During those years in country M, if Rui Rui had not been her spiritual support, she would have been unable to survive.
She couldn't imagine how devastated she would be if Ruirui wasn't here.
She couldn't even imagine it.
Ruirui actually has such an idea!
"Rui Rui..."
"How many times have I held a knife...but I couldn't let it go." Ruirui sobbed, "Rui Rui can't let go of mommy. Ruirui wants to live and grow up quickly and become a man, so that Ruirui can protect mommy."
Mi, don’t let mommy suffer anymore.”
Lin Wanwan's tears rolled down her cheeks.
She kept kissing the little guy's hair and apologized tremblingly, "Baby, I'm sorry, mommy is not strong enough... I'm sorry."
"Mommy, it's not your fault...it's my biological father's fault! If it hadn't been for him, you wouldn't have been pregnant with me and my sweetheart, and you wouldn't have been harmed and almost lost your life! While you work hard,
While taking care of me, where was my biological father? Mommy, all your sufferings were caused by him, so I hate him! I hate him so much!"
My heart ached intensely.
"Ruirui, is it because of Mommy that you hate your biological father?"
Ruirui said nothing, obviously acquiescing.
Lin Wanwan's heart ached even more.
It's actually because of her...
Because of her, he refused to forgive Xiao Lingye.
"Rui Rui..."
"Mommy, you lived such a hard life and raised me with great difficulty... Our life finally got a little better. At this time, the so-called biological father showed up. He claimed that he didn't know I existed.
His faults were completely wiped out, how can such a good thing happen?"
"..."
"During this period, he pleased me and took care of me... I saw all these behaviors, but he couldn't move me. How long did he take care of me? Just two or three months, and Mommy... you worked hard
He raised me for more than three years and tried his best to save my life with the God of Death... His actions are nothing compared to what you did!"
Lin Wanwan felt sour and bitter.
"Rui Rui..."
"Anyway, I will never forgive him!"
Lin Wanwan didn't know whether to be moved or sad.
Is this a child under four years old?
Thinking clearly and logically.
She couldn't refute what she said.
at the same time.
She felt a little uncomfortable again.
He could have grown up as carefree as Xin Gan, but he was forced to mature so precociously by the environment just because he followed her.
No wonder he immediately became cold-faced whenever she mentioned her biological father.
It seems that his hatred for his biological father is not a matter of a day or two.
"Rui Rui..."
"Mommy, please let Ruirui finish what she said first?"
"Okay, you say."
Rui Rui nestled in her arms and never raised his head. He said dullly, "Actually, the person Rui Rui hates the most is myself..."
"Why?"
"Because, I actually like Xiao Lingye... Before I knew he was my biological father, I actually liked him... I knew he liked you, and I even assisted him. I actually looked forward to him one day.
You can be my stepfather..."
stepfather……
Lin Wanwan, who was immersed in sadness, twitched hard when she heard these two words.
She asked, "What about now?"
"Now, I hate him!" Ruirui sobbed, "Mommy, it doesn't matter who is my biological father, but why him, why him..."
once.
He likes Xiao Lingye.
Because Xiao Lingye is good to mommy, and she is also good to him.
But when he found out that Xiao Lingye was his biological father, those feelings disappeared.
It is because of him that Mommy suffered so much and experienced so much hurt!
So...he will never forgive him.
no way!
…
Mother and son hugged each other tightly.
Ruirui cried for a long time. Finally, he was tired from crying and fell asleep in Lin Wanwan's arms.
The sweater on Lin Wanwan's shoulders could almost make her cry.
She lifted the little guy up in his arms, looked at his walnut-swollen eyes, and sighed heavily.
Three feet of ice does not last a day!
Melting these ice cubes is not a day's work.
It seems.
Xiao Lingye still has a protracted battle to fight.
Her legs were pinned down by the little guy for too long, and they were numb, as if there were ten thousand ants crawling around her. She quickly tightened her calves and waited for the numbness to dissipate before picking up the little guy.
The little guy's emotions had been suppressed over the years, and they all came out today. He was so tired that he didn't even wake up when Lin Wanwan carried him back to the room, wiped his face and hands with a towel and changed into pajamas.
Lin Wanwan put him on the big bed.
Even when he was asleep, his brows were tightly furrowed.
Lin Wanwan sat on the edge of the bed and gently smoothed his eyebrows.
"Mommy..." the little guy mumbled.
"Be good, go to sleep."
Lin Wanwan patted his back gently and sang him a lullaby softly.
During the singing, the little guy's frown slowly relaxed.
Lin Wanwan covered him with a quilt and looked at his sleeping face, feeling unable to calm down for a long time.
She always thought she was doing particularly well.
Rui Rui was raised to be very well-behaved and sensible, but today I discovered that she had neglected so much.
She leaned over.
Press a gentle kiss on the little guy's forehead.
…
Return to the room.
After briefly washing up, Lin Wanwan looked at the time and saw that it was already twelve o'clock in the morning.
Ruirui actually cried for nearly three hours.
There are several WeChat messages on the phone, all from Xiao Lingye.
The last one was sent ten minutes ago.
Thinking of Ruirui's rejection of him, Lin Wanwan sighed. She sat on the bedside and typed a reply to him.
"It's twelve o'clock, why aren't you sleeping yet?"
Xiao Lingye replied instantly, "I'm not used to it. I can't sleep without you by my side."
"..."
He shouldn't have been holding the phone in his hand waiting for news from her.
Otherwise, why did he reply so quickly?
Almost as soon as her message was sent, his reply arrived.
Thinking that he was always waiting for news about her, Lin Wanwan's heart was warmer than the heater in the room.
But thinking about Ruirui's rejection of him, her mood became complicated again.
She typed loudly, "Xiao Lingye, I was talking to Ruirui about you just now."
Xiao Lingye, "What did he say?"
If he knew Ruirui hated him, would he be able to sleep tonight?
Thinking of this, Lin Wanwan replied, "I can't explain it clearly on the phone. I'll tell you when we meet in person."
Xiao Lingye said, "Wait a minute."
wait?
What are you waiting for?
Lin Wanwan looked confused.
Just when she was about to send a message to ask, she suddenly heard a "creak" sound in the room.
Lin Wanwan was startled.
She looked in the direction of the sound and saw the wall near the end of her bed suddenly moved.
Immediately afterwards.
She was stunned to see a secret door opened on the wall, and then...
Xiao Lingye walked in from that door wearing pajamas!