Chapter 24 Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going?
"It's not important. Little Hans, talk about your thoughts. Why do you have a feeling that you need to control everything about the current situation? What predictions do you have? Why do you think everything will go in the direction you predicted? You are not omniscient and omnipotent.
As a god, even if you have the special ability to observe images of the future, it does not mean that the direction of your judgment is correct. You can think about influencing the future and changing the future, but you cannot control the future. You are the god.
How much do you know about the world?”
My understanding of the world is beyond your imagination, Jeanne. But I can't tell you.
But Joan of Arc seemed to have guessed what Hans was thinking, "Maybe I don't know or understand at all, little Hans, maybe you have seen it in your dreams, studied it, and understood more than I know.
.But is the world you live in really as pre-existing knowledge as you do? How long have you been born in this world? You have only been alive beside John Meryl for less than one year. If you can enter the time of dreams.
Early enough, with the time flow of dreams, you are living in a dream most of the time, not reality."
Hans was about to refute Joan's words, but his thoughts stopped as soon as he started. Another thought filled his mind. Living in a dream is not reality.
So far, everything seems to be operating according to my own ideas, developing step by step and not deviating from any of my expectations. However, what is going on with this sudden sense of disobedience following Joan's words?
Looking at Hans who was deep in thought, Joan of Arc didn't make any move at first, but after a while, Hans didn't reply.
"Hans, Hans, what's wrong with you Hans"
In Hans' ears, Joan's calling voice seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him, but Joan's previous words became louder and louder in Hans' consciousness. Living in a dream is not reality.
Thinking back to everything that happened before and after the birthday party, the dream building, Dumbledore's arrival, the arrival of everyone at Hogwarts, the intimacy of the phoenix, after entering the dream world, Joan of Arc said she wanted to go to the flower gardener's house, so she went to a different world.
As a flower grower, all the processes are so natural. But why do I feel that something is not right? What is wrong?
Hans noticed his confusion. Is this feeling of dissonance that he has lost himself? Why is he lost? Because in his past life and this life, he is building a dream.
Building a Lost Realm of Dreams But how could it happen? When did it happen? By the way, when you enter the dreamland, you will not have the feeling of when you came in. Before, you always said that you entered when you entered. When did you use the third level?
When dreams create a false infinite space?
No, it is not certain that it was unreasonable to think about everything at that time. The evolution of the dream will develop on its own according to your subconscious. This development is consistent with the time when you build it, similar to the inspiration when designing in reality.
It comes naturally, and I just put pen to paper to describe the naturally formed results. Then it is very likely that I fell into the realm of loss when I first started experimenting with Dream Building.
So thinking about it further, the Xingyue world is also what I know. What is the reality?
Then what the hell is going on with my so-called past life?
Just as Hans's thoughts were gradually falling into the abyss, a huge, warm, elastic, round and tactile object hit his face, calling back his thoughts.
"Are you awake? What happened to you just now, little Hans?"
"We are still in dreamland"
"Well, after I asked you, you fell into thinking and didn't move for a long time. I felt that your expression was getting worse and worse, and you didn't respond when I called you."
"I think you are right, Jeanne."
"What"
"I suspect that I have been in a dream and haven't woken up."
"How is this possible?"
"This is one of the theories of dream building. It can be verified. We don't need to elaborate too much on the theory, just do an experiment to confirm it."
"Theory is not reality. Is there any actual evidence or, in other words, have you doubted something that happened before and discovered a flaw?"
"A visit from Dumbledore and the professors at Hogwarts."
"Tell me more about it."
"My birthday party is on October 14, 1981. Harry Potter was born in July this year, and he will not defeat Voldemort until Halloween this year. At this time, Voldemort is in the final madness of the British wizarding world. Harry Potter will
He will become an orphan at the end of this month, and Sirius is not in jail yet. It is impossible for all the Hogwarts professors to come to our house at this time. It is also impossible not to consider killing him completely at this moment after seeing the future.
Voldemort. Because the news that Voldemort was defeated by the savior will not spread throughout the wizarding world until Halloween, that is, November 1st. After that, there will be a period of time to cleanse Voldemort's subordinates. Harry Potter and Azka
The arrest and imprisonment of Sirius mentioned in Ben's Prisoner also happened during the liquidation process. I guess the duel between him and Pettigrew took place around 1983."
"Didn't you know this through movies? Movies are not as detailed as you said."
"Movies are film and television works that are produced. There must be a script and related settings before production. For purely fictional movies, as long as your logic is correct, other elements can be freely imagined. But works based on realistic backgrounds
, will be restricted by the background era you set. Just like if you are filming a historical-themed movie with you as the protagonist, these household appliances at home must not appear. People will not have paper currency in transactions. That is not in line with the times.
background."
"I understand. How about experiments to confirm your inference? Is it dangerous?"
"The feeling of falling from a high place will wake people up from their dreams. This is the strongest and fastest way to wake up. It's not dangerous, is it?"
"Uh, that's easy"
"right."
"If confirmed, is it my existence? It may also be a dream." Joan's last question was a bit cautious, but before it was Hans' turn to answer, Joan then said firmly, "Try it, you can do it with or without me."
It’s time to live in reality”
"Probably not. Because you only learned dream building after you fell asleep after I summoned you. But I'm not sure."
"Go ahead and do it, little Hans, none of that matters."
Hans raised the land he was standing on, then fell back down
Hans woke up from a deep sleep, his mind was still a little confused, and his pupils were still dilated in a deep sleep, so he couldn't see clearly what was going on around him for a while.