The people in the palace didn't look at me strangely when they saw me. After all, in this era, they are accustomed to monsters and beasts. Besides, my current dress is not much different from theirs.
In this way, I successfully entered the largest dormitory, ready to punish this dead old woman.
There were many servants in the palace, so I casually changed into a maid's outfit and blended in. I followed them into the dormitory. What I didn't expect was that this time my wish came true. I came to Xihe
The residence of the four children is not the palace of Taihao's immortal mother.
The eldest child here can already walk, and here is Xi, the Nuwa family that I least want to see. She holds a baby in her arms, and there is another sleeping in the basket next to me.
.There is another person who is being fed. To be honest, no woman will feel better if she sees her former man living so comfortably. Besides, it is a man with whom she has sworn hatred.
I suddenly had the urge to destroy everything here. My scepter had become smaller and I was holding it in my hand. As long as I gently moved my finger, the little one in the basket next to me would immediately change into a smaller one.
into a corpse.
I heard Xi from Nuwa clan complaining,
"A few days ago, my mother asked me to come over to help me take care of the children. I waited and saw no one. Others are also getting married, so why did I marry him? I was busy going around all day and no one was there."
Looking at this Xi compared with the Xi on the open-air chariot back then, her face is not as good as before, her hair is messy and frizzy, and her beautiful snake tail has also been turned into human legs for the convenience of raising children. Although there are so many people busy with several children, she also
It's still like this.
I seem to have some pity for this woman. Maybe she doesn't know my existence at all. She is also a victim of the reproduction of Fuxi and Nuwa.
I immediately gave up the idea. Maybe this Xi just likes this kind of life. The shy look on her face when she married Taihao was enough to prove that she was happy. No, I must have a taste of it with Taihao.
The pain of losing my own son, I want to destroy everything about him, I want him to be as miserable as me, I want to make his life worse than death.
I held the staff in my hand and gently inserted it into the sleeping child's Tianling Cap. Then I touched my nose and breathed in. I was sure that the air was gone, and then I walked out with satisfaction.
After I returned to the dormitory of Green Algae Palace, I stayed awake all night like this. In the morning, I simply cleaned myself up and went to the main hall. At this time, Xuan Lei had also arrived, and it seemed that he had not slept either.
Fortunately, his eyes were very red and the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible.
I looked at him,
"Why didn't you sleep well last night?"
Xuan Lei nodded to me gently,
"Um!"
I looked at his outfit again, and it seemed that he had not changed, and his hair seemed to be very messy.
"Did you go back to the birdhouse yesterday?" I asked again.
"No, I have been staying here. I have also been to your dormitory and saw that you stayed up all night." Xuan Lei replied.
"Then why don't you show up?"
"You didn't even notice me before I showed up, which shows how bad your mood is. I can't make you happy, so what's the use of showing up? I might as well stay with you silently and just look at you!"